Young Mother President Lian [Revised]

Chapter 15 - As Soon Possible

Should Risa sleep in her room or at least in Kevin's room, after the event crying her in the arms of Lian with not her elite, now she is lying on the bed owned by Lian, sleeping together?

The words continued to burrow in Risa's head until she found it hard to close her eyes, while Lian had already fallen into a dream with an arm that was holding the possessive body of Risa, while she was still clenching her, even her long legs flank Risa's legs until the brown unraveling girl was very difficult to move plus irregular breathing.

‘how can I sleep if he hugs me’ 

Risa sighed in frustration, her eyelids were already burdensome wanted to be closed across the dream realm, but her heartbeat could not be invited to cooperate.

“why not sleeping?” the hoarse voice of Lian sayup-dyed greeted Risa's ears, the girl rounded her eyes.

“aku--,” Risa bit her lower lip tightly “I can't sleep because my heartbeat is noisy once”

Lian's laughter almost exploded hearing Risa's innocent answer, actually how old is Risa? Why is the woman in front of him more like a teenager who has just known love.

Lian pinched Risa's nose with an anxious “you're in”

Without continuing her words Lian prefers to kiss Risa's lips, making Risa's body more sculpted.

Her long hand slipped behind the shirt that Risa was wearing, rubbing Risa's back.

“Risa” call Lian, her hand is still busy exploring Risa's back.

“you don't wear a bra?”

Whats?

Risa is surprised to hear Lian's question, so upset she bit Lian's chest until the shirt that Lian wore left a trace of her saliva.

“you turned aggressive!” whispered Lian in her mischievous voice, her hand touching the wet part of her shirt.

Risa's face is red, it's just a reflex reaction due to upset “basas men sucks”

“but you like this handsome guy right!” Lian again landed her lips on Risa's lips, this time not just a kiss.

Lian was still at home playing on Risa's lips, while her hands roamed perfectly every inch of Risa's body feeling the softness of Risa's skin.

“Risa” Lian stops her middle hand touching Risa's skin “Hm-can we?”

“Not” Risa replied firmly when her consciousness took over “I don't want to disappoint my father!”

Risa knows where Lian's question is, 'Making Love' Risa doesn't want it to happen before there is a marriage bond, she doesn't want to betray her father's trust.

“but can I kiss you?” lian asked, her eyes still shrouded in passion, Risa nodded in embarrassment with a reddened face.

What Risa had in mind was that Lian would kiss her again on her lips or face area, but her mind was immediately swept away by the wind when Lian was raising the t-shirt that was worn to the extent of her chest.

Risa almost squealed as Lian bit her stomach slowly, then gave a small kiss there.

“you like it?” the grin printed on Lian's face only made the red hue on Risa's face increasingly become.

It seems like tonight will be a long night, where Lian will focus more on kissing Risa's body stiffening than sleeping across the dreamland.

A few days later ….

“Hei! Stop angry like that” Lian is still made unsettled by Risa's attitude, since earlier the girl was just silent and snatched, occasionally speaking was only responding to Kevin's babble.

After taking Kevin to school Lian did not immediately take Risa to his office, the man casually took Risa to his office, although some of Risa's protests withered because he did not like it, but Lian still forced Risa to come with her.

After spending twenty minutes sitting on the sofa in Lian's room, Risa finally wanted to talk, her eyes still staring at Lian in disbelief.

“Why?”

“as soon as possible, Risa”

“ini too suddenly” furious Risa, always just like this, again Lian did something in rational Risa.

“if you are not angry? We must immediately rush to the boutique to fit the groom's wedding dress” the man casually said no matter the look of Risa's face that stiffened again.

“after visiting my family without telling me, then you asked my permission to marry my father, now what is it? Why do you do it yourself? Why is there no compromise between us? Are you the only one you married?”

This time Risa really evaporated her emotions, this morning her father called Risa talking about the arrival of Lian two days ago to their house in Deagu, Lian asked her father's permission to marry Risa.

When the other woman will smile happily at her father's explanation, Risa was immediately upset why Lian did it secretly without Risa's knowledge, so she could pocket her father's and her brother's permission to marry Risa.

“Hei-He-” Lian pats Risa's cheek, her index finger pulls the corner of Risa's lips “I just want to surprise you, I really don't mean to do it alone, I just keep you unencumbered”

Risa breathed in “but this is too soon, marriage is not something Lian” can play with

“something good indeed had to be accelerated” Lian's lips smiled looking at Risa who now looks nervous 

“again who wants to play around with marriage, hm?”

“Lian--,”

“Lian dear” cut Lian “from now on you should get used to calling me, Lian dear”

Lian's fingers perched sweetly on Risa's chin forcing the girl to stare at her in a red-hued incense.

“we are not discussing that, the problem is matrimony”

“so, you consider our marriage a problem?” lian's face stiffened, clearly distasteful of the words that came from Risa's mouth

“if you consider all this a problem, then just cancel”

Lian's voice rose, this time both of them were filled with annoyance, Risa almost let out her tears as Lian tried to vent her emotions.

risa's tears just escaped past her cheeks.

“something that first time will always give excessive fear and nervousness, I am afraid and you do not understand”

Risa wants to get out of Lian's room right now, but what happens must be mocking each other like the Korean drama that is often watched Love, this time Risa needs a solution from the fear that envelops her heart.

While Lian was still speechless digesting every word that came from Risa's mouth, the girl was even more shouting slowly at the thought of her fate.

Be married? It was not that Risa did not want to marry Lian, she actually wanted to, but her heart was still not ready, she was still afraid.

Can she live her life as the wife of a Lian? How will his life be? What he can be proud of himself.

“No need to worry, Risa” somehow Lian has gathered in front of Risa, slowly tucking each fingers of Risa who squeezed each other tightly.

“I don't need your fear, please Trust me”

lian's eyes looked at Risa, her fingers gently rubbing the remaining tears on Risa's cheeks. Instead of subsiding, Risa's crying even more broken.

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“I didn't expect if your relationship could develop so fast this” Jennie said.

His gaze glared to the side of the glass that presented a stalled view of Seoul, twilight peering coyly, letting the moonlight soon replace it.

Risa was still silent, she tried to string the words in her mouth so as not to mispronounce when talking to Jennie.

This afternoon Jennie sent him a message just to invite a casual coffee after returning home from work, Risa agreed to it just like that because it was impossible for them to just sip coffee, there must be something that Jenny wanted to talk about.

“it seems like there is no place for me in her heart” Jennie smiled softly, Risa could see clearly the stroke of despair that was clearly drawn on Jennie's face.

For a moment, Risa felt that if she was the bad woman who broke Jennie's expectations for the second time, Risa still had not found the right word series to be thrown to Jenny, she let Jennie vent her heart.

“i was like the moon, and she was his sun, always admiring him, though I knew we would never meet on the same axis”

Jennie snorted and laughed lightly, laughing at her stupidity that had always hoped that Lian would love her.

“I know, maybe this will hurt for you” Risa swallowed her hard-earned saliva.

“when our love affairs can not be selfish, the more we force sometimes even more will hurt ourselves” Jennie glance at Risa at a glance, the girl still displays a flat face without burden.

“love is not a matter of having and not, love is about true happiness” a smile adorns Risa's face.

“if we do not find love in one person, maybe the love we are waiting for is in the heart of another, we should not be fixated on one heart, he said, I guess starting to open my heart to fall in love with another is not a hard thing”

risa took a deep breath, she tried to speak her mind, she said,

“everything starts from ourselves, start to believe in ourselves that another love will be present after we release another love”

“it looks like your words sound easy” Jennie again sipped her americano coffee.

“but when you're in my position, it might be hard”

“I know it feels like” Risa's memory drifts into her time out, when she first fell in love with an athlete of her university pride, she said,

“when I was in college I fell in love with a guy with Tommy, but unfortunately when I loved him so much, he just didn't think of me more than his friend, he said, although we have tried to establish a relationship more than just friends, it turns out we are not suitable to be a pair of lovers”

Risa very clearly remembers the time, Jennie felt Risa did not know how it felt when love clapped Jennie's hand wrong.

The feeling of pain, Risa knew him very clearly, when every day he was hurt just because of love, when his heart never wanted to turn away from Tommy, when he was hurt just because of love, her life is almost in shambles when Risa foolishly shuts herself in her flat after Tommy ends his love story.

Until Risa finally realized, that she was too selfish if she forced someone to love her, love is not about coercion, she will come willingly without a cue.

At that time Risa thought, if her love this time does not end happily maybe other love will come to give happiness to her, she just needs to be patient and open her heart instead of falling into a slump.

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“you look thinner”

Risa only smiled lightly at Keira's words, today she decided to stay at her apartment after asking Lian for permission of course.

At first Risa wants to take Kevin to stay with her, but Lian forbids him.

“think of your wedding?” keira asked, her hand thrusting a glass of warm milk before she sat down to join Risa watching the evening talk show.

“entah” Risa took a sip of warm milk that Keira gave until it was gone.

“I don't know what I'm afraid of, women and all that unwarranted fear”

“you doubt Lian?”

Risa shook her head as she refuted Keira's words, she had no doubts about Lian at all, she was only afraid that she could not be what Lian expected, she was just afraid, she is afraid she cannot be a good mother to Kevin, she is afraid that her household will not end happily.

“Risa” Say Keira slowly.

“trust me if you want to try, everything will be fine, marriage is not as pleasant as it seems, but we will definitely experience that time, there will be someone beside us who gives encouragement, he said, there will be men who will happily protect you, the marriage is not me and you, but us, you and Lian will be a happy little family, just need to share, she said, Lian will definitely be happy to open her arms wide hugging you when you feel tired”

Risa smiled at Keira's words, her heart slightly warmed up imagining how Lian would always hug her when she felt tired.

Even the man never complained when Risa's childish nature appeared, patiently holding back his ego just for a smile on Risa's face.

“if Lian believes in you, why don't you do the same? You just need to entrust everything to Lian, that she will give you happiness”