WHYS

Remaining Time

The moon opened the door to Arghi's room, finding the older brother patting his chest softly.

"Sick brother?" Arghi looked up. Found the Moon shaking the Star approaching it.

"Slightly pained. Star relapse?"

"Somewhat, adek lo doang lebay."

"Gue cut your body into pieces huh. Bacot really from earlier."

"Lo see Ar? Adek you are so fierce from earlier. But he's past."

"Lo pantes digalakin's. Btw, have you taken your medicine?"

"Udah brother. But the drug does not work. Invited hd even take a walk in it."

"Why not hd?" Now Arghi looked at the stars. His gaze is ordinary, but able to make a Star ketar-ketir.

"Gue felt it was useless." The star lay beside Arghi, staring blankly at the beige roof of the room.

"Just go to the room yeah, want to do the job." The moon ran out of the room. Understand if his brother wants to have a serious conversation with the Stars.

"Aren't you afraid of dying?" Arghi asked after the door was tightly closed.

The one asked shook his head. "You are afraid, death will come."

"But if the gini lo disease even more violent. He said you love the Moon. Have not also fought you instead go first, or you fail dear Moon?"

Dartest star. But Arghi felt that the laughter of the Stars sounded bland. Like there's another meaning behind it.

"My dear never lost to him, even increasing in every second. With a look at his face it hurts me as if I lost the start."

"Keep why not hd? You're fucking bright?"

The stars did not answer. Her net rolled through the roof of the room with a nelangsa look. "Gue can't answer."

There was a pause before Arghi changed his position which was originally sitting on the edge of the mattress, leaning against the headboard.

"Lo know? Even though I had surgery, the fear was still there. I'm afraid that at any time this heart is in a struggle. From this morning until now my chest hurt. And for some reason, the feeling I've been feeling bad lately. Let's see you both."

The stars quietly sighed with smiles. Arghi's sensibility is that high. "Tomorrow to check how? We go home to school and we pick it up. Don't let it go."

"Tomorrow I'll check it out for you guys at school."

"Isn't there any Dirga?"

"american. There's urgent business there."

"Yes, I'll be home from school. Don't go alone."

"Why? I'm so big."

"So you go alone, keep amit-amit nih ya, bad news comes out. You won't be honest with us." Arghi sneered but did not reply. What the Stars say is fact, so he won't dodge.

"Gue school ah, did Dirga not see."

"This is the character of the son of the devil."

"Say I want to check. Yes I dong school let's not go back and forth from school to the house to the hospital."

"Gue got in the car, not on foot. Congor lo could've been alesan."

"Udah ah, my chest pain is debating the same lo."

Arghi piled up three pillows first then lay there. His chest tightened suddenly.

"Seek huh? Can I get an oxygen mask?" Arghi. He can still neutralize.

"Tell Bin, what did you say?"

The star immediately smiled remembering his day with the Moon today. "We have many stories about life. Even the cry."

Arghi's eyes are breaking. "You two? Crying?" Stars nodded.

"From three o'clock we talked about a lot of things. Until dusk we just stopped. Sitting at dusk like a date." Arghi chuckled softly at the carefree look of his best friend.

"But out of all the chatter, she never told him about her childhood. You ever ask about her life at the parlour?"

Arghi. "But there is no definitive answer. He said it was like a normal life. Wake up, shower, breakfast, school, clean up, play with the other kids, sleep."

"But from the story he was different."

"How's story?"

"When he was eight years old he had suicidal intentions." Arghi's body stiffened for a moment. Why does the moon never tell?

"That time the situation at the parlor was empty again. He said there was one girl who was willing to pretend stomach pain for the moon that would never be invited to vacation. I think, from the words he who said he would never be invited to the holiday was already a proof if he was in the home not like you said earlier. Even suicidal thoughts at such a small age."

Arghi's body felt more limp than before. Why did he just find out about it? Anything the Moon has missed to not want to tell its story.

"Gue asked for a story of his life in the orphanage. But he said, ntar added the burden of my mind. From there I'm more convinced, if his life in a heavy parlour, heavier than I thought."

"Bin, please take the oxygen mask." Pinta Arghi is hard-earned.

Hurriedly the Star took the mask in the nightstand drawer and then put it into Arghi's nose. Grimacing softly saw how Arghi inhaled the air so greedily.

"Why? Need to go to the hospital?" Arghi shook his head slowly.

"News again." Pintanya.

"What other story?"

"We told each other about the suicide experience."

Arghi grimaced softly. "I thought I wanted your stupid behavior first."

The star smirked with his innocent look. "Thank you. If you hadn't stopped me, I might never have met the Moon."

"Nyengir lo," when Arghi raised his hand to hit the star, he swiftly dodged.

"Nor boss, not anymore."

"I'm sorry, I used to take it very hard. You're even willing to come to me, when you're sick again."

"Thank you for pulling me out of the dark. It's like being the luckiest person in the world I've got a best friend like you."

Arghi smiled hearing that. "Thank you to yourself too. As strong as I narik lo, will still fall too if there is no will in your heart."

The star hugged itself. "Thank you little star."

Just by looking at the behavior of the Star alone had made Arghi laugh. But not long because his chest pain is not playing if he laughs too loose. His hands were raised to open the oxygen mask to coincide with the Moon entering the room with two glasses of warm water.

"Seek sister?" Tanya Moon was worried when she saw Arghi take off the breathing apparatus.

"It's reduced." Answered Arghi with a gentle smile.

"Sit here deck." Pinta Arghi patted the empty spot next to him. The moon nodded, put the glass to the nightstand first and sat down next to Arghi.

"You want another pillow?" Arghi.

"Bin, how? Reduced already? Or still sick? If you still have pain to the doctor. I'll bring the rope so you can stain on the bed, wash the blood."

"Udah is reduced. You're so cruel." The star shuddered while slightly distancing its body. Fearful that the Moon would drag him to the hospital.

"Where were the streets?"

"Enak. But he's bummering, hanging on for a long time." The moon glanced at the cynical star.

"If I speak honestly, it's no longer dreadful."

"Yes, but don't be so honest! I'm hot cold with you by the way."

Arghi laughed without a sound. Usually women if salting is stealthy. But her sister is different. The girl blatantly said that she was misbehaving.

"Is there anything in there? I didn't forget to eat, did I?"

"Yes eat. We have a lot of stories there. Even cry together. I should have seen the Crying Star. That rare moment. Try the videogame."

"The reproach of this sad person. Very inconsiderate."

"Lo is human. Why am I periin?"

"The right moment is cil. Just be happy."

Arghi rubbed the Moon's hand. "What's the story about?" Ask softly Arghi.

"Temen adek story in the home. He was very kind, always believed equally well. Even he's adek nemenin in the parlor. Though he should have taken another vacation to the beach, because it is rarely really able to walk outside. But he's even more choosy at the adek nemenin' parlor."

"Why not go on vacation?"

Arghi and the Star instantly caught the look of that pain behind the eyes of the Moon's crescent. Although the girl smiled until her eyes were in line, the sad was still clearly printed.

"It wasn't good anymore, so just rest at home." Arghi and the Stars can't believe it. But choose to be silent because it looks like the Moon really does not want to tell the truth.

"So don't buy a cold drink, do you?" Ask Arghi who already understands the person of his brother who maniac cold drinks without looking at the weather. And even more ice cream.

The star evaporated first and then replied. "No, just calm down. I pesenin without nanyain he wants what pesen. Good thing I didn't ask for ice."

Moon squealing. Stars are not very cooperative.

"Will we get some ice cream?" The face of the Moon shone.

"You!" The answer is full of passion. For a long time he had not felt the pleasure of the cold sensation of ice cream.

Arghi picked up a pillow that he rarely touched. It was his pillow when he was a child that he continued to put on the bed even though it was not used. Slightly shifted his body, then placed the pillow beside him. "Lay here." The moon only complies. Right after getting the most comfortable position, the Moon immediately felt a gentle swab on the head. Arghi splits his blanket with the Moon, then kisses the little brother's forehead briefly.

The star that was silent. It turned out that the guy was fighting with drowsiness. Seen from his eyes are soft and occasionally closed.

"Pake was Bin's blanket." Arghi's decree restores Star consciousness. The guy lazily pulled the blanket on the end of the mattress, stretched it out originally, then closed.

Arghi changed to rubbing the forehead of the Star which contained some cold sweat. Arghi certainly knows if the star was holding back pain. "Thank you for fighting Bin."

"Sleep deck," after wiping the Star's head for a while, Arghi returned to the Moon. Continuing his stalled swipe.

The moon looked up to see Arghi's face more clearly. "Still have a chest pain? Something's not lost yet?"

"They're all reduced." Answer Arghi.

"Really? No lie?"

"Dear, let's go to sleep."

The moon changed its position to tilt. He put his hand on Arghi's stomach. Seeking comfort in the brother's arms.

Arghi in a fixed position returned the embrace of his sister. For a moment his mind was withering. About her feelings that have been uncomfortable lately. It doesn't taste very good. As if something was forcibly taken from him. But he doesn't understand what it is. Several times his brain convinced him that nothing bad was going to happen. But his heart said something else.

"Lord, please take care of the people I love. Don't make me feel like I lost God again. I can't feel it anymore. Please take my life, not theirs."