WIFE INSTINCT

PART 11'S

PRAYing is the only thing Emma can do right now. Emma was slumped in a long sadness, dissolving with deep wounds, if only there were no children as a pain reliever in her heart maybe Emma had fallen unable to rise again.

His condition worsened until he fell ill and was hospitalized. The wounds of love hurt more than the wounds of betrayal.

"i'm disappointed, my heart hurts so much, but this heart can't be angry, can't berate it, I love it too much, I love it too much, I admit I can't without him but now I have to try to get used to it without relying on him, I have to be able to "

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Unlike before, usually if Richard went to the office Emma always advised him to be careful on the road and if it had arrived at Richard's office always immediately notify. Emma never forgot to remind her husband for lunch to always pray always spirit in work. Their harmonious and romantic relationship is evident from their excellent communication and caring for each other, now everything is gone in an instant. There was no message from Emma from going to work, although heavy but Emma had to get used to it. Just an unbroken prayer in her heart for her husband.

One day from the morning when her husband left for the office, Emma turned off her phone. He thought it better to have his phone switched off than to be active but without word, he felt tormented and in a sense of worry.

By night her husband had not returned from the office. Emma activates her phone, no doubt there is still hope in her heart for her husband to tell. It turned out to be true, some messages came in and some whatsaap calls were missed. Emma could not wait to open the message.

"why did you turn off your phone, why didn't you ask me how I was doing as usual? I'm on the way I'm stopping for a while I want to make sure if there's no news from you I'd rather die on the street, you really don't care about me anymore"

She read her husband's message with a little wonder. This was not what her husband wanted because he already had Tasya who cared about him. Emma wanted to protest but she abandoned her intentions. She thinks her husband is on the road, she doesn't want anything bad to happen to her husband given the long distance and her husband uses a motorcycle. She didn't want her husband to drive in a mess.

" go home pah.kids have been waiting for you since.we talk about it well at home. I've cooked your favorite food. Pray before continuing the journey"

Emma replied to her husband's message, she deliberately replied like that so that her husband was calm and not much thought. Hearts can't be lied to, Emma still hopes for her husband to change and return to her. He knew it was not easy but he still had a stain of hope, he brought in the Prayer of all his hopes. He resigned. I don't know why she felt her husband would come back to her. Emma always fantasizes in her delusion she imagines her husband back, apologizes to him and leaves Tasya. Emma realized this was impossible but her heart was always hopeful. The days passed by continuing to carry out his duties as a wife even though they are not naked anymore.

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" why are you angry with me,? you haven't given me a few days, do you have to change this fast?"

Suddenly her husband asked. Emma, who had already walked into the room, stopped her steps, turned around and sat down on the chair beside her husband.

" i have not changed my reward, my attention and care are still as it was, I just want to train myself so that when the time comes I can already I am used to it without your news and without telling you, I just want to train myself, so that I'm really ready when you're no longer with me. "

Emma answered with a faint smile. Not a smile of happiness but a fake smile masked an increasingly broken feeling.

"i'm going to sleep now, food's on the table,"

When he turned around and walked towards the room suddenly Richard stood pulling his hand, hugging him tightly as he said,

"i'm sorry I can't make you happy, I'm not a good husband to you."

Emma let go of her husband's embrace, looked at her husband's eyes and said,

" i'm sleeping now yeah, don't forget to eat."

Words do not always represent the true voice of the heart. Emma switched the conversation, not wanting the wound in her heart to bleed again. He's resigned.