
Anjas was speechless hearing the barrage of words coming out from Rina's mouth. Anjas never expected that Rina could put out such a word in front of him.
There was a strange taste in his heart when he saw the tears that were streaming down Lina's cheeks.
Am I being too cruel to her? inward Anjas, his eyes stared intently at the woman who was now crying a mouthful in front of him.
Slowly she got up from her seat and approached Rina in the next chair. Anjas knelt in front of him.
"I'm sorry," said Anjas then hugged Rina's trembling body.
Lina was speechless she enjoyed the warmth she so rarely got. His heart was indeed sick and had been broken many times.
However, when he regained the tenderness and warmth of Anjas, his heart was re-emerged with love and hope that grew again.
"You are evil, Mas," said Rina in the midst of her crying, her hand hit softly Anjas body.
While Anjas only continued to apologize while hugging Rina, he did not know that all this time Rina was just venting her pain.
Guilt now seeped into his heart, Anjas let Rina vent her disappointment.
Although he is not a good man, at least Anjas is not a jerk who will be happy when he sees the woman next to him suffering.
Ajas is just not sure of the sincerity of love that Rina has for him. Their sudden encounter and infrequent communication, make everything still feel vague and unclear in the eyes of Anjas, until many prejudices that develop just like that in Anjas mind. Anjas is also still confused by his own feelings for Rina.
For a while the two seemed comfortable with his position, until slowly the cries of Rina began to subside, now only a soft stuffing was heard, in the middle of the night atmosphere before that morning.
"Drink first," Anjas said while thrusting water in a glass at Rina who was calmer than before.
"Thank you, Mum." Rina accepted it then drank it up to almost half.
Rina's throat was dry from crying too much. Really, for him to get out all those words turned out to be so difficult, because crying always preceded him.
"You better take a break, let me take you to the room" Anjas said, extending his hand.
Rina looked at Anjas face, she then returned her husband's hand, until they finally walked into the room together.
Rina sat up on the head of the bed followed by Anjas beside her who then pulled the blanket for them.
"Mas, why are there nights like this?" tanya Rina looked at Anjas who was now beside her.
"I just came home from out of town and came straight here" Anjas replied, embracing his wife's frail body.
"really? Since when, Mas, go out of town?" Lina slightly distanced her face for the sake of seeing her husband.
"Since three days ago, I have had a job there," Anjas said as he tightened his arms.
Anjas also did not understand why he instead directed his car to come to Rina's house, not directly go home and Dance.
However, the one that provoked her emotions from a few days ago to finally make her mind could not be far from Rina, and maybe lead her to Rina's house.
Yes, the notification from the card he gave to Rina, to spend tens of millions just for this one month, made her head dizzy in the middle of her busy work.
Though Dance can even spend tens of millions in just one week. However, for some reason she just let it go, in contrast to her reaction to Rina.
The assumption that Rina was only a simple-style villager and did not need much money, made her quite surprised to find that the woman spent a lot of her money.
Lina smiled, she then leaned her body on her husband, hearing Anjas reply, making him feel flattered and loved.
All the pain that had been continuously tormenting his heart as if forgotten in the blink of an eye, only with the sweet and gentle treatment that Anjas had given him for a while.
"Now it's better for us to sleep, I'm also very tired," Anjas asked who was immediately embraced by Rina.
The two now sleep with Rina's heart blossoming. The arrival of Anjas became a surprise that was very imprint for him even though there was a small quarrel between them.
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The morning came with a timid sun to the outside, gray clouds swirling in the sky preparing to spill water over the earth.
Lina walked into the room after preparing breakfast for herself and her husband.
"Mas, get up first, it's morning," said Rina who appeared to sit on the side of the bed while rubbing her husband's hair.
"What time is this, Rin?" ask Anjas.
"Seven o'clock, Mas," replied Rina.
Anjas seemed to take a deep breath and then exhaled slowly, he gradually sat leaning on the couch, then looked at Rina who was now smiling at him.
Some looked different from his wife, Rina looked more well-groomed with skin that looked cleaner white compared to before, although she also seemed thinner.
"You look more beautiful now, Rin," Anjas said, smiling gently at his wife.
"Come on, sit here." Anjas then shifted and patted the spot on his side.
"Perhaps because now I'm more focused on taking care of myself, Mas," replied Rina smiling shyly.
Throughout her marriage, only this time Anjas praised her beautiful.
"I miss you" whispered Anjas, embracing his wife's body until Rina docked.
"I-It's morning, Mom." Rina slightly dodged even though a smile seemed to expand on her lips.
"What's wrong, I'm not in the office today," Anjas replied he brought their faces closer and closer together.
Lina did not resist anymore, she enjoyed the long-forgotten struggles of love and longing.
Rincik drizzles outside as if to be a beautiful symphony that accompanies the beauty of love in the morning.
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Moments later Rina and Anjas are already at the dinner table, for a delayed breakfast.
"Mas, I want to hold a four-monthly event in the village. Can you, Mom, come over there?" asked Lina between their meals.
Anjas stopped his eating activity, he looked at Rina with a deep frown.
"Have you been pregnant for four months?" ask Anjas.
Rina shook her head. "Just twelve weeks. But, I want to talk about it now, mum, Mas, it's here."
"When are you going to have an event? Why aren't you here anyway?" asked Anjas while returning to feed the fried rice made by Rina.
"If it's gonna be harder here, ma'am. You should at least come back here as long as my parents are here. But, if I hold an event in the village, Mas, only need to come a few days," said Rina explained.
Anjas was silent for a while, he was digesting what his wife had said. True also what was said by Rina, if the event here, it would make it more difficult for her to find an excuse on Dance.
"Yes, you just arrange the event there, then let me know again if you have a suitable day, so I can set the time," Anjas replied later.
"Thank you, Mum." Lina smiled happily.
In addition to the reason for holding a four-month event, Rina also felt homesick for her parents. However, Lina was afraid to ask for permission to return to the village.
That day, the two spent time together, until late in the afternoon Anjas had to go back to the house of Tari.
"I will add your monthly money, as well as to prepare an event in the village. Prepare properly, don't embarrass me" Anjas said as they walked outside together.
Lina nodded obediently. "Yes, Mas. I'll arrange as best I can."
"Take care of yourself too" Anjas said again, after they were next to the car.
Lina nodded back with a big smile.
"I'm gone" said Anjas, then kissing his wife's forehead as a sign of separation.
Rina looks at her husband's car that is getting away, until it finally disappears from view.
There is a pain that is felt again in the chest, when they remember somehow until when else they can meet.
"You come and go as you please."
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