You're Not the First

koko Babas

Chequelek

There was a sound of the bathroom door opening and I immediately closed my eyes pretending to be asleep. With my sleeping position on a high pillow and legs that are above the barrier as well as arms that are crossed further strengthen my acting.

My mind is in a state of turmoil between defending Aya or letting her go.

Wanting it to feel selfish to ask him to stay by my side under that pretext because of the papi will despite actually my deepest heart asking for it.

Aya.....

I've never felt anything like this before. This really torments the heart and soul. Maybe you're willing to stay on your side too for love reasons that I feel right now. Staying even if it hurts.

'Yes....'

I wanted to scream and call her name and hug her. The little girl who when I first met her I used to despise and now she incarnated filled the heart space in my heart.

'Yes.....'

I opened my eyes slightly so I could see her face which now looked fresher. Right now he is looking at me with his face that looks cute. After that he immediately cleaned the table which was full of junk food.

A few minutes passed I was completely washed away in my sleep and wandering in the dreamland. I don't know what Aya did after that.

I was shocked and immediately sat down. I saw a new wall clock showing at ten.

"Yes Allah....." I closed my face in shock.

"Yes Alloh...." My heart is still pounding because it just came to me in my dream.

"Titip Sofiyah yes...!"

"Please, please....!"

I realized at that time that papi was gone and I did not respond to him so confused.

I saw Aya sleeping on my back without using a blanket, only covering her legs with a jacket. Maybe he forgot not to bring it.

Immediately I take my blanket that was brought by Mr. Ali and I cover it on a small body that looks calm in his sleep. While the jacket folded and I put it next to his head.

Then I turned to look at the mami who looked good and when I saw the infusion pole it turned out that the infusion liquid was almost gone.

I rushed to report it to the nurse on duty. But when I just came out and was still standing at the door, it turned out that one of the nurses came with an infusion for my mother.

While waiting for the nurse earlier I was sitting in a chair in front of the hospital room mami. Sealing while stacking feet.

Tonight's wind seemed so cold that it made me tighten my own hands. My mind floated around trying to figure out what answer I should do.

On one hand I want him to be happy. He is not even nineteen years old now and he should still have fun and play with his friends but in fact he has to face many things. Including in my match this jerk.

"Already sir, I'll excuse you..." The nurse said, closing the door.

"Thank you sus..." I answered standing up and the nurse left immediately.

I looked for my phone in my pocket or in my pants pocket but it wasn't there. My feet stepped inside to look for a flat object that no one could live without.

Once again I spread my eyes to the two women I had to take care of. It turned out that mom woke up and tried to reach for a drink next to her bed.

"Mommy thirsty?" I said as I approached and took the water that was on the nightstand and helped my mother to drink it well using a straw.