Young Mother President Lian [Revised]

Chapter 32 - Present Love

The day is three o'clock in the afternoon ....

After talking with Dr. Park, Han's mind began to open, all this time he considered if all this was a problem that was so complicated, so, though only need to understand the core of all problems is Han who is never sure of what happened and always runs away from the root of the problem.

Han just stepped not knowing where his legs would go back, but in the third of the journey Han only realized one thing that he had left.

'after Kaira's death I completely forgot that if I still had a heart, I just followed my fear without thinking of wanting my heart. I think too much about the past, Han should you be more courageous to step up instead of withdrawing more because of the past, taking lessons from each experience'

The move came to a halt in front of Lisa's room, with the confidence Han had he tried to want to solve all these problems with Lisa, with the spirit and confidence Han had he held onto the doorknob then opened it and stepped in.

“Lisa...” said Han, fortunately the call was not too loud, maybe Lisa will not hear it

And Han's throat suddenly felt so dry that it made it difficult to continue calling Lisa, when Han's eyes saw Sean in Lisa's room, Han was so shocked that when he stepped closer to Lisa, he said, he looks nervous and confused.

“ka--”

He stuck his index finger on Sean, asked him not to call him sister in front of Lisa and pretended not to know each other, Good thing Sean understood immediately and he undo his intention to call Han.

“do you want to talk what Sean?” lisa asked, the girl did not realize that Han was behind her, her body position was facing Sean so she could not see Han's arrival.

“ah-That seems like my throat feels so dry, so it seems like I need to drink” Sean said, he quickly held her neck, indicating that her throat did feel dry.

“Lisa ...” call Han, maybe this time Lisa can hear it because of their not-too-distant distance.

Lisa's body suddenly stiffened when she heard the voice of the man she hadn't heard her voice or seen his face, hesitantly Lisa turned her head back to make sure that the man in front of her was Han.

“Doctor-Han!”

There was a happy look on Lisa's face as she looked at Han walking up to her wearing her white suit, feeling Lisa was eager to hug the man and say if.

'i miss you Han, there's not a single day that I've missed without thinking about you Han' but these words are just stored in her brain indisputably, Lisa wouldn't be able to say that to her, the disappointment in his heart was greater than the yearning for Han.

“I need to talk to my patients both, if you don't mind can you leave us briefly” a greeting to Sean who is still speechless beside Lisa.

“ah--, Like I'm going to buy something to relieve my throat dryness, I'll come back later again Lisa”

Unwilling to look at Han for a long time, Lisa quickly turned her eyes away from the man walking to stop in front of her and said in an unconcerned tone.

"what's important you want to talk about?”

“ fun to hear you're getting better Lisa”

“Ya, thanks”

“i am here just want to see your situation”

“only that? To thee to expel others!”

“what's she your lover?”

“does a doctor have the right to ask his patient about whether he has a lover or not? If you're just here to ask me about that, you're wasting my time on doctor Han”

 “well, I only tell you if before performing the operation, the patient is recommended to fast one day before surgery”

“what is fasting?”

“that means one day before surgery, the patient will not be fed and only given a drink of course”

“what should it be?”

“it's just a suggestion, the most important thing is that you take care of your health and mental, do not be depressed when you will face Lisa's surgery, you must be sure if many people miss you to come back, that's all I want to say, because today is the first snow I want to give you chocolate to encourage you”

Han gave Lisa a large packet of chocolate while showing her a sweet smile to Lisa. “I'm done, I'll go so take care of your health”

After that Han immediately stepped away from Lisa, Han's initial intention was to tell Lisa everything but he broke the intention when he knew that Sean was going to marry Lisa, so according to Han all that doesn't matter anymore, with a heavy heart Han must press his heart to be honest with Lisa and let her be happy with being with her sister.

While Lisa just stared at the chocolate in her hand with a small piece of paper that read 'your happiness is important', Lisa felt sad and wanted to feel like she was pulling Han, forcing her to explain why she was like that, each of her words contained a farewell greeting that the two of them would do.

One teardrop drenched the paper in Lisa's hand.Why is she so hard to understand? Why does my heart feel so hurt with his attitude? Why Han? I love you so much but it hurts so much to see you, every time I see you I always feel like I'm holding a knife that pain can't understand, I'm tired Han!'

Lisa cries in silence, there is no sobbing or screaming in her cries, and she just hopes that one day after she gets out of this hospital she doesn't want to see a guy like him again.

'as I would accept the matchmaking that my father taught me' Lisa said, she would not accept the chocolate, upset that she threw it in the trash, Lisa also tried to wipe away the tears left on her cheeks.

The most important thing about this is that Lisa has to get out of this hospital immediately and forget all about Han.

After Han leaves shortly after, Sona returns, looking so happy from her lunch with Kevin, during a trip through the room to Lisa's room, the smile on Sona's face never disappeared.

When she wanted to step closer to Lisa who was silent on the bed while staring at the window that was already covered by snow, Sona slowly stepped closer to Lisa.

Sona stared confusedly at Lisa's quivering back and her posture depicted someone crying, the veins of the happy face changed with a look of sadness when she saw her best friend who was crying in silence.

“Lisa crying? Who made her cry?” Sona asked.

she stared confusedly at Lisa who was only silent in her cries, she was not even aware of the existence of Sona who was already in front of her.

“Lisa? Why are you crying?” said Sona, she pulled the chin of her best friend.

“Lisa! Tell me what happened?” Sona asked again, irritatedly he climbed on the bed and immediately held onto Lisa's face which continued to let out water.

“what no, cry as much as you want, I'm here for Lisa”

Sona pulls Lisa into her arms, gently rubbing Lisa's back, helping Lisa to calm down and try to understand what Lisa is feeling.

“you are sad because everyone left you alone here?” Sona asked in a slow tone.

“No, Sona”

“I want to explain everything to you, but--,”

“but what is Lisa? Did anyone threaten you?”

“No! Sona this is another matter!”

“do we have to go somewhere else, so you can feel calm when explaining it?”

“where are we going?”

“I forgot if it's winter now, all the parks may be covered in snow, Wait-We can go to the ramen shop that is near here"

“are you sure? I'm a little hesitant, Because I want to be sure it takes a very long time, I don't want to trouble others”

“then talk to me here Lisa, we've been friends for a long time but you still want to hide your problem? You think of me like a stranger”

“Sona, why do you think like that? I'm just confused to start from where”

“then explain to her, why are you crying?”

“because ... A man”

Lisa immediately lowered her gaze from Sona,

“don't tell me what makes you sad is Sean, that guy! How dare! If I knew where she was I'd finish her off!”

“Sona, you misunderstood not Sean but another man”

“Wait! don't tell me you're in love with one of the doctors here, right Lisa?”

“That's a reality Sona”

“you don't like Sean? Who's the guy? Does he already have a wife?”

“I don't know Sona, but the problem isn't that!”

“then what's Lisa like? I don't understand!”

“i also do not understand Sona, I am confused by all this, I do not know who is on the side of hurting and hurting, she is too closed to me, I am not sure, I can't even understand why he can change his attitude”

“do you love Lisa?”

“love? I don't know if I love him or not, which is obvious I'm just afraid to part with him”

“I know, this is very hard for you Lisa, but if indeed you can't bear to let go, after all love will come at the right time when you are ready”

“tapi? I haven't even started anything to do with him yet but why should it end up like this Sona” soon

“i don't know Lisa” either

*******

At a cafe not far from the hospital …

Han and Sean, decide to spend their afternoons at a simple Cafe, whose visitors are not too many.

“so big brother of the doctor who treated Lisa?”

This time the one who started the conversation was Sean, after asking, he drank the Ice americano that he had just ordered.

“Ya, Doctor Park who assigned to take care of her” replied Han, she really enjoyed her Coffe mocca latte.

“I don't know if brother works at the hospital where Lisa, not brother never aspires to be a doctor?”

“sometimes what we expect is not entirely a reality Sean, it's the opposite, so Lisa is the girl you want to be paired with?”

“Yes, I don't really want to accept it big brother, but for the rest of my life I've never asked for anything, this is the first time he's asked me, I can't turn him down”

“I'm sure it's the best for you, Dad did it because he's sure you can keep what Dad safe with you”

“but why should I be a sister? I still want to achieve my dream to be able to go around the world”

“not that's even good! You can travel with your wife, so you will not be alone”

“then what about sister? Dad even wanted me to take his company expert”

For a moment Han was rebuked by Sean's words, which seemed as if he knew Han's feelings.

“aku? I'm fine here”

“I envy you who can be free from all responsibilities”

“there is nothing you can get from me Sean, my life will only be black and white without any other color”

“you love the late Brother Keira too much to not want to feel in love again? Brother stop, relinquish his departure, brother must be happy”

“seeing you're getting married has made me happy Sean, so my job as a sister is done, I hope you're always happy together, time is up, I have to meet with doctor park, I have to meet, there are things we need to discuss”

Sean just fell silent, in silence he thought hard with everything his brother said, trying to understand every word for word.

'there is a strange with the attitude of his brother, he tried to look tough but actually his heart is very fragile, and the look on his face that explains there is a problem that tries to be covered up' said Sean in his heart.

After that he returned to the world of reality, ran a little to chase after the brother who was far ahead of him.