WIFE INSTINCT

PART 4 (August 2018 )

Emma lives her days as usual though she still harbors so much suspicion, she chooses to remain calm while trying to find out everything about her husband as well as Tasya.

Despite efforts by Emma to prove her suspicions in vain. His mind was getting messed up, he no longer looked like a happy woman. Sometimes she cried for no reason, until one night her husband invited her to talk.

" Mah.papah see lately mamah become more and more changed, mamah more silent but easy to emotion, what is it? Is Mom still thinking about yesterday?"

Her husband started the conversation. Emma was silent, she was confused what to answer, she did not want to argue but her heart voice wanted to say her feelings. Finally Emma decided to tell the truth so that her heart could calm down.

" forgive me dear, honestly since I know you are related to Tasya even though you said just a fad and only through whatsapp but my feelings are not calm, I feel there is something between you guys, I feel, I can feel that there is something you are hiding from me merit, if I may ask, please tell me to be honest, never hide anything from me even if it hurts me, it would be better for me to hear it directly from you than I hear it from someone else, I beg you if papah loves me tell me the truth."

Emma couldn't hold back her tears. Although she had not heard the answer from her husband, she could not help but cry. Her husband tried to calm her down, embrace her and wipe away her tears.

" don't cry baby, forgive me.I've hurt you, I'll tell you everything as honestly as you want mah, but forgive me if my honesty hurts you. I wanted to keep all these mistakes to myself because I didn't want to hurt you but now as you ask I'll say everything is mah"

" Mah.i had an affair with Tasya even before you left for Jakarta I had a special relationship with him for a few months, I'm sorry mah.I was wrong.I resigned.I was wrong to have hurt you dear, I'm sorry I tricked you."

Emma's tears broke, she covered her face with her palms, trying to muffle her crying voice, tightness really tight, husband who she loved so much had the heart to deceive her and betray her. Richard was an excellent man who had desecrated their holy marriage.

" i never thought I'd do this to me. What is my fault pah? Wh why? Why would Papah lie to me and have an affair with him? Tasya.he's my friend pah, he's our neighbor? So all this time you've been playing in front of me, pretending to be good so that the rot you're hiding I don't know? Why is Papah destroying my feelings? I try to survive the temptations of men out there even though I sometimes almost fall but I hold my heart back to stay true to you, faithful to our marriage but is this the reward I get? am I less beautiful pah? Or am I boring?say pah? "

while crying Emma spilled everything that was buried in her heart.

Her husband hugged her and cried, unable to explain anything more, just the apologies he repeatedly said while peeping his wife's forehead repeatedly, bringing his wife into his arms. They cry together.

Richard continued to apologize while tightly hugging his wife.