You're Not the First

You're Not the First
I am a sinner



Basofi was overwhelmed and immediately got out of the car, he chose to break his promise to Sofiyah to stay in the car and not disturb them.


His eyes surrounded the entire cafe with a feeling of panic, while the people who were there actually looked at him with amazed eyes. A handsome man in his full outfit who looks very formal and parlente anesthetizes the eyes of the girls so reluctant to look away and choose to keep looking at him.


He went to the cashier to ask the whereabouts of the two people he was looking for.


"Ooh.... the girl whose eyes are narrow, who wears the hijab earlier...?" Ask the cashier.


" Yes he's the same tall bloke" Basofi hurriedly explained.


" I think it went that way... They only drink but until it runs out as well. Oh..!!.." The cafe employee pointed to the remaining drinks left by the two lovebirds who had not been cleaned by other cafe employees.


Basofi followed the direction indicated by the cashier with a panicked face and tightly clenched fingers.


"Yes.....!!!! Yes Alloh save Aya, take care of her!! Yes Alloh. Protect him, allah.... !!!" Basofi prayed as he spread his legs wide leaving the place.


Basofi walked quickly while looking left right hoping to see the figure of the narrow girl he was looking for. His heart was terrified. He was not willing if Sofiyah did what she used to do. To her Sofiyah was a holy girl whom she had to guard wholeheartedly and it was impossible to do such a despicable thing but she doubted the man who accompanied Sofiyah.


Basofi immediately ran as he saw Sofiyah and Rayhan walking side by side right at the entrance of the hotel which was right next to the cafe just that it was a bit inside because outside it was a courtyard parking and small park.


"Yes.......!!" Basofi pulled Sofiyah's arm making the girl immediately jerked and looked at her as well as Rayhan who was beside Sofiyah.


"Don't be rude ....!!!!" Rayhan tried to release Basofi's hand on Sofiyah's arm but could not.


"Let's go home!!" Basofi.


"He wants to come with me..." Rayhan.


Sofiyah who was between the two stared intently at the man who was still gripping his arm. He was upset that Basofi broke his promise to stay in the car and would not bother him.


"Ay... soon Maghrib..!!" The word Basofi tries to influence Sofiyah to return to her God.


"Sofi is not a child to be reminded of when it is time to pray...." Rayhan tried to hold back his anger and maintain his calmness in front of Aya.


"Sir Rey.....!" Sofiya held Rayhan's arm gently making Basofi set his gaze on the ceiling of the hotel building because it was not strong to see Sofiyah's gentle attitude towards other men. The girl was never that sweet in front of him even though she realized that it was also because of her attitude that used to always denounce and insult him.


"Sorry...! I go home first...." Said Sofiyah with a sad look.


"Sof... tomorrow's the last day I am here.. please stay with me....!!"


"I promise... tomorrow we meet again....! I am sorry brother Rey...." Sofiyah looked at the tall man who was now looking at her with a sad face.


The girl turned into a frown and tried to pull off the big hand of Basofi that was still clutching her hand.


As soon as he entered the car, Sofiyah turned her face towards the window. Upset is not playing with a handsome man who is now turning into an adult and patient.


"Sorry....!!" He said with a heavy voice. Unthinkable for him to say one of the hardest words to say. Maybe this was the first time he had said that sincerely to a woman. His heart ached when he saw Sofiyah moody and sad like that so he chose to apologize for stripping everything in her.


"Shop promised you wouldn't get out of the car?" He crossed his arms still with a glance towards the window.


"I was scared...." Said slowly.


"Fearful? Scared why?" Now Sofiyah looked at the man who was driving the car with her eyes focused forward.


"I'm-I'm afraid you're okay..." Basofi even stuttered to answer Sofiyah's question. Now she looks like a girl who is intimidated. It was possible that if Mikail saw him he would laugh cheerfully at the pleasure because this was an unprecedented rare moment.


"Aleazan!! Why me? I can take care of myself. I'm not as generous as you think...!" Sofiyah's face was red from the flames of anger.


"B-bbbkuan like that I mean...." Honestly, he doesn't think Sofiyah is cheap, just that he's afraid Rayhan's setting a trap. He was already poor across this world and saw many sides of the striped-nose man. Plus the data from Mikail that strengthens his temper certainly makes him afraid if something happens to the little girl he loves.


"Originally koko know, Rey's brother is not what I think, he is different from koko "Sofiyah said it quite slowly but Basofi can hear it clearly.


Compared to the other man it was very sad but he chose to memorize the istighfar inwardly. Regretting the great sins he committed not once but many times.


"I'm a bad guy, I don't have to compare myself to other guys! Even I know my sins can cover the land and its contents but can't I change?" His last words stopped right in front of Sofiyah's residence.


The girl removed her seat belt by biting her lower lip. Feeling guilty for the words that were thrown out of anger just now. He did not deny if now Basofi never again the arrival of female guests who are usually invited to make love. Never again did he hear such harsh words that hurt his heart. Never heard from his mouth again.


"Tell my regards to mommy as well as my apology because I'm in a hurry so can't stop by first" Basofi said without seeing the face of the beauty who was now looking at her regretfully.


There was an adhan sound from the mosque opposite Sofiyah's house but Basofi chose to keep running his car and pray in other important places was not around.


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