Wrong Khitbah

Wrong Khitbah
133. 2: WHO IS MY HIJRAH FOR?



Crasper-crusted rumbles filled the volume of the entire room. A girl drawn by her friend, who was none other than Zahra, stared dumbly at the Hall which was half the area of this Main Hall.


Looking at the friend, then raised his eyebrows asking through eye gestures.


"Have you forgotten that we're a routine study?" Say the friend


"Huh? THE CANTEEN?" ask Zahra to make sure


"Yes loh.. KajiaN ruTIN that every three times a week. You forgot?"


"Yes you know, but it's here. It's not usually in the mosque?"


"Ohhh.your mind goes where Zahra is. Kan kemaren already in general with the Head of Dormitory"


"Hooo..so yesterday's announcement was about this?" Ask Zahra again


"Where were you at the announcement?"


"Yes. in the Dorm"


"Trus don't know?"


"Because I again focus on the task that Ustadzah loves, just as fast as rote as well.so no horror anything from the outside"


Naya who heard that just shook her head. Because for a month close to Zahra makes him understand the habits of Zahra who likes to stack tasks. If the deadline is still long, he will stack it up to follow other tasks. He is often overwhelmed when doing all these tasks at one time.


"But.why did you move to this hall?"


"Hufft... Ra's..Ra. so gini, because the speaker was invited from outside Zahra. Our presenter this time is special, with a special theme as well.."


"What is the theme?"


"Hm. there are.."


"What Nay???"


"Later to know"


"Lord!"


"Chiwi"


"iii... You are bi-"


"Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi. Please attention"


The audio sound stopped all activities in the Hall. What they had been noisy fighting over the seat was now silent and immediately sat facing the front.


Listening and following the series after the series of events guided by the moderator, to arrive at the core way, namely the delivery of material by the speaker.


"Alright, since all are present, our presenter today Ustadzah Putri is also in our midst. Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahim. The show starts well. To Ustadzah Our daughter is pleased"


"Syukron Katsir, to Ukhty fillah moderator who has invited ana to convey a small message. Tayyib, Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahiim.. Assalamu'alaikum warahmatulli wabarakatuh"


"Wa'alaikumussalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh" replied all santri echoed


"الْحَمْدَ ِللهِ نَحْمَدُهُ وَنَسْتَعِيْنُهُ وَنَسْتَغْفِرُهُ وَنَعُوْذُ بِاللهِ مِنْ شُرُوْرِ أَنْفُسِنَا وَسَيّئَاتِ أَعْمَالِنَا مَنْ يَهْدِهِ اللهُ فَلاَ مُضِلّ لَهُ وَمَنْ يُضْلِلْ فَلاَ هَادِيَ لَهُ


أَشْهَدُ أَنْ لاَ إِلهَ إِلاّ اللهُ وَأَشْهَدُ أَنّ مُحَمّدًا عَبْدُهُ وَرَسُوْلُهُ


اَللهُمّ صَلّ وَسَلّمْ عَلى مُحَمّدٍ وَعَلى آلِهِ وِأَصْحَابِهِ وَمَنْ تَبِعَهُمْ بِإِحْسَانٍ إِلَى يَوْمِ الدّيْن، أَمَّا بَعْدُ


As servants of God of faith let us extend praise and gratitude to the presence of Allah SWT who has given the strength of birth and inner health to all of us, so that we can gather in this place in order to crave ourselves to Allah SWT.


Shalawat and greetings do not forget we send to our lord the prophet Allah Muhammad SAW who has delivered mankind from the civilization of jahiliyah life to the civilization of modern life,,,,, that is, the,,,, which is full of scientific and technological advances as we feel at this time. May all of us, including his obedient servant, be entitled to his intercession at the end of the day"


"Tayyib, according to our theme today that is, IS HIJRAH REALLY MY?"


" Previous to ask what is hijrah?" Ask Princess Ustadzah


" Moving Ustadzah" exclaimed a santriwati in the back


"Move what to mbak? Move that how?" Ask the Princess again


"Emm.move from somewhere to a new place with the aim of improving the self Ustadzah" he replied again


"Ooo..." Theirs


"A flashback to history, hijrah is a transfer activity carried out by the Prophet Muhammad SAW with his friends from Makkah to Medina, with the aim of maintaining and upholding the treatise of Allah, in the form of Islamic creed and shariah"


"So yes, the meaning of Hijrah is like that. Indeed he moved, but moved leaving something bad to the path of virtue"


"Na'am Ustadzah" they exclaimed


"Hasanan (good). In the Hadith of Bukhari 52, it is said that 'All deeds are dependent on their intentions, and (reply) for each person (depending on) what is intended; whosoever is intended for the sake of Allah and His Apostle, he said, the law is against Allah and His Messenger. Whoever wants to hijrah because of the world he wants to achieve or because of a woman he wants to marry, then the hijrah is to what he intended'


When we decide we want to do something, of course because there is an intention that comes before it. Likewise with us, when deciding to emigrate. Meaning we want to change because there are underlying intentions and goals that we want to do, don't we?"


"Shahih (right) Ustadzah"


" Thank God... Well, maybe here is no stranger to the name Ta'aruf, or still no one knows ta'aruf?"


"La (no). Ustadzah"


"Well, Ta'aruf in this day and age is not a new thing anymore, it has even been widely used by people as a method of finding a companion for life. Because if you don't get acquainted you won't get married, right? If you do not know then do not love, if not love then not love, if not love then no?? "


"Non-married.."


"Yes. betull. Indeed this is a good thing, looking for people in a halal way not in a haram way, not in adultery or in other words Dating! Who's dating, decide now. Think of Umi and Abi who are overheated at home, not to mention having to bear the sin that flowed during the anti-dating. Where do we serve if we do. So, no one tries to approach adultery because it is actually a heinous act"


"Someone can read the verse, ana sure everyone already knows it. Come on who is able to listen to Q.S Al-Isra' to all of us, shalihah"


"Ana Ustadzah" a santri sitting near the Window stood up and received a mic and recited the verse after berta'awudz and read the basmalah


وَلَا تَقْرَبُوا الزِّنٰىٓ اِنَّهٗ كَانَ فَاحِشَةً ۗوَسَاۤءَ سَبِيْلًا


It means: And do not approach adultery; (zina) it is a wicked deed, and a bad way.


"شدق الله العظيم"


"MasyaaAllah..is clear, right? Back to ta'aruf. It is sad they hope but without action and concrete evidence. Many aky or ukhty people flocked to improve themselves. To get a soul mate as he wishes. It is not wrong if we hope to get a partner who is shalah and shalah, but the intention should not be misguided"


"Salihahs... Have you really improved yourself because of God? Or just get a good soul mate?


 Okay if antunna says, 'ana hijrah because of Allah'. But, who needs to know shalihah. Ana does not blame getting married at an early age. Just think carefully because marriage is not as easy as being together which is important to be happy and guide each other"


All were silent, words that deeply pierced their hearts. Distighfar many times because they feel insinuated.


None other than Zahra, his eyes condensed. He realized his mistake, self slapped, his heart staggered on a roller coaster ride. Very piercing!


"Hijrah Lah started from looking for mutual friends who are shale and shalah. Asking for directions to hijrah is not merely because of creatures, but because of Allah SWT. May we be one of the lucky ones, including the hijrah because of Allah SWT. And become a believing and righteous servant. Aamiin yaa rabbal 'alamin"


"Maybe that is what you can convey on this occasion, hopefully it can be useful for all of us .


More and less please be forgiven, the true comes from Allah SWT the Most True, and the false, the Caliph, or erroneously it comes from the personal ana as an ordinary human being who never escapes from wrong, khilaf and sin.May benefit us all. Aamiin ya Rabb


Kalam end, kalam,


Subhaanaka Allaahumma wabihamdika ashhadu an laa-ilaaha illaa Anta astaghfiruka wa-atuubu.


Wallahul muwaffiq ora aqwamithaaryq,,,


Wassalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh"


"Wa'alaikumussalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh" they answered simultaneously when Ustadzah Putri closed his study


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Zahra kicked a small pebble blocking her way, her eyes looking down at the street pusar that was passing by her.


His heart was turbulent, unwell, and his chest was extremely tight. Really this very slapped him waking up from dreamland soundly.


Until he returned to his dorm room with Naya, he sat by the window. Staring blankly at the view outside the window that shows the activities of the santri brothers.


FLASHBACK OFF


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"hiks. O Allah, forgive me" Zahra's sobs covered her face with both hands.