Young Mother President Lian [Revised]

Chapter 70 - Im Sorry

The next day …

When Han opened both eyes he did not find Lisa beside him, even the place was like never slept by Lisa, with a little still sleepy Han looking for his phone that was not far from him, the first thing he did was see if Lisa sent him a message last night or not.

Sure enough, Lisa sent him some messages at 1 am, should the woman work a full day there? Thinking of it further made Han worry about Lisa's health and of course her diet might not be regular. 

« Lisa 

Han, I know if I worry you …

There are so many doctors who are not present tonight and I can't let Hyun alone take care of him…

So I decided to accompany her and the next day when you open your eyes, I will definitely be next to you but if I am not there it means I am on my way back home »

Han stared at the clock that had shown at 6am, what is Han now doing? She was supposed to meet the woman before she got to the office, but she also wanted to see Lisa. After thinking 1 minute the man decided to clean himself up first. 

30 Minutes passed, Han was tidy in his work uniform and was making breakfast for himself and Lisa as well, it was not suitable for him to wear a uniform while applying jam on bread and also making coffee for him. Then after he sat in the dining room with bread and coffee in front of him.

“Hana, can you buy me a phone and some baby gear and women's clothes?” han said after he bit the tip of the bread.

“Hmph!” inadvertently Han took out another piece of coffee that had just entered his mouth while listening to Hana's words which made him startled.

“Hana, the.. That's for my brother who just gave birth”

“no need to drive him here, we meet at the office course” 

After that Han decided to wait for Lisa's return and at lunch she would go visit the woman, maybe Han should ask some questions about the woman and decide something later. 

Until his breakfast runs out the man has not found any sign that Lisa will be back soon, the man pulls out his foldable phone and is forced to contact Lisa.

“Lisa, Ke-”

Han was speechless, he was too surprised when the one who answered his call was not the wife but the voice of the person encountered at the airport at that time.

“Where's Lisa?”

“if he's on his way home, why did he answer you?” 

When asking the question, suddenly the call was ended by the party there, it made Han more upset so he took the keys to his car and immediately looked for the whereabouts of Lisa, it was, but as he was about to pull out the car, a black car met in the yard more precisely in front of his house.

Not thinking for a long time that the man immediately approached the car, from this close distance he could see Lisa sleeping inside, Han immediately approached the man named Hyun who had just exited his car, with a slight annoyance Han pulled his white coat collar.

“I warned you to stop sending Lisa, don't you know if she's my wife! Never try to approach her again!” han said full of suppressors in every sentence, if Hyun wasn't Lisa's co-worker maybe she'd already dealt a single blow to her face without hesitation.

Hyun who did not accept Han's overly emotional attitude with annoyance he let go of the man's hand to stop pulling as if Hyun would be afraid of him “if you were her husband, she said, you should have thought of a thought inviting her or at least delivering your wife some food! Lisa fell asleep on the way, I don't understand why you let your woman ride in public transportation while her husband instead used his vehicle, what job can you not afford to buy a car? ”

Yes like that Hyun, every sentence he spoke felt so piercing but it was a fact, indeed, he wouldn't have talked like that if he hadn't seen Lisa who was so sleepy but had to wait for the bus to come. It should have been if the man in front of her was indeed her husband she should have known if Lisa needed her help. 

Han was speechless, he couldn't remember if Lisa had gone without her car and maybe that was the reason why she didn't come back last night, han should have known that and contacted him immediately last night but the man chose to sleep and everything became stupid if Han thought about it. 

He walked up to Hyun's car to hold Lisa, he said nothing as Hyun looked at her with a defiant look, which the man said was true so there was no one to reply to him, Han immediately brought Lisa into their home.

“that's right, isn't it? You're not worth saying a husband!” hyun yelled as she looked at Han who had started to step inside her house, she could not help but think Lisa wanted to marry such a proud and stupid man when she could choose a better man.

Han carefully placed Lisa in their bed, the woman fell asleep too fast until Lisa did not open her eyes, after that Han opened the heels that Lisa wore can be seen if Lisa's feet are so stiff because all day wearing heels, she pulled a blanket to cover the wife's body.

“forgive me who can't be a good husband to you Lisa, that man is right if I'm not worth saying your husband”. Before going to the office Han took the time to kiss Lisa's forehead and let Lisa to rest.

Today the man decided not to use Lisa's car anymore, he had to ask someone to send his car which in Busan, today Han will use the bus to leave for his office.

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It was fortunate that today he did not have a morning meeting schedule, so Han could be lifted a little late. Arriving at the office he immediately met her secretary and told her to bring all the items she ordered into her office. 

“good morning Mr. Han, according to the order I give you the latest output phone, I bought some baby equipment, clothes and also other needs, so, and for the woman's clothes have not had time to buy because I do not know what model she likes, so Mr. Han can order it online and will be sent” soon said secretary Hana, he gave Han an ipad to let the man choose clothes for his brother.

“well, I think it's enough, you can go back”

Hana immediately bowed her body and immediately left Han's room.

The man immediately chose whatever clothes he thought were appropriate to wear this season, because it will soon be winter, it means he has to buy more warm clothes and also some thick scarves for him.

After that the man returned to his world where his role as a leader here then he will do his job well, he leads meetings and checks all the reports that every day always enter into his email. Until the time goes so fast that it does not feel time has shown the time for lunch.

Han who realized that immediately put all those items into a large box, then he ordered Hana's secretary to prepare a company car for her, she said, Han stepped out of his private elevator with a large box in his hand.

“Mr Han, do you want me to drive?” hana asked after helping Han put the big box into the car.

“no need, I will go alone, you can have lunch with other colleagues” said Han, he took the car keys in Hana and immediately drove the car out of the building.

It took only 20 minutes to get to his old apartment, now the man was standing waiting to be opened by the woman. 

“Master? What made you come here?” asked the woman who had been whining last night in front of Han, now her appearance was a little better than before.

“I brought some stuff for you as well as your baby, is she okay?”

“my baby is fine, I just put her to bed, earlier thanks you for giving me a decent life. I promise I will take good care of him and will soon install all of this” 

“no need, keep him well not to make him hungry let alone sick, does the heating device still work well?”

“Ya still works well, Sir want to stop by?”

“no, what's your name?” 

“I, Kim Han Hyung, this is your phone, call me if anything happens and some stuff for you and your baby”

“thank you, Mr. Kim, I'm too much trouble you, I don't think need this phone, I can contact you by phone home, I don't want to disturb your relationship”

“just accept it, I don't have much time to force you to accept all of this, so call me if something happens.” Han said, the man immediately left his old apartment. He could not linger there even if he just saw the baby, because his schedule required the man to be in the office.

So beautiful with the air that began to cool followed by the wind that hit the leaves that had dried up until finally he was carried away by the wind, the sky was bright with a hint of sunlight covered by clouds.

On this holiday Han had to get the sad news that he really did not want to hear at all, suddenly the news of his father's death made Han could not guess it, he said, just yesterday he planned to visit the homes of his biological parents after six months of not meeting or just exchanging greetings with them, Han visited there just to remove the awkwardness between himself and his parents who according to Han still many question marks in every trip of their lives after they decided to leave Han in an orphanage when Han was new born of this world.

If Han was angry, of course he was very angry! But anger if it will be able to restore life 30 years ago, it has happened and has been consumed by age. So Han decided to re-establish the relationship between the child and the two parents that had been cut off a long time ago, although initially Han was so heavy thinking about this problem but the spirit and confidence that Lisa gave made Han again open his heart to give a helping hand to both parents.

But, as fate said otherwise, early in the morning the mother had contacted her and said things that of course hurt Han, when it all feels difficult for Han there is always ease in every trip he goes, but when he wants to start all this well it always ends badly.

In Lisa's warm embrace, all of Han's feelings just flowed like she had regretted something that couldn't be said was good, Han hasn't done the best thing in his life for his adoptive father, but it's too late to fix up his life with his biological father, who has already left.

“why Lisa?”

“why should it be like this?” 

“I don't know, I don't understand Lisa”

“I just want to give something to them but-but-”

Lisa raised Han's head in her chest, looking very clear if on the cheek left her tears that she might not want to show.

“Han, don't blame something that goes it has to do with you, this is already God”'s destiny line Lisa said, he tried his best to convince Han to stop blaming him for not having anything to do with the departure of his biological father.

Earlier this morning Han's mother said that her father had died of a heart disease that she had been suffering from for a long time, the father has been in hospital for several months and today the father breathed his last after fighting for 5 years. The father's departure of course had nothing to do with Han, the man was just sad to not be able to have much time in the rest of his life.

“if you are like this, won't he also be sad? It's not just you Han who felt that sadness, I can't even meet with my in-laws for much longer, I was too busy with the hospital business to not be able to give them a grandson” Lisa said, she blocked her tears that would flow.

For a moment the atmosphere became better than before, Han no longer asked Lisa with questions that of course Lisa could not explain because they were all clear, Lisa continued to hug her body and say things that could make Han's mood calmer.

“we have to go now right?” lisa asked, now the one who speaks more is no longer Han but Lisa the wife who is now starting to grow up, she is very important for this problem, he was very important to this problem, if not Lisa, who would do it?

Lisa helps Han to quickly clean up, the woman prepares their needs before visiting her parents' house, fortunately, Lisa woke up early today so they still had time to catch up before the body of the biological father was buried. 

Lisa also prepared the clothes used for the pilgrimage, the clothes were filled with black as a sign of respect for the father, after completion, the two are now on their way to the mother's house, not far from Han's house.

It only takes about 35 minutes to get there without traffic jams on the road, when they reach the atmosphere of the mother's house has been touched by the many pilgrims who come there.

“Han, what do you doubt? I'm sure you can” Lisa said, she slightly forced Han to get out of her car, one thing that is difficult to persuade Han is when the man is unable to face such problems and problems when he is afraid to love Lisa, so as the person who loves Han, it is, Lisa has to understand more things about herself as Lisa cannot allow Han to become weak.

“ayo, your mother must have waited”

With a smile Han forced to follow Lisa's steps that led her into the house, not that Han did not want to attend it but not necessarily the first reason for Han, he said, in his life many things that he fears when it comes to his family or closest people, he will become more easily negative thinking and very possessive in other aspects.

When entering the first glance Han was the face of the mother who continued to cry in front of the father's chest, the face was so pale and filled with tears that tirelessly continued to flow, there was no one there who tried to reduce her sadness, that was now the important role Han was here to stand by her mother and strengthen himself in passing the ordeal.

“Han, my son?” 

The mother walked over to Han. 

“Han!!” the cry broke again as the mother directly hugged her son's body, the cry was very similar when Lisa's sad mother saw her daughter hurt, as her son Han tried to let the mother cry in his arms, the cry was very similar to when Lisa's sad mother saw her daughter hurt, as her son Han tried to let the mother cry in his arms, there is no need to say anything for now let the crying explain everything.

Everything just goes by, upon Han there all immediately do the funeral ceremony of the father. Han was always at the side of the mother to go through all the process until finally the two were sitting at the side of the tomb of the father and Lisa who was just sitting behind without any intention to join, he said, not that she does not want Lisa just want all this to pass where Han must understand all this, so that in the future she does not continue to blame herself for something that has no connection with her.

“ibu wants to go back?” han asked, he could not bear to see the mother who looked so broken and fragile, like all hope was lost in the wind.

“i love her so much, she is the light of my life, she let me go in the darkness of the world” said the mother, she touched the tombstone inscribed with the name of the person she loves, now just waiting for the time to bring them together again who knows when it will happen.

Han helps the mother to get up from her position, the three begin to leave the father's grave and return home soon. During the walk there was not a single sentence out either from Lisa or Han.

Now that Han was sitting on the sofa with his mother, there were many questions that Han wanted to ask but it was so difficult to convey, he did not understand anything about the lives of his parents.

“he is not your father and not my husband, I met him after I gave birth to you and put you in an orphanage, it happened after my mother made a big mistake for having an illicit relationship with my lover, I met him and he offered a life that gave mom a hope”

Han was surprised, he looked at the mother who was staring at a photo on the table, if the man was not her father and her husband then who was that man? Why did her mother feel so lost.

“he good man who stopped me would very much commit suicide attempt, he said we have the same problem, but suicide is not the best way, he said, after that I lived with her and we loved each other, and she was afraid of marriage let alone having a child, but she never let go of her hands, he even said enough just love without the need for a bond to keep us together, until finally everything just goes on”

The mother stopped talking, she stared at Han and kissed his son's hand.

“i lived happily together without a marriage bond, then at that time he was so happy when he could see my son growing up well, like he was really your father Han, that's why I love him so much and right now I feel like I'm losing my breath, he's a simple guy but I understand so well and am ready to accept anything without fear of a problem, for him if it's worth it then he'll keep fighting, that's why mom is so fragile for now”

Like a love story that no one ever thought of but does exist, a power of love that preserves everything and can give the light of life, from this story Han understands why it is so sad and broken if we let go of something that has become part of our lives, not the fear that is the basis but a memory, her mother will probably continue to think about the memories that passed with the man she loved. But it will not make it easy to break because love is still there even though someone is gone.

After sending the mother to rest in her room and passing a lot of time Han passed to understand everything without the need to ask.

Han pulls Lisa's hand when they accidentally cross paths, pulling the body of the wife he almost forgot about.

“I love you Lisa” said Han, this time he will not hesitate to say if he does love Lisa, he should do his best for his wife, he lost six months not being with him now that time has given him a chance then Han should make good use of it.

“sorry if I still make you doubtful and feel that if I am a useless man to you, I would like to once again show that I am worthy of you Lisa”

Lisa was crying right then and there, this is what Lisa had long wanted to hear from Han, such sincere feelings and the old Han self. 

“I missed you Han”