Wrong Khitbah

16. SK : FATIH POV (LAST)

That afternoon I hurriedly delivered a certificate of permission for Buya to sign, so that I passed the back garden faster because it was connected to the kitchen Buya .

In a hurry I sped up my path and accidentally collided with something that made my shoulder hurt.

When I saw , it was a fallen man, our eyes met , how surprised I was who was in front of me . I didn't expect my heart to beat faster, I tried to control myself.

Between fear, was was was, happy & awkward now enveloped me . Before long came two santriwati who approached him and helped him stand up.

"Zah.." Yeah they called the girl "Zah"

Well..I've got his name, eitt..but what does it mean?? I'll think about that later . Immediately I said goodbye and apologized to him and then left them hurriedly towards Buya's house.

After getting Buya's signature I immediately gave it to Kang Santri who served in the UKS . After that I continued my activities until the day's activities ended .

Not usually , that night it was very difficult for these eyes to sleep . Again my thoughts were with the little girl. As I heard from Buya, it turns out I was right she was that little girl . And he will serve to gain knowledge here.

"Mrs, permission to ask"

"Well, what's wrong, Fatih ? Say it" said Buya Firman

"So Buya..guest arrival.and.."

"Ah.iya it's true, he is the friend of your Abi . They came here to take their daughter down here" explained Buya Firman who seemed to know the direction of my conversation

"Ohh.so yeah." I nodded

"What's wrong?"

"Ah.it's okay Buya. Then Fatih said it first, Assalamu'alaikum" saying with a flowery feeling.

My heart was glad to hear it, a smile on my lips .

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Ever since I first saw her at Buya's house Word has crossed my mind an incident that reminds me of the little girl who had accidentally run afoul of me three years ago. Seeing her brother also convinced me that it was the sweet girl, but my heart wondered if she remembered me too? or am I the only one who remembers that? I think so too , only I remember it , the evidence in him there is not the slightest curiosity that is read every time I accidentally meet him .

Like yesterday morning , a broom tip hit my eyes as I was walking towards Buya's house with santri and Santriwati's data on activities outside the pesantren .

My eyes focused on seeing the data making sure no one was left behind until at last shocked me and hurt my eyes as hard as something skewed .

"Ohhh.." I grimaced my eyes were sore. The pen box I brought fell down.

I tried to open my eyes "Okay.astagfirullah.." it was very painful.

"Kang fatih.." said a soft voice . The sound seemed familiar to my ears. Feeling better, I tried to get rid of my hand that was pressing on my eyes. With slightly watery eyes next to me I turned .

Is.deg..deg..

"My heart is beating very strongly, O God, may he not hear it "

"She...? di.di.di.dia.." my mind stammered unexpectedly.

"a.a.afwan Kang , aseef jiddan ana unintentionally "he said he lowered his head , uh. from his pronunciation it seemed he was trembling.

Couldn't open my eyes for long again about "shtt" my hiss closed my eyes firmly.

"oh....Na'am La ba'sa (yes it's okay) "my answer seems like this is okay, not too serious later also healed probably will just be red only his scars.

I saw his movement he wanted to take the box of the pen that fell, I felt bad, I immediately forbid it

"let's just say "and I'll get the box of the pen that fell

"why can Kang Fatih be here, instead of any more activities outside the Ponpes huh?" slow muttering . Unbeknownst to him I heard him as he leaned over to grab the pen box.

"ana told Ustadz Fauzan to take the data Santri left in the office to give to Buya "my answer

blushes..

My eyes accidentally caught her blushing cheeks, ohh no. I seemed to embarrass her for hearing his words. He was so cute with those reddened cheeks, Astagfirullah..

"Hasanan (good) then ana go first, Assalamu'alaikum" I immediately say not long lasting - long near him, maybe I will have an early heart attack.

"e..eh.na'am , Afwan once again Kang , Wa'alaikumussalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh " ouhh.why he spoke again , I could not bear to hear his subtle words , making my face heat up.

I hastily set my foot into Buya's house, in order to quickly escape from her . Debaran can not be invited to compromise if near him.

Am I the only one feeling that? is he too? I don't know. I don't see a face of surprise or curiosity in his expression every time I meet him . I guess it's just me (

FLASHBACK OFF

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The night wind was getting colder, awakening me to my daydreams of "Zah" . I rubbed my face, and wasted my rough breathing.

"Aarrgghh" I ruffled my hair

"Astaghfirullahal'adzim"

"Astaghfirullahal'adzim"

"Astaghfirullahal'adzim"

I have been involved many times.

O God I now realize, I have wrongly thought of him who is not my mahrom .

I left this park bench and decided to go to the Mosque to pray sunnah two rakaat, continue reading the Qur'an to organize my heart and mind .

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AUTHOR POV

He turned his body to the left and to the right looking for a comfortable position trying to close his eyes, but real he could not sleep. He looks riled up, rolling around on his bed.

"iiikhhh.."special frustration . He stomped his feet in the air with his clenched hands hitting the mattress on both sides.

"emmhmhmhm.. Is that anti??" the voice of a person stops his activity.

Yes, it is Zahwa . He's the one who's been prickling around in obscurity these nights.

"uh..Dini.why wake up??? dreams??" ask Zahwa plain

"what??? don't you realize that you're making a fuss there to disturb your sleep?" say Dini exasperated.

"huh?? what are you doing?" zahwa's question this time made Dini want to explode.

"don't know , just ask the dancing lizard" ketus Dini.

" is there a ?"

"Zahwaaaa.." sizzle Early.

"yes... Premature.. "

"ikh.au ah dark "

"bright look Din , the lights are not in matiin" pointed Zahwa up.

"eeerrrrgghh" growled Early

"what the hell is this storm??" Said Linda who woke up as well

"it was Zahwa who made a fuss first, he rolled furiously indistinct on his mattress" ketus Dini

"what are you doing Zah?" say Linda

"emm.." said Zahwa.

"what??" ask Linda

"Pengen pup to hammam (bathroom)" said Zahwa plain

"Astaghfirullah .... Allah kareemm.." said Dini inexhaustible Think.

"Why not go from earlier anyway, do not use any gelud scene first tuh on the mattress alone, ikhh" upset Dini

"ahahahahahah" Linda laughed

"kan ana doesn't dare, tuh. see the way to the dark hammam . The lights are off" Zahwa said pointing to a small window. Sure enough the street lights are off.

"And it's not too dark too. There is still light, if you don't use a flashlight can "said Dini who is still upset.

"battery Flashlight ana abis.heheheheh" said Zahwa grinning a horse

"can use our Zah's, pinjem first" Linda said

"males, you are rich in kebo" said Zahwa

sontak Linda and Dini glare

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