Young Mother President Lian [Revised]

Chapter 46 - Flashback ll

The atmosphere in the waiting room is still very tense, Sona continues to wait for the Mother to open both, Yes the mother sona has been moved to the ward after going through her crisis period, doctors say if Sona's mother's heart when weak she should not be too depressed and should not be too tired, her heart can stop beating when Sona's mother is too depressed.

The waiting room is just Sona and Kevin, Risa and Lian, they are both talking to the doctor and taking care of the needs of Sona's mother.

Kevin looked at Sona, the man could not do much while the woman was sad, perhaps by letting the girl pour out all her sadness it would make her calmer, she said, Kevin doesn't want to make Sona uncomfortable at a time like this.

But if left like this Sona will not be able to accept if something happens to her mother, Sona must be able to face her emotions and selfishness, with a slow step Kevin approached Sona who is across from her, Kevin chose to sit next to the girl.

“you will continue to blame yourself?”

“leave me alone!”

“Sona-”

Kevin pulled the girl's hand to face her, Kevin actually could not see Sona who continued to cry like that, crying was not the thing that could resolve even though it was a sulosi to overflow all grief.

“apa? You will never understand me! so don't mind me”

“Sona, what with crying can solve the problem? Look at me Sona!”

Kevin clasped both of Sona's wrists, he continued to stare at Sona with a sharp look.

“I know your mother is sick Sona, but that doesn't mean you're the only one worried about her, I'm thinking about her too. Stop hurting yourself, your mother needs your support Sona”

Sona came back crying, she tried to pull her hand held by Kevin, her tears wetting her cheeks. Kevin immediately pulls Sona into his arms even though the girl does not want to accept him.

“do not let go of me!”

Sona smacks Kevin's body in front of her, the man always forces at will, Sona is just a child who is afraid that his mother will leave him alone, by marrying Sona with Kevin is not a fixed solution to make Sona can forget the mother just like that.

“Lease! Goddamnit!”

Sona manages to get herself out of Kevin's grasp, but when she wants to run away from the man, Kevin pulls her back and makes Sona sit back in the waiting chair.

“Sona, what makes you hate me so much?”

“what questions should be asked at a time like this Mr Kevin, have you ever thought-”

Sona stopped continuing her sentence, she only remembered what Lisa's mother had said, if she could not bring up anything about Kevin's missing birth mother.

“apa? Why don't you continue with Sona?” Kevin asked, he looked at Sona confusedly as it was not usual for the girl to stop talking.

“which part hurts? Tell me Sona don't shut up like this!” kevin asked again, he started to worry about Sona.

“No”

Sona releases all of Kevin's grip on her body, swiping her seat away from Kevin, explaining that Kevin will never understand what she is feeling, what Sona can expect from the man, Sona is even sure if the man only obeys her parents' request to marry not for love reasons.

“Sona-”

“that's enough! I don't want to talk to you or anyone else”

Kevin was forced to obey Sona's will, he just fell silent staring at the girl who just turned her back without even looking at her.

Not long after Lisa arrives with a man, they walk up to Sona who is in front of the Mother's room, Lisa and Karan directly approach the silent Sona.

“Sona? What happened?” ask Lisa who is sitting in front of Sona. He wiped away the tears that were still left on Sona's face.

“Sona are you okay?”

Sona just shakes her head at the two people in front of her, Sona does not realize if the one in front of her is Lisa and Karan.

“Sona, say something” Lisa said, she clasped her best friend's hands together.

“do I have to call samuel?”

Sona's heart is knocked when listening to the name 'samuel' a name that even once made Sona's heart always happy, a name that always adorns the entirety of her phone and a name that once left her with no explanation.

“samuel-Is he here?”

“Sona, it's me Karan, don't you remember me?”

“Karan! You're that geeky guy?”

“Sona finally you remember me also”

“how did you guys meet? and is Samuel here too?”

“the story is very long Sona, I will tell it later” Lisa said.

Kevin, the man just looked at Sona who began to forget the sadness even though his heart was still not calm because of hearing the name of a man who immediately made Sona look for her existence.

'was that guy Sona's boyfriend?'

“please I'll contact Samuel to come here”

Karan walks away from Sona and Lisa, he has to pick up a friend who might be taking care of his move here, or maybe the guy is still busy with work.

“Lisa am I able to meet her?”

Lisa and Sona embrace each other to believe in each other, they do not know if the man who is not far from them continues to hear their words that make him confused in his heart and also his mind.

Not long after Karan returns to the hospital, he actually fulfills his promise of bringing Samuel to meet with Sona, as seen from now on Samuel is more mature than the last time they parted ways, he walked up to Sona who was looking at him with a slightly confused look and there was also a very visible shock on Sona's face.

Sona's heart trembled violently as she looked at the figure of the man walking towards her, the man who left Sona without saying a farewell word, she said, the man who keeps Sona's heart shut because he's too afraid to get hurt again, the man who was once Sona's first love, there's a sense of happiness, disappointment, disappointment, the sadness that keeps stirring up Sona's feelings simultaneously.

Sona's gaze never left the figure of Samuel who was already in front of her, there were many questions that came to Sona's mind that she was eager to ask the man.

“Lisa what if we leave them both?” karan said he asked to leave Sona with Samuel.

Lisa nods an offer from Karan, he gets up from the chair then follows Karan from behind.

Kevin was still there, but he was just a statue that kept hearing what other people were talking about.

“Sona, how are you?”

“Ah-Ya good news, how about you?”

Kevin, who heard the name 'Samuel', looked directly at Sona, and he immediately approached Sona, who was not far from him.

“who areyou? Don't try to get close to my future wife!”

Kevin stands before the man who just wanted to hold Sona's hand, trying to protect Samuel to get close to Sona.

“Mr Kevin, this is none of your business, can you leave us, just two”

Kevin looked back, Kevin looked a little disappointed at Sona who did not want Kevin to be between the two of them.

“Sona-”

“I beg you, can you relented this time, I really don't want you to interfere”

Kevin clenched his hands, he looked directly at Samuel who was showing a triumphant smile to Kevin, he also raised one eyebrow as a sign that the man was inappropriate to obstruct Samuel, he said,  kevin left both.

Samuel chose to sit down before Sona who was now bowing her gaze from the man before her.

“Sona forgive me, I left without saying anything to you, when we were in a relationship, do you want to hear all my explanations?”

"if I refuse to listen to your explanation, will you still explain everything? Samuel-You left when our relationship was two years old, you left without saying if you were going to leave me, I destroyed Samuel, Samuel, you will never understand how my life is when many questions haunt me every day, questions. 'where did you go when I started to fear losing you' ”

Sona cries in front of Samuel, feeling that for three years she was quiet, trying to forget everything that had happened during the man's departure, even Sona almost forgot what it was like to like a man and slowly closed her heart.

“and why did you show up when I was getting married! What should I do Samuel?”

“Sona, I know I'm guilty of you leaving when you love me and coming back when someone else wants to take you, but Sona ... My departure is not for any other reason, I'm sick Sona .. I had to fight for a year to fight against my illness, back then I was anxious to give my last greetings but I was afraid that you would be worried and make me unable to leave you”

Samuel clasped Sona's hand, he looked at the girl who made him excited in fighting the illness, not one day Samuel missed without thinking about Sona.

“I came back not because I wanted to hurt you Sona, three years have passed where maybe I can still have a chance to have you back even an apology is not enough to remove the wound in your heart Sona”

Samuel wiped away Sona's tears which made her feel troubled to see him, she could not see a girl crying because of his actions.

“you're getting married?”

“Ya”

“what are you happy?”

Sona was silent, Samuel's words were like piercing her heart, a question that she always avoided anyone when others asked, Sona did not know what to answer, she said, because this marriage is based not because Sona loves Kevin or vice versa, but because of the willingness of both people to know them.

“functions? I even forgot when I was last happy Samuel, there was only black and white without color when I decided to focus more on my studies, I'd rather think of my mother than be in a relationship with another man, since my father and you left my life, I understand one thing on his own that everyone will leave you when you're used to it but Mom, I know one thing, she won't leave her daughter”

“Sona .. Don't get married, the more you force to get married you will never find happiness in your life in the future, if you want we can repeat everything from the beginning of”

“Samuel, if I can be selfish I also want to come back to you, but I can't do anything when my mother, it's her who asks me, Samuel can you let me go?”

“Sona-I beg-”

“Samuel, If you still love me, you should be able to let go of me, in two weeks I will get married and I hope you can accept that, thanks for coming back, at least when I got married I didn't feel guilty for you anymore”

“please Sona, if it has become your decision then I cannot force you, but if you are unhappy with her do not be afraid to return to me”

“thank you Samuel but I will not run away from my problems, however married once in life it is my principle”

“if I hadn't left would I still be with you?”

“destiny, soul mate and death is one thing we cannot change, even though at that time you decided not to go but if God wants me to be with others still we can not”

Samuel smiled gloomily as Sona let go of her hand and gave the ring that had been adorning Sona's ring finger and she said.

“I want to return all yours, this ring is an object that bears witness to the grief and everything I experienced during your departure, I can't have it, I've been, this ring finger will be filled by others”

Sona smiled at Samuel who was still staring at the ring in his hand, Sona began to leave Samuel with tears that had been held back, Sona does not want to see her disappointed because she prefers Samuel.

'dad, can you tell me if my decision is right or not? You always give me a solution to my problem can you give me a hint this time? I'm so confused dad between choosing a mother's affection or my love'