You're Not the First

flame-burned

It's been about two months since Aya worked with me and during that time she always tried to do her job well and perfectly. He wants to learn and accept criticism even though I am often angry and blame him in front of many people but he has a big heart and still respect me as his boss. And that's what I hate the most, when in fact he wants to be angry but instead he just keeps it quiet in his heart.

He didn't know as long as I knew him I'd never do s**s again even though the girls would come and go. When I was aroused because of my actions with the girls even Aya's shadow flashed in my head and disperse my passion. What was originally upright immediately fell down helplessly.

I can give up on girls who are as bright as I am, give them an excuse. Sometimes I say suddenly my stomach hurts and I run straight to the bathroom. Of course I finished it there while looking at Aya's face.

Sometimes I tell the girls I haven't eaten and so on that I finish up in the bathroom with Sofiyah I mention when I get to the top. I don't know if I feel like I can't do it with them.

Just so you know I'm really crazy because you're Sofiyah...

Although at first I was not interested in him because his eyes were very similar to the eyes of papa and Daniel. I hate squinty eyes like them. But somehow he seems to have a magnet that makes me want to always see him and be around him. It's just that I can't say it well, it's exactly what I do instead. Scolded him anywhere when we were both in front of a lot of people though.

Now he never called me first when a girl was looking for me. He immediately let them into my room. I'm so upset why isn't he jealous? Shouldn't he come into my room and be angry at the girl I'm with. Doesn't he want to know what I'm doing with those girls.

The Fu*k you Sofiyah....

As of right now, I'm doing that abject work. Seeking momentary pleasure with Dina. Pleasing the demons and pleasing them.

I was really upset with Sofiya because today she left with Mikail. From upstairs I saw him sitting behind Mikail who was riding his motorcycle. I who have come from the morning because I really want to see it is presented the thing that makes me crazy.

After getting off the bike they walked together while joking and laughing. Aya looked happy and I never saw that when she was with me.

Now I express my emotions to the girl who is now resigned under my control. His face was already flushed red as his desire was already at its peak. I want to feel more joy. Everything was open in those parts and I was dark as usual.

Suddenly the glass door opened and we both didn't notice it until there was a sound,

"Oh my God....!! This fucking kid!. What the hell are you doing? Basic bed*b*h si*a*n!"

Dina immediately sat down and hurriedly confirmed her already exposed clothes on the chest and between her legs. I immediately pulled the zipper on my pants and confirmed my shirt.

"You think this company belongs to your mother huh? The insolent! I'll whip it at your papa!", said the woman grumbling with anger.

"Get out you cheap lady...!! And don't ever come here again!!!", he said again.

I'm still trying to neutralize my heart throb because of an unsatisfied desire.

" You son of a bitch***n! Who taught you something like this? I'm sure your mom knows about all this but she's quiet. You are just as stupid as your mother!!".

" Don't bring my mama madam!. Tell me what you came here for?". I had finished tidying up my clothes and soon passed towards my study.

"Based on a brat!! You want me to get you off the family card, huh?".

"Please! We put it all out in front of the media! I'm not gonna lose anything". I'm also fed up with all this, my mind is upset.

" Why did you refuse to cooperate with my family?", he took the map and threw it in my face.

"They don't disclose their finances in a transparent, unreasonable manner and they don't meet the company's standard qualifications. Of course we can't cooperate with family standards".

"Si-"lah-kan!!". I said challenge him.

The glass door was closed tightly, fortunately the way the door works I made is similar to the doors in the supermarket in anticipation of things like this. The pull is a bit heavy so it needs more force to close it hard.

I didn't see Mek and Aya in my front room.

"Shittt.... Where are they? It's been in working hours but they haven't seen it yet".

I immediately called Mikail asking where they were and what did he say? They had just had lunch together and now they were in the workshop because the tyre was leaking. Shiites....

'sharelock!'

I asked for the address and I'll be right there. I don't care about the work I have to finish today. I just sent a message to the receptionist not to receive guests because I was about to go out.

"You can leave me and have fun with Mek!". Many times I hit the steering wheel with one hand and a puff of cigarette smoke filled my car.

My heart was burning like it was going to explode. Maybe because of my jealousy and unresolved desires.

Whether I want to admit it or not, but I'm already in love with her.

"D....!!!!!!". I screamed in the car like crazy.

I've never felt this good.

Liked her secretly and endured the turmoil within me so that I wouldn't channel it to her. He really tormented me.

In front of the workshop I saw Mikail standing up while giving drinks to Sofiyah who greeted her with a happy smile like the girls who usually accompanied me. This makes my chest rippled again and want to immediately channel my desire to him, after all he is the same as my lustful girls.

"Boss....". Mikail who saw me immediately greeted me happily unfortunately I was not interested in talking to him. I stepped on that half-smoked cigarette on the shop floor.

As soon as he got near Sofiyah I dragged his hand which did not budge even though he had seen me coming.

"Remove.!", he said struggling as he stomped his hand many times in order to escape from my grip, while his other hand held a glass of drink.

"Release Bas!!". Mikail.

"Don't interfere you Mek! This is my business with Aya. You know she's my future wife..!!"

"I don't care. Sofi said that you wouldn't go with her and I'd take you away...".

"You wanna go with him? Come with him and I'll go to your house. I'll tell you what it is to mami and papi!". I let go of her hand because I wanted to know her choice and I was sure she would prefer me.

"I'm sorry Mike." he said.

"You go back to the office and get everything done!!", I said to Mikail as she clutched her hand and dragged her towards my car.