WIFE INSTINCT

PART 7 (apart 2018)

Emma closed the confessions of her husband and Tasya. He doesn't want anyone to know. She was very appreciative of her husband and did not want to ruin his good name.

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One night, Emma was so agitated that she could not close her eyes. Somehow his feelings became unsettled, his mind was in a mess. Suddenly she had the face of Tasya and her husband, the suspicious feeling that had slowly disappeared now came again even greater than before.

" why did my feelings suddenly become unsettled? why does Tasya's shadow bother me so much? I'm sure my husband has changed I trust him as well Tasya I'm sure he won't dare to repeat his deed again, but why do I now feel like I'm being played with?

Emma said in her heart. He tried to throw away the negative thoughts that disturbed him so much but in vain.

Emma tried to sleep but could not.

" Lord, forgive me for all my faults and sins, I realize I have not been able to be a good wife to my husband, I have many shortcomings, I am powerless to face all these problems. If my restlessness tonight is a bad sign, please strengthen my heart to face tomorrow. I believe You are my strength. Amens. "

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The next day, something stuck in his heart, the suspicion was now completely filled in his heart. Emma tried her best to cover it up and behave accordingly. She did not want her husband to be suspicious. They don't want to argue with the same problem anymore. But every time she saw her husband Emma felt like there was something her husband was hiding.

Emma was eager to ask but she refrained for the same reason, did not want to offend her husband, and did not want to spoil the atmosphere. They live life as usual.

A few days later,

Emma felt something different about her husband, her husband looked strange. The hours of returning home from work become very late, if asked always the reason for many jobs. Time with Emma and the children is getting less, although the holiday is not like before, now spend the day off by playing his cell phone as if he forgets that he has a wife and children who need his attention. If reprimanded is always the reason for the work. Wherever he always carries his cell phone. Usually, if his son asked his phone to just play games, he immediately gave it, but now if his son asked him to immediately yell and scold his son, it was outrageous. He becomes irritable if his children approach him and try to get his attention so he can play with them. It is clear that his eldest son became very disappointed even sometimes crying and protesting to his father who became irritable. repeatedly Emma also protested with her husband's attitude but her husband seemed to not care.His phone is now more important for her than his wife and children. Really Emma was upset with her behavior, Emma was really disappointed. Her husband has really changed. Sometimes Emma cries herself, she no longer knows what to do.Suami becomes indifferent to her. Emma felt lost, she lost her husband's attention, she felt alone and fragile but she tried hard to keep smiling to her children, she did not want her children to feel her sadness. He wants his children to be happy. Emma kept all the burdens of life and the problems she faced in her heart

He can only pray to God.