Wrong Khitbah

81. DEC 2: THE SOUL MATE IN MY DIRECTION

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When I just got home, I got a call from Umi..

"Son.have you made up your mind?"

"Sorry.sorry. After a month from the last Umi contacted Zi then Zi opened a message from Umi. And here Zi is also strengthening Umi. Zi forgot about Umi"

"It's true, you don't care about Umi"

"Umi don't be so on Zi.sure Zi will definitely- ",

"Already son. It's also free if you want to chase after him now, it's too late. He's been at someone's sermon "

"What-what?!"

Hearing that there was a sense of regret and unwillingness. I think I lost the start with that guy. I didn't think it would be like this. The plan is 2 weeks away I will return to Indonesia and express my intentions, but now I have lost.

After the phone call was cut off, I sat on my prayer mat and asked God for forgiveness. I have been there long enough.

Until at what minute I was stunned to think about the words of my Master the High Priest yesterday.

"There's going to be something good, but you have to be patient"

Maybe this is what he means. I have to be patient with this, because there is something good waiting for me.

From that moment on, I did not put his name in my prayer but I asked for the best for me and for him. And if there is still hope and indeed his soul mate to be near right, but if not then only can ask for pleasure and fortitude.

I remembered Umi's words. Umi was really not willing to do that, let alone hear who the person who killed the girl was. Umi didn't want to tell me. Once Umi thought that they were not together but after that Umi just asked that the best be given to all of us.

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1 Week from there. Umi called back. And tell me that the wedding brand does not continue because there is a misunderstanding. Umi didn't tell me the details, that's all.

Honestly, in this heart a sense of happiness is unexplained. I don't know what happened to me, I'm so confused about myself. I wanted so much to be attached to him that I didn't know him at all, just kept his name and voice still ringing.

From then on, I decided to fight it again in my istikharah. At night I always pawn his name to the owner of life, to the Almighty.

Once in my heart feeling more steady, ready to be born inner to propose it in accordance with Umi's dream, I contacted Abi to take care of everything. Starting from a surprise for Umi, a temporary apartment for me, and a sermon plan for her.

I decided not to stay in Pesantren after returning home. And I will give a second surprise to Umi, that I am willing to immediately whip the daughter-in-law of her dreams.

I arranged my schedule and busy schedule and finally I was able to return to Indonesia in three days.

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The morning air mixed with cold dew filled my sense of smell . Now I have set foot in my homeland. This is the day I have been looking forward to.

I dragged my suitcase and ordered a taxi. After that I headed to an apartment building. But because the road is jammed and there is a road repair in the middle of the city, so the driver suggested passing through the traditional market. I just according, the most important thing is that I quickly met Umi.

I could see he was putting up a fight, but he was struggling also because of the strength of the thug, as well as his clothes that did not allow him to move freely.

My heart was driven to help him.

I paid a moment to the driver and ran closer to them, the thug wanted to act recklessly but I immediately prevented it by hitting one of the weak points around his shoulder.

There was a small commotion, the resistance attacking me. Until finally he fell down immediately without realizing I pulled the cloth of the woman's hand clothes to run. I saw a big barrel on a cement table, able to hide.

I pulled it in to hide there. When it's safe. I looked at her a little

"Sorry.", she shrieked as she took off my grip on her hand. Our views meet.

The deg! I was stunned to see only his eyes that were not covered in the niqab like they had seen him.

I wondered in my heart, as if I'd seen it but I didn't know where and when.

I immediately went to the taxi and went inside and sat down while holding my thumping chest.

I didn't know who he was and why I felt so familiar with him.

But now I know and realize it. That he's the 'fool in my istikharah'

Which I have redeemed his name to Lauhul mahfudz when I pledge my sacred promise before God by shaking his father's hand and asking him directly to him.

Who has now become my wife in the world, In shea Allah my Angel of Heaven in the Hereafter.

She's my Queen Zahwa Mary Equeena.

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Her trail don't stay and jump yes 💙