You're Not the First

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Tonight is the third night they live in the apartment and their relationship is like walking in a place just not experiencing development.

In the morning Sofiyah cooked for herself and Basofi with the ingredients in the refrigerator that her husband had provided. It must have troubled the assistant, Mikail.

At breakfast there is no meaningful conversation between the two like a newlywed couple in general. The two simply ate in silence and afterwards got ready to go to work together. Only by using the gaze of their eyes did they communicate.

When in the office was the same, just talking about work. For lunch, they have not eaten together for two days because Basofi had to review the location of their housing is almost completed but there are some obstacles with some residents in the village. Babas did not allow his wife to come with him and preferred Mikail as his companion.

So Sofiyah ordered the food and enjoyed it alone on the top floor of the building.

Her mother-in-law had wanted to visit her son and daughter-in-law many times, but Basofi always gave an excuse that they were busy at this time and probably often overtime so they could not receive guests.

After they returned from work as usual Basofi would take Sofiyah away for dinner outside before they finally returned home to the apartment. And as Sofiyah had been, he would be left alone by Basofi without a word. He only told her via her phone, so as not to open the door for anyone before she returned home.

That night after the prayer isya' Sofiyah immediately lay on top of her contest. His body was tired from all day work. There was nothing else he could do so he chose to rest even though the clock had not yet shown eight o'clock.

Suddenly Sofiyah remembered what she had seen at her husband's desk this afternoon. A document whose cover color is very different from others.

Sofiyah's eyes bought to see a tall handsome figure who became her first love on the first page. Sitting in a bar with beautiful women around. His face laughed happily with hands that could not be separated from the beautiful glass containing drinks that are usually intoxicating.

'Did Koko investigate Rey's sister? But why?' His inner.

In the following pages he was even more astonished because Rayhan who was known to be polite and not much behavior turned out to behave like a player. Seen his hand holding the smooth thigh of a woman next to him who is scantily dressed with a thick makeup butterfly style night.

All this time he thought that the man who was one year older than him was looking after himself and only made mistakes with him.

Sofiyah who had forgotten about Rayhan since her impromptu marriage recalled the man she last saw on the day of her death. Now it was not like sprinkling wounds with Sofiyah salt again felt a pain in her heart. Already had no one, her husband did not pay attention to her and now he found the man he liked was also a crazy woman.

Sofiyah cried while curled up clutching the bolsters that some days accompany her sleep. Don't know who to complain to.

Around nine o'clock in the evening Basofi had arrived at the apartment and the first he saw of course his wife's room because there were no other residents in the luxurious place. They have not needed an assistant because all this time for hygiene problems usually only come once a week under the supervision of Mikail.

After changing clothes Basofi headed to his wife's room. Want to hold the small body of the wife who three days he did not care. Actually it also hurt himself but he has not been able to make peace with the destiny that happened in the past.

In a very slow motion he climbed onto Sofiyah's bed. Hugged his wife from behind his back. Sofiyah's hair was as long as a shoulder on her trunk and then she kissed the top of her head.

Had they met early, he might not have strayed too far. Even with his wife may still keep his friendship will never be tarnished by other men because it can not be separated from his charm. Basofi blames fate on his side.

Although Ustadz Ni'am his teacher has said that we cannot change the past but we can work on our future. Regretting it is okay to improve yourself and promise never to repeat it again. But in fact he can't.

Yes, during these three days he did not go to the club or return to his friends as thought by his wife but to deepen his religious knowledge. Start teaching from the initial volume like children who have just been introduced to the hijaiyah letters. Also consult about household matters.

Sofiyah who had entered the dream world felt someone embrace her from behind and she was sure of the scent of her perfume if it was her husband. His eyes were shaking trying to see the warm hand that was holding him. He feels amazing calm. Wanting to turn around and welcome the embrace of the handsome man who became his big boss but disinclined to also shy away from obstructing his intentions.