Wrong Khitbah
14. SK: FATIH POV
Okeeyy for this chapter is a bonus chapter, here we will flashback about the little Fatih to the present well, so we know the contents of the heart of Kang Fatih the prima donna Al-Anshor.
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FLASHBACKS
Inside my room, I was contemplating the thought of the little girl who hit me in the park this afternoon .
(chapter 1 is lohh)
She is very cute, beautiful, polite, and what amazes me is her knowledge of boundaries with non-mahromes . I was very chuckled at the girl's words in addition to firmly emphasis but also accompanied by a soft tone at each pronunciation , unlike some of the Santriwati madams who are in pesantren which sometimes blur and release the way of speaking .
We were both then , and he was very wise to limit himself . It could have been me holding her and sitting her on a park bench, but I also appreciate her, which she did right , it means that from an early age he has been taught religious values and quickly he also practices them in his daily life.
My heart beat fast to see the young girl, until finally her brother came and I left because I was in a hurry to return home.
Without me realizing both corners of my lips were drawn upwards considering that, with eyes still faithful looking at the expanse of green garden behind my house.
"aakhh.." I grabbed my hair, a sign that I was thinking about something .
"When my wife is like that, be polite, kind, gentle, friendly and be the best madrassa for my children. If one day I meet him again I want Abi and Ummah to preach it for me "I'm both grounded and praying
"assalamu'alaikum son of sholeh Ummah." suddenly Ummah came to disperse my daydream
"wa'alaikumussalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh, uh Ummah here sit with Fatih" I said to Ummah
And of course with pleasure Ummah will sit with me .
"Children sholeh Ummah what are you doing? just now Ummah noticed being smiling himself, abis it ruffled hair ehh don't know his smile again?? why hemm?? do not make Ummah afraid ihh, later Ummah sayin deh to Abi let in ruqyah" said Ummah
ehehehehe was there - Ummah thought her child was sticking.
"hmmm...Ummah.." said I spoiled and put my head on Ummah's thigh . Like this I was with Ummah if I were both, I would be the same as a spoiled baby but the difference is I'm a big baby hehe.
"lohh..so?? the story to Ummah try , Ummah must be horrified" said Ummah stroking my hair . One of the things I like most about Ummah is that it always understands my feelings and will be gentle with me . But usually it won't last long when Abi has come and taken Ummah from me.
"emmmm...Fatih doesn't know Ummah"
"just tell the story, let's bismillah first" said Ummah, and I obey him .
"Bismillaahirrahmanirrahiim"
say me in my heart
"so Ummah, that was Fatih met a girl and... You know it doesn't.."
"no" Ummah cut my conversation
"of course Ummah doesn't know, Fatih hasn't said"
"keep asking why "
"mmmmm...."
"eheheh yes afwan dear, let's continue right" said Ummah
"so ummah..bla..bla...bla...bla.." I told the Ummah about the little girl.
"Ma Shaa Allah, his age is still very young but his thoughts are like adults, girls sholehah" said Ummah with teary eyes
"loh..Why are you crying??" ask me to worry
"emm..there's nothing dear , Ummah only remembered on the house of your sister Syifa , surely she will also be like that at this time , grow into the Shalehah girl of Ummah's dream same Abi" said Ummah rubbing the corner of his eye.
Yes I had a hareem sister (woman) but God loved her more & God asked her to come back when she was three years old .
Ummah was devastated at that time, not that Ummah was not sincere but Syifa was the third child that God took after God also asked my second and third sister to return to His lap.
Unbeknownst to anyone I often saw Abi in the middle of the night crying in the back garden after Ummah calmed down and rested . Abi was also hit but Abi also had to always be strong for the sake of Ummah right? therefore, after losing three children, Ummah was traumatized and did not want to try to ask for more children's gifts .
But no one understood my feelings, I also lost the figure of the younger brother, I just tried to cover up my sadness by acting normal in front of Ummah and Abi, I also loved Syifa very much, but whatever it was was was His will.
That's the one that makes me hesitate to explain about children let alone little girls to Ummah, afraid Ummah will be touched again remember it and sad .
"Ummah do not be sad, Fatih believes Syifa and the other two Fatih sisters are happy there and are waiting for us to gather together in His Jannah" said I calm Ummah
"yes son Sholeh Ummah, ummm Ummah love you" said Ummah peeping my crown
"Prieve also Ummah"
"then how's it going?" said Ummah who had started to calm down
"emm how is it??? ohh yes, so Ummah Fatih was very impressed with the figure of the girl , Fatih hope that later Fatih's soul mate will be like that" I said to Ummah
"ehehehhh yes Aamiin , in aamiin just right baby . Do not forget to always improve yourself, pray and deepen the knowledge of religion "advice Ummah
"shiapp Ummah.."
"oh yes, ummah..."
"what's Sholeh's son??" ask Ummah
"mmm..."
"don't hesitate dear .. just say it.." I can read my behavior
I improved my position from lying on Ummah's thigh to sitting facing Ummah and holding Ummah's hand.
"emm.gini.if someday if Fatih has grown up .. "
"loh..this is already big? do you feel like I'm a little girl, huh???" ahh again Ummah cut off my talk, Ummah just ruined the atmosphere .
"iya Ummah, Fatih as big as a dwarf" said I grumbled a piece
"ehehehe yes dear..Ummah understand your intentions later if you are mature, established and ready . That right? then what?" ummmah already knows what I mean but still just ruin the atmosphere
"If Fatih is already a big boy and meets him, Fatih Ingiin...
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🤫psstt...
trail don't forget, we continue tomorrow again yaw
