Wrong Khitbah
31. SK: THE SURPRISING TRUTH
بِسۡـــــــــمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡـمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِـــــــيم
This is life..
Must keep going
Though the question was not answered
In the mind of a million flavors
In dreams as high as wishful thinking.
Who is tired of stepping
Will be left behind together
Lament the twilight at the end of the day..
الَلَّهُمَّ صَلِّ وَسَلِّمْ عَلَ سَيِّدِنَا مُحَمَّد
وَعَلَي اٰلِهِ وَصَحْبِهِ وَسَلِمْ (ﷺ)
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...... H A P P Y R E A D I N G ......
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DESERTED....
There was no one in the garden, making rest in Zahwa's heart. He chose to sit under a shady tree in the cool air. It's very comfortable to be here, because it was raining last night so today's air is still getting carried away by the cold last night
With a banana leaf, Zahwa sat himself down and leaned against the tree trunk. He slowly opened the letter, and strengthened his heart. I don't know why his feelings are uncertain when if he thought it was just a letter.
Owh.apparently there are 2 letters in his he opened the first letter.
"Bismil was bornrahmaanirrahiim" after pronouncing the basmalah Zahwa began to read it.
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Assalamu'alaikum Warahmatullahi Westarakatuh
Aseef jiddan if the anti has gotten an unclear letter in recent days. Ana deliberately gave the blank letter because she wanted anti who filled it and gave it back to Ana.
But it turns out that we are waiting for nothing, there is no reply from anti. La ba'sa ana understands the anti confusion because of ana.
Honestly, ana had amazed a ten-year-old little girl in the park of a friend Abi ana's company about five years ago. It used to be that the little girl was catching a butterfly until unknowingly ana who was in a hurry accidentally collided with the girl.
I don't know whether someone remembers the incident, but this heart believes that it is anti.afwan ana does not know the name anti.
If the person remembered it, he would also definitely not know the name of the boy he hit. Ana can't force anti to believe that it's ana. But at the time when ana saw the anti coming to this boarding school ana saw the brother of anti who is also the brother of the same girl who was in the park five years ago.
And it was enough to convince ana that it was anti.
In the first letter that ana gave, there was a small piece of paper that was written separately, there ana had written if anti deign to scratch the ink on the blank paper, it was anti not reply.
After that ana again sent a blank letter as well, and the bottom corner of the paper, ana wrote the initials of the name ana with a pencil. Because Ana thinks maybe anti do not want to reply to the letter because it is not clear who the sender is. That's why ana sent back a blank letter with a small initial scratch on the corner.
And maybe now the anti already knows who has sent this letter to the anti.
^^^ When anti-read this letter do not consider ana as anyone but consider her a garden boy five years ago.^^^
^^^~MFAH~^^^
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Zahwa covered his mouth with his palm. It turns out his eyes are not wrong, MFAH is the initials contained in the letter he was looking for.
that meant.....Kang..Fatihem..Kang..Fatih's..." Zahwa shook strongly
Kang Fatih is a handsome boy that he met in the garden of Father Ali's office and he is the one who sent him letters these past few days.
"Is my guess right??" lirih Zahwa
"Oh Allah, what does it mean to give me a letter." murmured Zahwa.
His chest was claustrophobic whether happy or happy ahh.he did not know what he was feeling right now, he deeply did not believe this. It had been a very long time, even they had also often been accidentally involved in small incidents. Given that Zahwa felt ashamed of Kang Fatih. they were met with an incident, through the days as usual but in suguhi incident back whether it collided back or...accidentally the tip of his broomstick poked Kang Fatih's eyes.
"hihihi..ihihihih. Smiling embarrassed at his own silly behavior.
Because the letter was twofold, Zahwa folded the letter he had just read and opened the second. His eyes closed and read the basmalah.
"Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahiim" he opened his eyes slowly
2.📜
It turned out that ana was too far away, ana could not string the words together. Afwan, if this writing is convoluted because this is directly written from the heart. Qodarullah we were rediscovered after a few years in this Pesantren.
Actually ana wants to wait for a reply from anti first. But because in five days we will go to Cairo, so we will go home tonight and therefore we will not have time to wait for a reply from the anti.
Ana wants to convey, ana know this taste is wrong because it has put this taste on a non mahrom ana. Ana does not want the thoughts that make Ana's mind anti-shadowing continues, ana does not want it to happen. Either anti-know it or not ana does not know.
Clearly, ana once told Ummah. If one day ana meets the little girl who hit ana in the park first, ana wants Abi and Ummah to menghitahnya for ana. If ana is ready and established ana wants to make it as a companion to life ana, wants to age with her.
And now that ana has found it, ana has been living side by side with him for the past three years, ana has met face to face with him several times, ana always saw him keep his eyes from being the mahrom. Just like he said in the park five years ago.
Three years in Cairo to establish knowledge. For three years it was Ana wanted to steady herself for him. And during that time ana did not want to anti put hope on ana because all back again taqdir already in line by Allah. Ana only hoped that the little girl would wait for her and come to see her. If anti is indeed destined for ana then we will be found in the sacred bond of marriage.
Ana knew this was quite surprising but Ana had already thought about it. Ana hope anti already know where the direction of destination ana. And ana hope anti willing to open the heart to accept ana.
^^^In Shaa Allah.if Allah wills, Ana really wants to make this happen. Ana hope anti-understand, leave everything to Allah.^^^
^^^Wassalamu'alaikum warahmatulli wabarakatuh^^^^
^^^~MFAH^^
^^^📜^^^
Zahwa was astonished, really he had never expected this before. The letter slumped by itself from the handle of Zahwa. This was very surprising to him. His eyes were closed trying to accept all this reality.
His body trembled, his heart pounding as he was asked to wait until it was time to return from Cairo. He could not control his feelings at this time, he became even more confused how to behave. Indeed, he put his taste in Kang Fatih, it turned out to be reciprocated and even wanted to take him to a more serious level
Hello tolooonngggg how is this??? really he was very happy, sad, jumbled. He can't express it with words. Right now all he has to do is learn better to be given good and be patient.
S E L A M A T B E R J U A N G K A W A N
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SERIATE.....
LIKE DON'T PASS TSS YAWW
UMMUUAACHHH MANY MANYK😚
