Young Mother President Lian [Revised]

Chapter 73 - Feeling Bad

After passing a beautiful night with a romantic evening atmosphere like a newly married couple. It all goes beautifully like a night story.

Sona or Kevin, both exhausted in the dark of the night and cold, want them to have sex often but this time can make both tired to miss the dinner that has been planned.

The two wake up together when naked bodies hide in thick blankets, Sona and Kevin just stare at each other on the pillow they used to lean on, maybe all this does not need one sentence to voice the contents of each feeling. 

Sona understands why Kevin so appreciates every decision in his life because not all processes can be done alone, need the help of others to achieve this goal, Sona showed a sweet smile when her hand touched Kevin's face, he did not care about the cold weather outside and the room was so messy.

During the marriage Sona never paid much attention to Kevin's face, from this close distance the woman could see the dark circles under Kevin's eyelids explaining all the condition of the man, Sona touches the area of the face that she can touch starting from the dark circle, then Kevin's cheeks that begin to be overgrown first and the nose that continues to make Sona jealous who took it.

“you want something? You look so spoiled since night” said Kevin, he held Sona's hand on his face and kissed the wife's palm while looking at her.

Kevin is between happy and also confused, he can't let go of Yoona's problem just like that and can't let their honeymoon just crumble, just like that, when it is difficult for Kevin to believe Sona if the woman is worthy of trying to be a mother despite her age range will be a threat when pregnant or giving birth later, but without Kevin guessing in time quickly the woman agreed to the request just like that and was ready to accept any risk later.

Sona shook her head, she still wanted to touch Kevin's face longer but the man instead held him back, “must I say if I don't like it when you start letting the fur grow?”

“you don't like it? Though I intend to make it thicker and grow”

“No! When we kiss it feels like it's stabbing me! So shave more often, you understand baby?”

Kevin nods, pulling Sona's body to move the distance between them, letting Sona use her hands as a leaning place, and the next thing is Kevin's favorite to land a kiss on Sona's forehead.

“you didn't mean to tell me to sleep again?” asked Sona, she wondered why to look at Kevin who was like he still wanted to sleep very visible if Kevin several times tried to close his eyes and refrain from yawning.

“hm.. I still want to sleep, last night I couldn't sleep well” said Kevin, a voice so calm and so soft that Sona no longer asked questions for her husband.

After waiting for Kevin's regular-sounding breath and making sure that the man was actually asleep, Sona opened her eyes, she could not sleep back like Kevin so the woman decided to let Kevin rest again for some jama because indeed they had no plans to go directly somewhere, they have just arrived and have to charge more and maybe try to adapt here.

Sona pulls a little blanket over her body that there is not a single thread there, before getting off the bed Sona approached Kevin's face carefully, Sona loved looking at Kevin's face in this way, after five seconds of fasting staring at the husband's face, Sona gave a kiss on Kevin's forehead and sexy lips.

With a white cloth wide enough, Sona stepped out of their room with a cloth that served to cover her body, she had to rid herself of all their passionate evening activities, so with warm water is one way to relax the body and help eliminate soreness in the body. With a bath that was filled with warm water and therapy candles that were so relaxing, Sona soaked her body there that she did not realize she was asleep in the bath.

“No!!” shouted Sona, just closed his eyes for 15 minutes suddenly the nightmare came back to Sona like a flash of lightning when it was raining, women tried to regulate his breathing and also his body that was shaking violently, and his body was shaking violently, he thought the dream would no longer come to him after Sona ignored everything but what every time Sona thought of Kevin the dream always came like a clue or instead a threat from no matter who.

With the water moving along because Sona decided to end her bathing event, now the feeling of worry and anxiety becomes one under the shower that flows water into Sona's body, he tries to think if all of that won't happen because Sona is convinced it's not something that can be said to be real, perhaps this effect of watching too many western movies and also dealing more often with the murderers in the trial makes Sona sure it is only a dream can be.

However, some people believe dreams can be a sign, and there are some who think they will be a good event. 

So Sona is on the team not believing it, she is living in the 21st century and advances in technology can't possibly all the mysterious things still exist just by looking at it in a dream, Sona also believes that in this part of the world there must be things that cannot be explained by science. 

“Sona? You inside? Did something happen?”

“Sona? Sona?”

“say something?” call Kevin, he was so panicked when Sona's screams rang out to wake him up, Kevin quickly continued to bang on the bathroom door very tight. “Sona?”

“Yes, I was good there was an animal inside now I have eliminated it, sorry after bothering you” said Sona, she did not want to open the door so she decided to stay under the shower.

“you didn't lie? I know where to scream to see something, where to shout because of fear” 

“I didn't lie”

“then let me in”

“no! I'm tired Kevin let me go well today!”

Kevin laughed a little, he knew that he would not be able to join the bath but maybe Kevin would do something else. 

After confirming that Kevin was really gone, Sona dropped her body on the floor feeling really worried and scared, this was the second time he had dreamed of Kevin being shot by someone while they were together, the dream felt so real that even Sona memorized the sound of the shoot.

“I hope this is not something that can be said seriously”

*****

First day in Switzerland, according to the plan in ‘memories note’ Sona wants to visit the historical place in this white country.

“I think we will play sky or visit some restaurants” said Kevin, he is not a person who likes to visit a historic building when abroad, according to Kevin, he prefers to visit a bookstore if he wants to know about history.

“You don't know if, Chateau De Chillon, this place is one of the historical buildings in Switzerland that offers a pleasant and also beautiful view, this place is one of the most beautiful, we can see the city of Switzerland from the top of course” said Sona, he pointed towards the tower which is also adjacent to the museum ‘Chateau De Chillon’

Although Kevin does not like historical things, but if Sona already wants then the thing he does not like will be him, with his hands covered in gloves Kevin held Sona to enter the museum after booking a ticket.

“i am still curious why you really want to go to Switzerland as our honeymoon place, even though most women want to visit paris, london, London, even now Malta is a place of recommendation for newly married couples” said Kevin, he gave a glass of coffee that had been purchased at Sona.

“I want to be different from others, so many places I want to know here” 

“have you ever been here with your ex?”

Sona who was looking at the objects in front looked straight at Kevin while raising one eyebrow, “this is not about my memories with the past but I want to feel straight from my mother's story when I meet my father here”

“ayo we go around? I'm sure you need a translator, right?” kevin said, he reached out to Sona, if the reason is because Sona wants to see the memories of both parents then Kevin will be happy to introduce the memories well to Sona. 

“translator free?”

“no, none of this is free dear, but for you only need to give me one kiss, not maybe 10 times”

Lazily Sona pulls Kevin's hand to immediately end her annoying remark, today one memory will be printed in ‘memories note’ and will be a separate story in a version that may be the same or there are additions in it.

A week just passed …

The man also could not focus on their honeymoon, and almost abandoned the activities he did with Sona while visiting in various places, Kevin is only afraid that Yoona will be a threat to him and may be able to be his closest person, whether Sona has nothing to do with Jung's group problems.

From a long time until the morning Kevin can not be silent or just close his eyes for a few hours, he tried to remember what happened in Japan when he was with Yoona, he was trying to remember what happened in Japan, but still Kevin felt that if he did nothing wrong at the meeting with Mr. Min and also against Yoona, he gave her everything she needed, they even split up and what was the problem?

The disappearance of Yoona with all the suspicions Kevin thought did not prove a result that said it was true, if he just wanted to resign, should the woman take action until it erases everything since? 

Restlessly Kevin continues to walk in an uncertain direction in front of the window, his hands and body continue to move unnaturally, occasionally he will ruffle his hair in frustration when the mind is dead-end and confused, he said, currently Mr. Min and company are very difficult to contact just like Yoona.

What is Yoona's disappearance related to the Min Group? 

Is Yoona a spy sent to retrieve Kevin's precious archive? 

Or is someone trying to blackmail her through YoonA? 

“what do you think?” asked Sona, the woman hugged Kevin's body with a blanket that was limited to cover his body without a single thread there, she coiled her tiny hands on the chest of Kevin's field. Sticking his body with Kevin's body the same as himself but the man was already wearing pants.

“not the important thing” said, the man did not immediately flip his body as usual, he even seemed to avoid Sona to look directly. 

“if it's not an important issue, why do you look so worried? You're not even sleeping last night?”

“Sona ..” with Kevin forced to turn his body, he wants Sona to shut up for times and not interfere in his problems, for fear that it becomes a misunderstanding for him.

“Kevin! I don't like you who co-”

In a matter of seconds, Kevin had taken action by covering Sona's mouth with a rough kiss to make the woman moan in pain, Kevin did not care about Sona who was in contact with continued pushing her field chest.

“Kevin.. Hmph” there is no reproach for Sona to say something to stop Kevin from doing that, this is not Kevin that Sona knows he has never been rude to her and tries to get Sona to shift her thoughts.

Like Kevin was frustrated or he was not wanting to argue anything with Sona until finally decided to be rude to Sona, she pushes Sona's body with a rough basket after releasing their kiss which leaves Sona's lips hurt. 

With Sona's fear continuing to step back until there was no blame for her to avoid Kevin who inexplicably scared Sona so much, the man stepped up the basket to climb Sona's legs forcefully, and then he stepped up, sona ends up under Kevin's control.

“no, please Kevin, I don't want to!” said Sona, he avoided Kevin when he was going to kiss her again, he did not understand anything but why Kevin had to be so angry at him.

“no!! Stop that!! I hate you!!” sona cried, she cried when Kevin wanted to unite himself with Kevin's, Sona did not want to be an ****** she wanted to serve Kevin as a wife. 

She cries as Kevin bites the neck area violently, then when Kevin wants to kiss her back the woman gives a hard slap in Kevin's face to make the man stop forcing Sona.

Sona closed the two very tightly, she did not dare to look at Kevin with the attitude she had just shown her, Sona was really afraid to look into Kevin's angry eyes, however it only lasted a few seconds, then Sona immediately moved away from Kevin by pulling the blanket to cover her body.

“Don't Touch Me!!” Sona brushed off Kevin's hand, she was really afraid to get close to Kevin even though he was currently the husband, still with breaths of Sona trying to let herself stay happy, he stared with a look of hatred.

“Sona .. I'm sorry”

Sona shakes her head as Kevin tries to get close to her, Kevin doesn't know if this is going to hurt Sona's heart he just wants to divert instead of complicating them both, Kevin realizes it's wrong but it's too late to make Sona believe. 

“I am not an item to vent frustrations, I am indeed your wife but I do not like to be forced, have I always refused? I never thought you could be that cruel” Sona said, she was crying not because she was scared but she was crying over Kevin's wrong stance.

“Sona, it's so complicated for me, I'm afraid I'll lose you”

“aku go!”

Sona got off the bed quickly to the bathroom, closing the door tightly until there was no chance for Kevin to enter. Shortly afterwards the woman came out with the suitcase in her hand after trying to keep Kevin from getting close to her, she dragged the suitcase until she found a taxi.

“Sona, don't listen to my explanation first”

“Sona!! Don't leave me!!” Kevin continues to hold Sona's hand until he is unaware that Sona's wrist is injured because of her strong grip.

Before getting into the cab, Sona looked at Kevin and tried to release his hand “we're done! Don't ever call me again!”

“no! Sona I love you, don't leave me!! Sona ...” is too late for Kevin to prevent Sona from leaving. “Ah!!! Stupid!!!” 

While Kevin is so frustrated with all the shocks about Jung Group he is now foolishly making one reproach to add to one more problem, sona should be a place for Kevin to find solutions to problems or at least where Kevin leaned when he was too tired for his problems but what? There's no reproach for Kevin to stop Sona from leaving.

In a taxi to the airport, Sona tries not to let out her crying voice, so she weeps to wash away the scarf she used, Sona did not know why all this happened after many memories began to be stored in her heart, though Semja went well without any problems but why Kevin can be so cruel by doing a diversion that hurt his pride Sona.

During the trip to the airport there is nothing that makes Sona waver in her decision but there is not a single incoming call on Sona's phone that requires if Kevin does not care about her, the age of their marriage is indeed a range of quarrels especially if selfishness takes precedence over bonding, Sona is also just an ordinary girl in general who can not directly face the problem surely women will be on the side in avoiding a heavy quarrel.

Kevin returns home with chaos in him, as he steps into all the messy stuff due to their quarrel, Kevin's gaze falls on the ‘memories note’ Sona left behind, before Kevin knew if Sona brought a photo album but he never saw the contents again after they got here.

He sat on the sofa and opened a photo album, which had been filled with several photos in it.

On the first page she saw their wedding photo along with some handwritten sentences by Sona.

“if this marriage happened because of arranged marriage, but that's why I found a new life with her, now I'm so loving that I want to be a good wife for her and mother of our children”

Kevin went back to the next page, it's a photo where they just arrived in Switzerland. 

“first day where I can't wait this soon start honeymoon, where we can make memories together, just like mom and dad”

The next photo is one where they saw fireflies together at Lake Geneva, two days ago.

“when I saw the beautiful lake with the light of fireflies, at first glance I was like being in a fairy tale book that lived happily with the prince, want to feel like to continue to be in his warm embrace and want to always be on the side with any problem”

Kevin cries, how foolish he has been to destroy the sincerity of Sona, whereas Kevin once promised to make Sona happy to Sona's late mother but now he instead let the woman hurt alone because of her mistake