Wrong Khitbah
134. SK 2: REACHING RIDHO ALLAH SWT
"hiks.hikss...hiks..."
"Loh, Zahra!? Anti why??"
"Hiks... Huff huhh..." Zahra regulated her breathing and tried to stop her sobbing
"Rho? Why hm? It was fine" asked Naya softly
Zahra shook her head, and laughed. Naya's forehead wrinkled "What's the matter with her?"
"I'm fine, just missing the family aja hehehe" replied Zahra as casually as possible. He does not want to be a burden of mind for this very sensitive friend.
"Really?"
"Yes Nay.."
"Emm well, if there's anything, don't shut up by yourself, for me, maybe you can be relieved after getting it out"
"Yes Nay. yes.."
"All right, I'm going to wash it in the river. You wanna come?"
"Emm. really. I'll wash it tomorrow. I want to nyari. nyari meatballs aja deh. Lapers"
"Ish. the basic diner"
"Hehehe's delicious Nay"
"All right, I'll go first.. Assalamu'alaikum's chat.."
"Wa'alaikumussalam"
Zahra peeked out of the window, after making sure Naya was gone, then she also exited the room.
His legs kept walking, but his eyes searched. Search what? The aci? Wasn't it!
That was just the reason for Naya.
"Ah that" he murmured after finding what he was looking for
With a little running he approached a woman who was neither too young nor too old who was sitting alone in a single hut.
"Assalamu'alaikum Ustadzah" he said gently with a slightly bent body
"Wa'alaikumussalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh" replied the Princess no less gently
"Can you sit here?" Ask her first
"Tafadhdholiy. la ba'sa"
Zahra smiled as she nodded then sat her ass on the edge of the cottage
"What's wrong, brother?" Ask Princess Ustadzah
"I.mm...a-a-"
"The quiet ukht, don't be nervous. Take a breath first" said Ustadzah Putri rubbing Zahra's shoulders gently.
"Huuff"
"Well, bismillah first. Just say it" Zahra nodded
"Bismilahbornrahmaanirrahiim" read Zahra cirih
"Look Ustadzah, the material that Ustadzah conveyed earlier, very fitting with what ana felt today. But, after hearing the words of Ustadzah Putri earlier. A-ana feels guilty. Will God accept Hijrah?"
The test! Zahra's tears just shed.
Ustadzah Putri grabbed Zahra's hand and held it. His eyes looked at Zahra's bead seriously
"Ukhla... When our intentions are wrong, all we do is to be privileged to ask forgiveness from Allah SWT. Ana often encounters cases like this, not many are too late to realize her mistake. But Thank God that anti quickly realize anti error"
"Every human being is a place of caliphate and wrong, but depending on the kita who chooses to resign is always the wrong person or wants to improve themselves. InsyaaAllah.angi istiqomah and anti Hijrah bring blessing to anti alone. Aamiin's"
" What should you do now Ustadzah? "
"As a Muslim, the first thing we do is to repent to Allah, ask for forgiveness, and begin to set the intention straight. Forget the initial intention of anti-migrate and return it to what it should be, Lillah. Because Allah SWT. InshaaAllah.if our intention is correct, God will accompany us to facilitate the process of our Hijrah. The key is only one. Lillah"
Zahra felt very enlightened after hearing firsthand what he had to do, now he was determined to restart his intention to enter this Ponpes.
"Syukron katsiran wa jazakilahi khyar Ustadzah. May I be Amal jariyah. Syukron because it reminded ana"
"Afwan waiyaki Shaliha, aamiin. All that is true is from God alone, it is only intermediary" replied Ustadzah Putri smiling
***
"Queen.. is it ready??" Akhtar said from the next room
"Had Bib" said Zahwa approaching the Husband
" Yesudah, yuk, we are leaving, Umi and Buya are waiting below" Akhtar said holding Zahwa's waist
"Corn"
Now they're all going to Sheena's house, because it's closer to the airport. And they will eat also the preparation for Umrah's departure from there.
"Are you ready, son?" Ask Umi
"It's Mi"
"The suitcase is already in Zi's trunk?" Ask Buya
"Already Abi, was helped by the driver" Buya Firman nodded
The car is carried by the driver and Buya is next to him. Akhtar sat between the two women he loved while tightly grasping both hands.
After traveling for approximately 1 hour. They were finally at the house of Sheena.
"aaa.. Onty-Onty " said Humairah excitedly pointed Zahwa who just got off the car.
Now Syeena's house has been prepared in such a way, for study and separation before leaving.
After everything was gathered, the event began with a greeting from Ali's father and a recitation brought by Akhtar after that do'a led by Buya. And finally, the meal as a stomach filler after the implementation of a joint prayer event asking for safety and blessing before Zahwa, Akhtar and both parents each departed Umrah.
1 hour later, they returned to the airport, where all the groups were already there. And in about half an hour the plane will fly away from the homeland for a while and towards the holy land.
***
After taking their parents to the airport, Azzam and Helwa and Humairah returned home. And the key to Sheena's house he took with him to the next town.
When on the way suddenly Helwa's head was dizzy and it felt like seeing the road turn he wanted to vomit, suddenly all his saliva rose to the top and made him nauseous.
"hoek. hmmpt"
"uh.. Baby... Why are you??" azzam asked frantically, from now on he had suspected the movements of Helwa who sat uncomfortable
"stoph" said Helwa
After the car stopped, Helwa immediately came out and vomited all over her entrails.
"aakhh. It's a pity that the good food that I had eaten all out" Helwa's mind wanted to cry.
After feeling better, he received the water offered by Azzam and drank it. He just kept quiet when Azzam laid it down and massaged his neck and stroked his queen's stomach.
Azzam believes Helwa must catch a cold, never during the marriage Helwa drunken journey.
"emmd... Mma.. Umma. "all of a sudden Humairah was crying from the middle bench
" lady... Umma. hyks.."
"eh... yes son... Abi's son woke up? AC's dead, son? patience yes... Abi boboin Umma first yes dear.." sahut Azzam persuaded Humairah while continuing to take care of Helwa to be more quiet.
"Bie.. Abi. hyx.. "
"yes. son. patience Hally (beautiful )"
" hu'um Abbi" Humairah nodded and wiped away the rest of her tears with her dead hands
After Azzam finished closing Helwa's door and opening the back door, then carrying Humairah to his carrier after previously he hooked the bag of necessities and snack Humairah on his armpit.
Blam it!
He is now sitting in his steering chair. Azzam rubbed the sweat on his forehead and exhaled his breath slowly.
Positioning himself as comfortable as possible, he slowly moved Humairah sitting on his thigh.
"Darling.. don't be naughty yes. sit just sweet yes.. let us welcome home, Mairah want to quickly-cepqt bobo in bed right?" With anxiety he nodded
"MasyaaAllah. child pinter.we walk yes.. Bismillah darling.."
ddrutudrututu. after statering car. Slowly the car went back. Humairah put his hand on the hand of the Abi who was driving. Sometimes he laughs when the sound of a horn is sounded by Azzam. Making Azzam laugh because of the typical fear of Humairah.
This is the father of this one, willing to drive while taking care of the princess rather than having to wake his wife who is not feeling well.
O Allah, O Azzam, Allah is your dream
***
OFF for a moment
our busyness.
Invite the road family to find a new atmosphere to build togetherness.
OFF for a moment
when we are right² busy at work, busy selling, and others.
Take the time to greet your relatives and neighbors.
OFF for a moment
we have a lot of problems, including a lot of burdens
Try to take at least a few hours to muhasabah in the mosque or musholla.
OFF for a moment
from the mobile. Which all this time No day without HP.
Try it occasionally without HP. Feel sensation...
OFF for a moment
hating, spiteful, ujub, takabur, and arrogant...
Feel sensation.....
Stay energized, maintain health, increase faith, self-immunity and strict prokes. May we always be happy and live freely we can feel
Aamyn
Do not forget to stay in his footsteps. if making the Author satisfied will be up every day. Because it's gonna end soon. And.. The author also asks for his do'a for the healing of Mama Author ⁇ May we always be in the protection of Allah and be kept away from all the dangers of aamiin, Rabb
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