
"Then what else do you want, Mom? Hasn't it been enough that you've been torturing me? What exactly is your intention to maintain a household that has been destroyed for a long time, Mas?!" asked Rina with her sharp eyes.
Anjas clenched both his hands, both of them looking like they were pitting strength through the look of his eyes.
"I don't care, I'll never let you go, Rina!" hissing Anjas. His eyes seemed reddened with a hardened jaw as he said those words.
Anjas seemed to close his eyes, he then inhaled a deep breath and exhaled slowly, it seemed like the man was controlling his emotions.
"I'm sorry for my mistake that day, for keeping you at home and not allowing you to go back home, I also regret all that. But, that's all over, so I hope you don't make this matter complicated."
Anjas is still trying to resist Rina's desire to part with him. I don't know, actually what was on the man's mind, until now even insisted not to allow Rina divorce.
Rina looked at Anjas with a deep frown, she was not out of thought with her husband's thoughts.
"Don't you love me? Then why else would you keep me, my dear?" ask Rina.
Anjas fell silent, as if he was running out of words to answer Rina's question. Is it possible that Anjas slowly has a body of love for Rina so that she does not want to lose? Or was there something that the man was hiding?
Heh, maybe all of that is still a mystery of the heart for Anjas himself, until he realizes or is willing to say the reason for defending Rina.
Rina exhaled softly as she straightened her body, she rubbed the protruding stomach as there was movement from within.
It seemed like her son in the stomach was also listening to the debate from her parents, so she gestured with her movements.
I'm sorry, dear. Finally Mama chose to give up on keeping your father to stay by our side.
Rina muttered inwardly, she apologized to her son for the decision he had made for his household along with Anjas.
"Honestly, I can't forgive your actions that day. But, my decision to part from you was not just your fault that day, Mas," said Rina Lirih.
Anjas turned to look at the face of Rina who was like she was remembering something. He then shifted his seat until now facing Rina completely.
"I know I've been wrong with you a lot, Rin. But, please forgive me ... I promise after this I won't repeat it again." Anjas tries to take Rina's hand even though the woman still avoids him.
"Then, what's wrong with you, Mom?" Rina immediately asked quickly, she did not even give an opportunity for Anjas to sigh.
"How do you promise not to lose your faults, Mom, if you don't know what your faults are?!" connect with Rina again.
"Can you be fair to me and Dance? Did you reveal our marriage to your parents and Dance?! Can't do it, Mommy? In the end our relationship will only return to the starting point, where I am just a wife interlude that you come to when you want and you leave as you please!"
"Then, which one will change, Mom?" Lina lowered her voice.
The deg!
The question was like a crushing blow, which made him sculpt. His mind was dead-end as if forgetting everything he had done to Lina all along. Until Anjas could not find the answer to Rina's question.
"Geeh!" Lina smiled wryly, she had already expected all this to happen.
"If you are truly sorry for everything you have done for me, please divorce me before you leave tomorrow morning, Mas. Let me be happy with my son, and I will also let you be happy with Dance," said Rina then walked away to the back, following Heni.
Anjas looked at Rina's back with eyes that seemed difficult to interpret, he then exhaled a rough breath and lowered his head.
"If Nak Anjas can't give Rina happiness, please let her go, son. Let us keep him here, "Bapak Heni who had listened to the debate between Anjas and Rina finally spoke up.
He already owed a lot to the family of Rina, then now was the time to repay all the kindness of both parents of Rina. After all, before Mr. Rina breathed her last breath, she had time to leave Rina to him.
Anjas turned his head to the middle-aged man who now appeared to be standing in front of him, he only exhaled softly then lowered his head. Anjas did not expect that this incident would lead him to such a serious problem as he is today.
"If you want to go home tomorrow morning, you should now just rest Nak Anjas, you will also go straight home after Mom and Heni are done," said Mr. Heni, then passed following his wife and child to the kitchen.
Since she worked with Rina's parents then became familiar, and then Rina often played at her house together with Heni, she already considered Rina as her own child.
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The sound of the dawn adhan in the village mosque, woke Rina from her new sleep for a while. Yeah, all night he couldn't sleep at all. His mind continued to wander at his conversation with Anjas before.
Perhaps in front of Anjas, Rina could act confident as if there was no fear of parting from the man. However, as a woman, she also felt fear if until the new status would be completely attached to her.
What else is she is also pregnant, where her responsibilities will be even greater when she has given birth later. Somehow he has to face his fate for the second time. Lina really has no plan at all.
How will he face his life without any more leaning places?
Is he able to live independently, after all this time his parents have always been the main shield to protect him?
It was just a part of the many questions that came to mind, ready to make him doubt the decision he had taken before.
The sound of an ikomat, resuscitated Rina from her long daydream.
"Bismillah .. strengthen me O God. I know, You are always with every servant who constantly prays and remembers You."
Rina had just come out of the room after the sun had appeared to shine brightly, she circulated her eyes looking for the existence of the man who was now still her husband.
"Good morning, I've prepared breakfast for you, let's have breakfast together" Anjas said with a smile that looked more sincere than usual.
Lina flinched, she instead chose to continue her steps to the main door.
"Rin-" Anjas held Rina's hand, until the woman turned her head, looking at Anjas's face.
"For the last time, Rin. I beg you," Anjas said again in a soft and desperate voice.
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