Wife Interlude

Chapter 62 The past

Hilman, who has been following Tari and Anjas, now chooses to leave the couple with a heart that feels hot burning. He gripped the steering wheel of the car firmly until the veins in his hands seemed to stand out.

His face also looked so terrible with the eyes that turned red, indicating that he was currently holding back various chest-stifling flavors.

"Fuck shit!" he was upset while hitting the steering wheel repeatedly, trying to let out the emotions that were independent.

"Basic Anjas jerk!" cursed again. The shadow as Tari and Anjas hugged again made his chest feel burnt.

"Dance, Dance, why are you still able to love her after so many wounds she's given you? Why can't you ever see me who's always by your side, Dance?!" Hilman raved, feeling a deep pain in his heart, while recalling the face of the woman he had liked for so long.

Yes, actually Hilman first liked Tari compared to Anjas, he also introduced Tari to Anjas when they were both students.

It never occurred to Hilman that the introduction between Tari and Anjas would be such a huge regret for him. Because it all takes them in love with each other, then starts to forget about it. The initially good friendship, feels so painful for Hilman who secretly harbors feelings of love for Tari.

At first Hilman resigned and chose to surrender to Anjas, because he saw so great love Anjas in Tari and vice versa. He also knows that all of this is his fault for not having the courage to express love for Tari, and the prestige to confess his feelings for Anjas, until when Anjas asked her permission to express her joy to Tari, she could not say anything.

However, everything returns to regret and turns into hatred when he learns that Anjas has betrayed and has another wife behind Tari.

He was angry, his trust in Anjas to keep Tari now began to disappear. Hilman is eager to curse Anjas with a swearing or beat him to death for betraying Dari, but he cannot find the right time and sentence, in order to have her feelings for Tari unknown to Anjas.

Hilman is still willing to maintain this friendship, especially with Tari. He didn't want that woman to hate him just because he beat Anjas for no reason.

Until finally Hilman found a way that he thought would succeed in separating Tari and Anjas, namely by making Anjas fall in love with Rina and release Tari. Especially when he heard that Rina was already pregnant, it would certainly make his plan easier.

With beekedok helping Rina get justice, Hilman begins to advocate for Anjas to turn away from Tari. But again, he did not succeed. Anjas prefers to take off Rina and her own son to keep Tari by her side.

Hilman gave up again, he was quite happy to be next to Tari and saw her happy, even if it wasn't with her. Hilman is also always watching Anjas, he does not want if Anjas back to hurt Tari. During these six years he also tried to eliminate his love for Dance, although it was so difficult to forget the woman who was his best friend.

Hilman again gets a chance when he sees the accidental meeting of Rina and Anjas, until the intention to bring back old problems in order to get Tari did.

It wasn't easy harboring a feeling for so long, in someone he obviously couldn't have. Hilman had started to lose his mind, he could no longer budge, he wanted to have Dance completely.

However, the efforts and plans he put together well, it seems that again can not separate Anjas and Tari. This opportunity will again make him regret for not getting any results. Dance still chose Anjas and defended her household.

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Meanwhile in Anjas' car, Tari still sobbed, releasing tightness in the chest that had always tortured him and now increasingly felt after he heard the truth. It was hard for him to accept all of this, against the prejudices that had already developed in his mind.

"So you guys were even in touch before we got married?" Dance opened her voice, she looked at the face of her husband who looked guilty.

Anjas nodded in response.

"But why did you continue our marriage, Mas? Even though you yourself have married Rina," asked Tari again still with sobs that have not stopped.

"Because I love you, Dance. I don't want to lose you." Anjas replied with a gaze that Tari herself was confused to interpret.

Dance grew weak, she stared at Anjas with her unreliable determination.

"We're selfish, Mas. You just think about how you feel when you think about how you feel about me and Rina!" hardik Tari with a sense of disappointment.

Anjas nodded back.

"Yes, I admit that I'm selfish, I'm guilty of that. But, at that time we were also in preparation for the wedding, Dance. I can't just cancel the wedding! How can I explain the accident to our extended family?!" Anjas tries to find a reason that Tari can understand.

Accept the smile.

"Huh, that's just an excuse!" hisses.

"If only you could be honest, maybe none of this would have happened. I don't need to feel the pain of being betrayed by my own husband!" Dance spoke with a pressing tone in each word, as if reflecting if he was currently so devastated by the decision that Ajas had taken.

"I'm not even sure if now you still love me, Mas. Like the story I've heard from you, the change in your attitude towards me also happened after you decided to let go of Rina," Tari continued, recalling the two real times together.

"Maybe you don't realize that, Mom. But, I realize it's true with your change. You're getting colder and workaholic. Your days are filled with work, without ever seeing me, your own wife." Dari looked at Anjas who was now shaking weakly.

"You forgot me, Mom!" yells Dance interrupts Anjas' words.

"You often forget my birthday! You often forget the anniversary of our wedding .. Even we also forget the birthday of Syafira, Mas!" yelled Dari again, forgetting her disappointment in Anjas.

Anjas was silent, he did not realize that he had made so many mistakes. The man swallowed his saliva with great difficulty, while thinking of a way to temper his wife's emotions.

"I was wrong .. Sorry, I was wrong. I admit all my mistakes, until this happens, Tari. I also confess my guilt to you and Syafira. Forgive me for all that .. I beg you," Anjas said in a slightly weak voice, his shoulders descending indicating he was so sorry for everything that had happened.

Dari looked at Anjas closely, she was looking for lies within the look in her husband's eyes. However, it seemed like this time Anjas was really sorry.

"My love never turned away from you, Tari. I just love you, baby." Anjas took Dance's hand and held it warm. Now she's afraid that Dance will leave her.

Dari did not answer, the woman just pulled her hand back and then resuscitated her body with sobs that again sounded soft, until it felt heart-wrenching Anjas who heard it.

"I don't know what to do now, Mom. Please just put me down here," said Tari after a long time both of them were silent.

Anjas, who was surprised by Tari's request, now turned his head, staring at Tari with a frown that looked deep.

"What's your max, Dance?" asked Anjas in a voice that sounded raucous.

"I need to be alone, Mom. I'm confused about having to face this myself. I'm ashamed of Rina, even I'm ashamed of myself now" replied Tari in a voice that sounded louder.

"I want to be alone now, Mom. I beg you, let me down" said Tari again.

"No. If you want to do it yourself, I'll allow it. I'll give you some time until you're sure of your decision. But, now that we go home together, I can't possibly drop you here under these circumstances" Anjas refused directly, as he began to return the car.

"You know what, Dance? I've felt I've received punishment for my stupidity that has hurt two women at once" Anjas said as he began to focus on driving at a more relaxed pace.

Dari looks turned to her husband, then smiles miris guessing what Anjas considers as punishment.

"Because you can't have a child from me, and your life for these seven years can't be completely happy?" tanyaDari.

Which wife will not be sick if she hears her husband confessing himself if she has a child from another woman, while she herself does not have children.

"No, Tari .. not that." Anjas shook his head faintly.

"I told you, didn't I accept your situation, whatever it was? I really accept your state of Dance, really!" anjas assured.

He fell silent after saying that, as if he was preparing to say something that wasn't easy.

"There was actually something in the past that went along with this story, and it made me feel sick." Anjas said softly.

"Whatis that? Is it still related to Rina?" tanya Dance full search.

Anjas.

"No, Dance. The pain was so pronounced when I saw my own son now closer to someone I hated so much that even my son thought of him as a father in my place," replied Anjas with a little red eyes covered in water that dammed in the fertilizer.

Dancing scrunched her forehead, she could not yet understand what her husband said.

"What's your mascud, Mas? Who do you hate and why do you hate it?" tanya Dance. There was actually already one name that flashed through his head, but, Tari was not yet convinced of it.

"He who has made me lose the man I love so much, and made me an only child. Because of that incident my family was almost destroyed and every day I could only see hell in my own home" explained Anjas, with a voice that sounded heavy like he was holding back the anger that had been buried inside him.

What's that incident? Who does Mas Anjas love? Who does Mas Anjas hate?

Dance that had never heard of any such incident could only ask in the heart. He felt this was not the right time to bring up the past. Her heart still hurts, and she doesn't want to be more broken if she finds out that until now Anjas still loves someone else, other than herself and Rina.

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