WIFE INSTINCT

The Part 36

" Mah, please listen to the papah's explanation this time, papah will not force mamah to believe, just listen to mah."

" Just say it"

Emma answered coldly

"Well, papah admitted papah was wrong for not blocking Tasya's number, but papah dared to swear, papah had no special relationship with him anymore, papah was just friends and nothing more. Just ask each other the news mah. papah will not forget the promise papah and papah will not betray mamah again."

Richard tried to explain to Emma but it seemed Richard's efforts were in vain

" Whatever.whatever.I am too stupid to always agree whatever papah do, I was stupid to not realize that I was being played. For papah this may be ordinary, it may be, but not for me, this is a very painful thing.any woman definitely does not want her husband to reconnect with his affair that has ruined her happiness.no woman wants a reward. this is the same papah hurt me again and again.why papah's brain can not think about the risks before acting? do you think I'm a robot with no feelings? papah can say just be friends, just tell me but do you think how I feel? I really can't believe. do you want a reward? tell me, or do you want me to go? well, maybe my departure can make papah happy and free to do whatever money papah want.try to think once if papah is in my position, how does papah feel?"

" I give up, I'm done, I don't want to fight anymore, I'm tired, please do whatever you want, I surrender if it's my destiny, please let me go, please let me go, I want to get away from papah's life, I've had enough of my struggles over the years, struggles that aren't considered, struggles that aren't appreciated, I'm so useless, I'm so stupid, sorry I'm not as good as Tasya."

" Mah, please papah please do not go, papah can explain all this, papah can prove that papah there is nothing more with Tasya, be patient mah, love papah time to prove all this, papah can prove all this, papah please."

Richard pleaded with tears

" My patience is up, whatever you want, I will do what I want to do, I realize too many of my shortcomings, papah may want more beautiful and better than me, it doesn't matter that I can give up and leave, forgive the body that's not as good as it used to be but I'm happy this body changed is not good for the sake of presenting little angels to you, forgive the face that is no longer taken care of but I am happy because all the time I give to you and our children, it's okay my face, my body is not taken care of as long as you my children are taken care of. I'm ready to go and let you go, because I don't want to be a barrier to your happiness, I'm very conscious, the feeling can't be forced, maybe yesterday I was too forcing you to change, to stay by my side, but now that I've come to my senses, I've learned a lot from my previous experiences, I'm sorry for my gibberish, I'm sorry for my tormenting attention, I know, my biggest mistake is to love you too much, be too afraid to lose you, care too much about you, it's okay, I have to go."