WIFE INSTINCT

PART 22

It's not easy for Emma to go against her will. His father's words always ring in his ears. Emma tried to think back on everything. His hatred for Tasya was still firmly lingering in his heart.

Emma wanted to make things clear to her husband. As usual Emma prepared dinner for her husband. Richard took his wife's cooking very seriously. Silent, quiet without sound is only the sound of a spoon clashing with a plate. After finishing his meal and taking a short break Richard went to sleep.

Richard: Dad, you want to sleep now, okay?

Emma: I want to talk.

Richard : May mah, gladly papah will listen (with a smile eagerly take a seat next to Emma )

Emma: What about your decision yesterday?

Richard : Mah.had I said I was sorry for all I had said, I was solemn, I did not want to be separated from you, I retracted all my words. It's not as easy as I imagined. Many times I tried to convince myself mah, and it turns out I love you very much and will not be able to escape from you. Give me one more chance to fix everything.

Emma: I love you so much but you've messed it all up, you've ruined it all, I'm trying so hard to give you one more chance, honestly.

Emma: I don't know, but all I feel right now is an empty feeling, I can't explain for sure the more days my love, my love for you, as if it's slowly disappearing.

Richard : Mah. Is this how your feelings change? please mah, jangn never have any intention to go, I will not be able to accept it mah.I know I am wrong mah but please mamah do not go away from me.

Emma: I don't know but this is exactly what I feel. Give me some time to think, I'll decide to stay or go. Please you can sleep..

Richard nodded weakly as he moved into the room.

Emma is not the sloppy type of woman. Although there are many who influence him to do things that are not good just to vent his pain but he still chose him. Silence is not just silence. He was silent but kept thinking, he considered everything well. He also considered all the words of his father. It's not an easy thing. Sometimes her thoughts change, she sometimes feels sorry for her husband but on the one hand there is anger, disappointment, annoyance, heartache united into resentment. Which woman can stand in silence when lied to, betrayed, appeared to, and now easily returns. Not for Emma, life is only once and she does not want to waste time with everything that only gives her grief. He deserves to be happy. He remembers his children's future. He did not want to rush to make a decision. Still cold, silent and indifferent but in her heart still had prayers and hope for her husband. He believed in the miracle of prayer. Still fucked, dumbstruck and unguided Emma's way of mind now. His thoughts and feelings are always opposite. He needs to stabilize his emotions.

" i have to get out of here for a while, my mind is deadlocked if I stay here, I need time so I don't make the wrong decision "

Fix tickets have been booked, still in the same city he decided to leave shortly from his village. Just a few days to departure.