WHYS

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This morning Dirga ran frantically to the Star room in search of her youngest sister. But after arriving there he only found the figure of a Star. The moon is not there.

"Why?" 

"Ah, no. Just want to put in a state of lo aja." Not wanting to make the stars think, Dirga lied. 

"Rest again yes, I go first." After closing the door Dirga again ran to Abian's room.

"Running game? Lo's body is still lemes anjir." 

"Moon isn't everywhere, what should I be?" Dirga asked in a rage. Abian approached and pushed Dirga to sit on the edge of the gurney.

"Relax yourself, the moon must be in this hospital. Take a break here, don't go anywhere. Let me find the moon." Abian immediately put on a jacket and walked out of his room leaving Dirga with his anxiety.

On the other hand, the girl he was looking for had just opened her eyes. His net looked around and stopped as he caught Reyhan's figure asleep on the sofa. Soon the moon came down from the gurney.

"Sir Rey," Moon patted Reyhan's cheek gently until the man woke up.

"Why sleep on the couch? Why did I go to my sister's bed? Brother is sick!"

"Ngomel mulu you." Reyhan changed positions to sit down then glanced at the wall clock at a glance.

"Next time don't do that again. Good thing only mild hypothermia semalem."

"Sorry," Reyhan took off the Moon's jacket. Revealing the left arm, Reyhan replaced the bandage on the Moon's left arm that had a deep cut. After that, put on the moon jacket. Being treated like that reminded the Moon of the figure of Arghi. Her brother had always treated her this softly making his eyes involuntarily heat up.

Reyhan gently stroked the Moon's head which was still bowed. "Come, brother Anter to doctor Arina. They must have found you." Reyhan took the Moon to Arina's room.

"Good Moon, where are you from, son?" Arina cupped the Moon's face, checking if there were any new wounds on the girl's body. Unanswered, Arina looked at Reyhan. And like having telepathy, Reyhan nodded.

"Thank you Rey for taking care of the Moon. Her brother was so panicked earlier, thought the Moon was kidnapped again."

Reyhan nodded. "I'm sorry Doc."

"Yes, get some rest."

After Reyhan disappeared, Arina hugged the Moon tightly. Just like a mother who calms her child.

"Great children's month." Arina let go of her embrace and smiled gently.

"We went to Abian's room. Your brother's been freaking out until the infusion is misty." Arina stared at the silent Moon. The girl's stare was like a daze. Immediately Arina brought the Moon to Abian's room.

"Sir," Dirga instantly rose from the gurney attacking the Moon with a hug. Indeed, he was very panicked from morning until noon to afternoon did not find his sister anywhere. Her eyes traced the Moon from head to toe just like Arina did earlier. Make sure there are no new wounds on the body of the sister. After that cupped the pale face of the Moon that felt cold in his warm hands.

"Where did his body get so cold?" The moon shook with its head bowed.

"Dirga, you take a month of rest. Don't be left behind." Arina said without a sound in the end. Dirga nodded in understanding then led the Moon to the gurney. Arina left the brothers.

The moon lay with Dirga in a gurney with Dirga's arms as a cushion. Dirga drowned Moon's face into her chest, gently stroking the long mane.

"Everything is not wrong. There's nothing wrong here. Instead, I thank you for having survived until my brother came there. Thank you for surviving and fighting until gini's wounds. Even earlier, the chatter called for help when Arghi and Bintang were dying. Adek also helped his brother to be surrounded. Try if adek not come, already finished brother in their hands."

"We pray a lot that Dimas' organ is suitable for Arghi and Bintang."

Moon looks up. "So Brother Dimas?"

Dirga nodded. "That's his last request. Nyesek anyway, a friend of his life when his brother died at the hands of his brother, and that's because of his brother. But what else, it's all fate. Want brother crying blood Dimas will not be able to live again. Dimas also may have been heavy as papa mama. All you can do now is doain him and sincerely so that he can leave quietly. But honestly, guilt is excruciating. Like other humans, my brother is also smart. If Dimas hadn't saved my sister, she'd still be healthy by now. But back to destiny. Even if Dimas did not save his brother, he would still die in another way because his life time was up. Same with all yesterday. The war will still happen even if you are not kidnapped. So you have no right to blame yourself."

Dirga dipped the head of the Moon long enough. The little sister continued to be silent with an empty look making him worried.

Dirga smiled happily. At least the Moon responded to his words even though it was just a small nod. 

...~~~...

This morning, at eight in the morning.

The firstborn was busy walking to and fro non-stop. His eyes could not be separated from the operating room for a second. His brother is struggling in there. His heart did not stop praying, hoping that the surgery would be successful and Arghi would not have to be in pain again.

Where is the youngest? The girl was in the Star room. Dirga told him to accompany Bintang while waiting for Arghi to operate.

"Bin, just take my kidney." The star frowned at the sign of dislike.

The face of the Moon looks gloomy even though it is not too obvious. The stars can see that.

Kidney dimas are not suitable for stars. That's what makes the moon moody. But on the other hand he's happy Arghi will be cured soon.

"Lan, help me sit down."

"Well?"

"Gapapa, keep sinking pegel."

Without much further questioning the Moon raises the gurney lever until the Stars get the most comfortable position. 

"Sit here" the star patted the empty side beside him. The Moon without much protest, sitting in front of the Star who had been staring at him softly.

"The wounds are dry?"

"Some time," the Moon answered briefly. Still don't understand what the motivation of the Star is to ask that.

"Do you see me?" The moon nodded in doubt as she opened her jacket.

"This is still the worst red, right?" The moon nodded back.

"When was this bandage last replaced?"

The moon was silent for a moment. "Semalem, 2 o'clock this morning."

Smiling stars. "That means six hours." The star suddenly opened the bandage. Produces deep wrinkles on the Moon's forehead.

"Pinter, not as much as yesterday. It's a rapid advance. Again, yes, slowly will." The star said that while patting the Moon's head softly.

The girl was stunned. He knows what the stars mean. Last night the Moon slashed his arm, precisely in the most severe wound so as not to be too obvious. Why do stars know? Though he did that in the toilet which of course on the clock people have been diving into the dream realm.

"Kok you know?" Drooping down, Moon's hands clenched tightly to leave a mark as a result of her fairly long nails.

The star takes off the Moon's grip. Hugged the girl tightly. It turned out to be this severe mental damage to the girl. He promised himself to guard the Moon with all his life, but he failed. He failed to maintain a mental which is certainly very important and can never be cured completely

The girl was crying now. A cry capable of breaking hearts for anyone who hears. Only this time did the Star hear the Moon cry out bitterly like that.

"Gue here, I'll always be next to you." The words of the Star can add to the cries of the Moon.

"Lo inget no? You were always there for me when I was down. When I feel worthless in this world. When my parents thought I was the wind, you came to my life, coloring my days dark. From there I promise myself to always take care of you. I feel like I follow the pain of lo always cover things that are not good to be buried alone. I always think, how to make you open with me, so I'm a place to lean, where you pour out your heart. And I succeeded after all these years. Lo cry in front of me for the first time in the hospital rooftop. Do you know what I am feeling? I'm happy, seneng finally you want to be my backrest."

"Stellar Pain" the Moon. He was holding back the cry that made his body tremble.

"Hey, just cry. Get out of everything you're damned." The star placed its chin on the head of the Moon and involuntarily shed tears. "The great woman is the woman who dares to do everything, including tears."