Wrong Khitbah
43. SK : DO'A IN LOVE
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Two years passed
But the news did not come. The beautiful girl was gathering with her friends. Now he has been crowned as Hafidzah Qur'an on the day of his completion yesterday.
Just like the plan he told Umi Alya first. He will serve first for a while in Pesantren Al-Anshor of course already with the permission of both parents.
Soon after one of their dream Ustadz, who else if not Ustadz Fakhri. His eyes had met Zahwa but did not last long because Zahwa immediately lowered his head.
It turns out that Ustadz Fakhri is still in place. It gives a question mark to other friends.
Ustadz Fauzan patted him on the shoulder and they continued their journey. Zahwa's daydream drifted on the scene a week ago. When Ustadz Fakhri came to. But he rejected it, not just for the reason of the letter. Even he was already istikharah but there was no confidence in his heart. That was the reason he told me at the time. Hearing Zahwa Ustadz Fakhri's reply tried to be sincere, meaning Zahwa was not the soul mate God had prepared for him.
After the departure of Ustadz Fakhri with Ustadz Fauzan, Zahwa breathed a sigh of relief. But not with the others. After the departure of the two handsome Ustadz they even shouted hysterically.
"aaaa... Ustadz kuu"
"look at that.the cold face...Aww.."
"melted ana Stadz.."
That's how they babble. While Linda and Dini who already knew it only fell silent, occasionally following the activities of his friends so as not to arouse suspicion for them.
"eh.eh.ah.ga good" said Zahwa.
"Na'am Ustadzah" they said together, obedient and bowed. They laughed together soon.
"huhaha...."
Look at the clock in his hand. Zahwa resigned to teach in one of the MI level classes (Madrasah Ibtidaiyah). When he finished, he again got ready to teach with Umi Alya in Mushalla village.
Such were his days, which were filled with learning and teaching. He also filled out studies around young teenagers also preach through online media.
His relationship with Umi Alya is getting closer because of the time the two are often together. They already look familiar, even though Zahwa who is shy still feels awkward and not happy with Umi Alya. Though Buya Firman and Umi Alya already consider her as their own daughter
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6 Months after his graduation, there was no sign of someone he was waiting for coming. The bird did not get it. His heart grew increasingly erratic, the shadow of the sermon failed to fill his mind.
Moreover, recently there was an incident near his home that failed to get married because his candidate broke his promise and ran away from marriage. Plus he often read religious romantic novels with the same conflict, failed proposals to fail to marry.
Fear filled his mind. It seems he has mistakenly united the world with the real world to make him guess what will happen to him in the future
Even not infrequently he imagined, taqdir his life was the same as the character in the fictional story he read. Suggestions like that often come closer when he remembers already six months passed from the time specified.
At 03:00 he woke up.
His habit in a third of the night will be Quality Time with the Khaliq.
He spilled all his heart on the prayer mat.
Trust Allah SWT really likes his servant who needs it and raises his hand to pray for him.
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Love is a Do'a,
Love cannot be separated from Do'a,
Because that's..
Because of my love for Do'a
And in my Do'I have Love.
Involve God in Love,
Then God will keep the love.
الَلَّهُمَّ صَلِّ وَسَلِّمْ عَلَ سَيِّدِنَا مُحَمَّدٍ وَعَلَي اٰلِهِ وَصَحْبِهِ وَسَلِمْ(ﷺ)
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I admire him in silence which every night is like, Sayyidina Ali to Sayyidah Fatimah who every moment misses Allah. The soul mate is not going anywhere. Is not God the best matchmaker who need not be doubted in bringing a match. But if anyone corners you in a third of the night through God, what do you say?
No matter how hard you hold, if I'm not yours, I'll get off too.
The Lilac-colored diary was now between the folds of her clothes. Now he has resigned whatever happens he is ready to accept everything. He no longer thinks about feelings. However, he tried to make peace with himself if there was anything he would be hard to deal with.
2 Weeks to end of semester holiday start. And he already has a plan for it. He was very excited because he was going to visit one place.
He was free again and there was no more work and he happened to be menstruating. He wants to pack now.
He put one by one his clothes in a suitcase and brought the goods he felt he would need.
All was done, as he wanted to pick up a neat pile of clothes, an object fell from the pile. It makes her feel like she wants to smile or laugh.
that letter? what will I do with my letter??
Suddenly Linda and Dini come up to him and startle him from a close distance.Make he involved a startled rush he hid it unconsciously he put it in his suitcase.
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PANTENGIN CONTINUE YES, THANK YOU FOR WAITING💓.....
...LIKES...
...COMEN...
...FLOWER...
...COFFEE...
...FOR-FOR-YES DON'T FORGET...
...DON'T FORGET TO KEEP A TRAIL OF YAH...
