Young Mother President Lian [Revised]

Chapter 29 - One Sided Love

Han was there, not knowing what made him reluctant to leave the place, Han chose to sit on the chair that was provided there. The wounds on his face started to dry up and swell.

While the one in the room felt so quiet because Lian and Risa had fallen asleep, but before long Lisa opened her eyes, and then, I don't know suddenly like there was a voice call calling Lisa to get up and get out of her room, Lisa tried to remember what happened.

“Doctor Han!” lisa said, she remembered the injured doctor Han, with careful steps Lisa tried to get off her bed and walk out of the room.

And sure enough when she opened the door, Lisa saw Doctor Han, 'she hasn't even treated the wound' Lisa said in her heart, how hurt it was to see an innocent person have to bear all her faults. With a slow step Lisa approached doctor Han who was staring at Lisa in confusion.

“Lisa? Why are you here?” said Han who was confused to see Lisa who was already in front of him.

“doesn't you have to ask me that?” said Lisa who turned the question to Doctor Han.

“aku-I was just waiting for Doctor Park, giving me the medicine just” said Han who tried to shift his gaze elsewhere, he could not look at Lisa.

"you lied! You must have another destination Doctor Han”

“Lisa! You better go back to your place, don't make your family misunderstand me again!”

“then why did you help me so much I wanted to kill myself? If in the end you don't want to make my family misunderstand you Doctor Han!”

“stop talking Lisa nonsense! Don't piss me off! More you go and get away from me!”

“at least let me treat your wounds, so that I don't feel if I have a debt of gratitude to you” Lisa said, she sat on the floor to look at Doctor Han closer.

“No need Lisa, get back in that room”

“Doctor Han! I love you, and I know you love me too!” lisa said, she continued to stare at Doctor Han's face that was beginning to swell and did not care about the coldness of the hospital floor that could make her sick.

Han was quite surprised by what Lisa said but as soon as possible she brushed it off, Han didn't deserve the love from Lisa let alone being able to live together it was an impossible thing to happen.

“Lisa now wake up, the hospital floor is not good for your health”

Han helped lift Lisa's body to stand up, as if he didn't listen to what Lisa said.

“Why? You care about me? Why did you switch doctor Han's talk?” lisa said, her eyes started to glaze over, she did not understand the changes that happened to Doctor Han, Lisa felt if Han tried to get away from her.

“Lisa, throw away your imagination thinking if I love you, I'm just your doctor, my job is only to take care of you, the care of a doctor is normal”

“really? Take the patient away from the hospital? Have you forgotten our kiss? And don't forget when you try to hide the fact that it's my fault? You still want to defy all that Han doctor?”

Han paused for a moment, he was silent in front of Lisa's door, his mouth seemed to be locked and legs like stuck on the ground, all bodies stiffened just by hearing Lisa's words.

“you said you wanted to treat my wound, right? Now let's treat lukaku” said Han, violently pulling Lisa's hand something that only Doctor Han knew, it was his private room.

“doctor Han, release! my hand hurts!”

Now they both stand in front of a room at the end of the hospital hallway, a room that is very rarely passed by others, not waiting for long Han immediately opened the door and pulled Lisa inside. Throw Lisa's body in the basket provided there.

“no! Doctor Han what do you want to do!” said Lisa who was very frightened, she continued to step back to avoid Doctor Han who started to step on the bed.

“do you love me Lisa? This is me Lisa! A man who likes to sleep with many women, in this hospital almost all young sisters have slept with me”

Lisa was so shocked by what Han said, in Lisa's heart cursing her too innocent self, she thought that doctor Han was a good man who respected women very much, but it turns out he's not far from a jerk!

“fast! treat all the wounds that are on my body! don't you want to pay your debts?” han said, he pulled Lisa's body to get close to him.

“let go! i hate you! You're a fucking guy! I'm so sorry to know you Han!”

Lisa yells at Han, she starts to cry, Lisa cries because stupidly has loved the wrong man, she stares at Han filled with hatred and there is also a feeling of disappointment.

Han who saw that could only curse himself, Han had no other way to get Lisa away from him, either, only in this dirty way can Han make himself look like he is a jerk and make Lisa hate him.

“go before I change my mind” said Han, he put his gaze down, Han really can't bear to see Lisa crying because of her actions.

As soon as Lisa left the room, Lisa still had the self-esteem she had to take care of, she would not do anything stupid because a man, Lisa immediately ran after she came out of Han's room, with all her disappointment and heartbreak Lisa tries not to let her heart fall on Han again.

As for Han, the man cursed himself in the darkness of his room, he beat up the wall of the room to make his hand hurt and bleed, Han was completely helpless to this very extent, everyone around her kept pushing her and forcing her to stay away from Lisa, but they kept Han from becoming Lisa's doctor, isn't that the same as making Han even more confused and stressed?

“forgive me Lisa, I am totally unfit for you, I am even powerless to maintain our love, I also hate myself so much Lisa! May you be happy with all the wounds I have given you, forgive me for not fighting for my love for you Lisa, but I will still love you from afar, and see you happy from afar”

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Next Day ......

When opening both eyes, the first thing Lisa saw was usually a sweet smile from the doctor she loved, now all Lisa saw was a white ceiling and as usual a room that was so quiet and quiet. Throughout the night Lisa kept crying over Han, Lisa's heart ached considering how the man treated her like a woman ******.

“good morning Lisa”

Greet someone whose voice came from the door, the man walked leisurely while carrying some food and also fruits, and also did not forget the casual clothes that looked very suitable for him, he said, that man is Sean.

Waitie? Sean's? What's that guy doing there? How did he know Lisa was here?

So many questions arise when Lisa sees Sean walking up to her.

“Sean?”

“why am I surprised to be here? Or miss me?”

“what do you want to do here?”

“taking you home and then marrying you”

“.......”

“Your father called me here, I was very sad when I heard you were sick, so I went straight here”

“I don't need your mercy!”

“Lisa you can't be like that to your future husband”

“Sean! You are! Shitty!” lisa said, she pinched Sean's stomach, so the man would stop doing his crazy things.

“Lisa's sick, well I'll stop, are you hungry? I brought Dorayaki cake for you and also your favorite chocolate milk”

Lisa immediately received a gift from Sean, he was very hungry because usually doctor Han will give him breakfast whether it's porridge or bread and not with warm chocolate milk. Lisa let out a long sigh, at a time like this she was still thinking about the man.

Lisa and Sean, they both talked about many things while enjoying breakfast together, At least with Sean present, Lisa can momentarily forget the wounded heart.

Three days passed ....

After the incident Han never appeared in front of Lisa or even appeared in the hospital, she disappeared as if swallowed by the earth, no one knows where she is.

There was not a single day Lisa missed not to think about the Doctor, there were a thousand questions that flashed through Lisa's mind, she still did not understand and tried to understand all of Han's behavior, she still did not understand, that changed after Dad and his brother came here.

Did the three of them ever meet when Lisa was not with them or when Lisa was asleep? 

Did his father threaten Han? Or kevin's brother?

 Did Han ever like Lisa?

“so all this time only I liked him while he did not? But why am I able to endure this unrequited feeling? I should how? Surviving the labyrinth of love that keeps trapping me to keep being inside sana”

Lisa asked herself if Lisa's condition had improved, Park's doctor said she would have surgery next week, if the surgery goes well it means that before long Lisa will go home and leave this hospital, lisa should be happy because it was the thing she wanted so badly from the first moment Lisa set foot in this hospital, but why did it feel like Lisa wanted to cry? There was pain that continued to stab into her heart, making Lisa short of breath and difficult to think.

Is his love for Doctor Han so deep? Until Lisa finds it hard to erase it in her mind or in her heart, is it so painful to love someone? Lisa never thought that her first love would clap one hand like this, but once again Lisa could do nothing to erase all the memories and feelings towards Doctor Han.

Lisa smiled gloomily as she looked at the pill medicine that was in her hands when a nurse told her to take it, usually Lisa was very much waiting for her time to take the medicine, she said, but today it wasn't the medicine he needed.

“Nona Lisa?” ask the nurse who is still waiting for Lisa to take her medicine.

“You can leave me sister, I will drink it” said Lisa who smiled at the sister who was beside her.

“ alright, make sure to take your medicine” said the nurse, she started to step out of Lisa's room.

Instead of taking her medicine, Lisa threw it away in the trash can next to her bed, then slowly stepped out of the bed, stepped out of the room and walked to the place at the end of the hallway.

Now Lisa stood in front of a room that almost destroyed her future, hesitantly trying to knock on the door three times, but there was no answer from inside the room, Lisa tried to stretch out her hand to open the door of the room that was unlocked.

Lisa only saw an empty room, there was no Doctor Han there, the room seemed to have been emptied, Lisa wanted a few days ago when she was in the room there were so many books and photos, but now the room is clean with no books or photos.

'Did doctor Han leave? Or did he resign?' ask Lisa in her heart.

“you're gone, but you didn't tell me, which means nothing to you, Han”

Lisa cries, she exposes all the emotions she's been holding back, Lisa drops her body on the floor, Lisa really feels fragile as if her soul has left her body, doesn't Han understand if Lisa needs him and misses him too.

“what should I do Han? I can't forget you even for one second, my life is empty without you by my side”

Lisa got up from her place and started to leave the room, it was useless that she was crying it would have no effect on anything, Lisa tried to be strong, there were still many dreams and ideals that had not been achieved, he said, Lisa can't be fragile just because of a man even though first love is hard to forget.

Arriving in her room, Lisa is surprised by Han, the man is in her room? 

Is Lisa hallucinating? 

Or is Lisa dreaming?

“Lisa?”

The voice sounded very real in Lisa's ears, not wanting to waste time Lisa immediately ran up to Han, trying to make sure Han was real.

“Lisa, be careful, you can fall" said the man immediately holding the hand of Lisa who almost fell in front of him.

"this isn't a dream-Sean?”

Lisa was very surprised, Lisa really felt if she saw Han not Sean, but in reality that Sean was not Han, again Lisa felt sad, but, so missed him that he assumed the other person was Han.

“Lisa, what are you talking about? why are you running when you see me? Did something happen? And where have you been Lisa?”

“aku-Ak-Akh!My head hurts” Lisa said, she pretended to have a headache, Lisa was very confused to answer all the questions Sean gave, this way Lisa could divert the conversation.

“let me help to lay you” Sean said, carefully he helped Lisa to get back in her basket and helped to fuck her.

“do I need to call a doctor?” sean asked, he looked very worried about Lisa's condition.

Lisa quickly pulled Sean's hand, trying to hold him to get out of the room and said “Sean, no need! I just need a break, anyway I've been taking medicine”

“well, rest well, I will not disturb your sleep”

Sean decides to sit next to Lisa, waiting until Lisa falls asleep, only after that Sean can leave Lisa for a while, Sean has to go somewhere.

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Actually, Sean's goal to Japan is not to accompany Lisa, but because there is more important business than that, that is bringing home the brother who has been almost 5 years in Japan to pursue the idol of his heart.

Now Sean is in the final resting place of the Mother or arguably the grave of the Mother, Sean's mother has died when he was 12 years old, his mother's last request is buried in his birthplace.

“Mother, are you happy?”

“I miss you so much, sorry if I just visited again, I was too busy keeping a father who is not in good condition, dad lately often ask about brother to me-”

“Mother, I still don't understand what reason sister left the house, I can't believe if she left just for pursuing her love”

“I'm already here, I'll make sure to take her home, I'll come back later”

after giving flowers to the mother's grave, Sean began to step away from the mother's grave, with a heavy heart Sean tried to look fine.

but before long Sean left the tomb, there was a man in a gray suit while carrying a bouquet of flowers in his hand walking closer to the grave of the Mother.