WHYS

I'm Here

"Arghi is resting. You should also get some rest soon." Cakra said and then came out of Arghi's room.

The moon sits next to Arghi's gurney. Looking at the pale face of the brother who was covered in oxygen masks.

Again because of him. If he hadn't said that, would Arghi still have fallen? Seems not. He is basically the unlucky carrier.

The moon is deep. His hand was raised banging his head hard enough while chanting foolish remarks to himself.

"Lo's really good," Moon stopped his punch while laughing blankly. All right, he's crazy now.

Some time inside the Moon, the girl finally came out of Arghi's nursery to seek the wind and clear her mind.

In the middle of his journey down the aisle, the Moon caught the back of someone the Moon knew very well.

"Star?" Call the Moon in doubt and fortunately the man turned his head.

"What's going on here? What pain does gini infuse? Since when did you get sick? Why don't you tell? Your face is so big!" A series of questions finally came out of the Moon's mouth.

"Anu, it's, um, it hurts. What a pain." The Moon's forehead shriveled.

"The real answer. What pain? Why don't you tell me it hurts to try?"

"What's going on here? Any issues?" Ask the Star to switch topics.

The moon was silent.

"To the garden yuk," invited the Star and then pulled the hand of the Moon.

The two sat under a large tree that was right in the middle of the hospital garden. Many benches were empty because it was night. There was no one else but them there. But the two even chose to sit with a tree as a backrest.

"You want a story?" Fresh Stars.

"Silver relapsed."

"And than?"

The moon is back. The star sure isn't just about Arghi, there's definitely something else.

"Lo why?" Instead of answering the Star question, the Moon asked.

"I don't know, I woke up in the hospital."

What kind of answer is that. Really, the Star brain is suddenly dead-end looking for a reasonable answer.

"Lo sampe treated this way means quite severe. Lo sick what?" Ask the Moon again.

"Anemia maybe?"

"I doubt that, he answered. Which actually dong, and since when do you have anemia?"

"I told you I didn't know."

"Can't be!"

"Judah, don't believe me."

Silence moment. "Lo's being addressed again?" Ask the stars carefully.

"No, no."

Stars believe the Moon is lying. Evidently with the movement of the girl when going to lean on the tree trunk earlier, very carefully.

"You crying?"

Moon throbbing. "I cry?"

The star breathed a long breath. It is difficult to make the moon open.

"Bin, man,"

"Why?"

"Who would want to die?"

"Husss, I'm sewing your mouth if you say that again!"

The moon takes a deep breath.

"Many people suffer more than me. Basically, I've just had a better time."

"Neg Moon. There are times when a person is saturated with his life, but that does not mean he has to give up. There are still many people who love you."

"One of them is Arghi. Even people who have just seen you can understand Arghi's affection for you. He can survive this far because there are lo beside him. Once upon a time, the time where Arghi was in a position between his life and death. He woke up after a long sleep, and his position you have been taken by om Cahyo somewhere. I really want the voice of him who was like people want to die, nanyain lo where. I initially spit out a lie, but you know how Arghi kayak itself, let alone about lo. Yes, I want to tell you if he was brought by om Cahyo, and he cried. He's guilty of being unable to guard you from your parents' rampage."

The Moon's head bowed. Resisting the tears that have filled the net.

"You're tired, you can tell. Or if you don't want a carita, you spill it with a cry. Nangis does not mean weak, it does not mean you are crybaby. I know, with a cry will not lose your heavy load. But at least you have an impingement on the severity of the incident you went through. I'm always ready to be a backrest."

"Your intention to die is wrong. I know you just want to end the pain that you feel, not really want to die. That's because you're at your lowest. That's why I said get out. Or if you want, you can hit me, bite me or anything that can make you relieved. Lo can pinch my shoulder to make a snot lap lo when you cry. You can come by when the Moon."

"Lo wrong Bin, I really want to die. I'm not lying."

"Maybe it's selfish, but I'm the same Arghi needs you." The star looked at the girl who was still bowed in. "It may sound better, but you're like half of our lives." Blood Moon felt rustling hearing the sincere words of the man beside her.

The hand of the rising star stroked the head of the Moon. He looked down to see the face of the girl

His expectations were shattered when he saw the girl's look of emptiness, not tears or anything like his expectations. It makes the moon open.

Stars bring the Moon into their arms. "It's up to you to cry or go to sleep."

And finally the mood went back to silence. There was only the sound of crickets filling the silence that night. His gaze circulated to all directions that felt quite gripping.

An hour passed. The star glanced at the watch on the Moon's hand. Right at midnight.

"Lan,"

"What?"

"Jeez, what did you do earlier?!"

"Diem aja."

"Lo's not sleeping? Your eyes are like a burnt pot, you know not!"

"Back yuk, it's so bad. Lo again pain can't be here it should be." The moon pulls the stars to its feet.

"Which room?" Ask the Moon in the middle of the journey.

"Repo."

"Seriously anjir!"

"125," replied the lazy star.

The moon will take the stars to the room.

"Well, this is going straight to sleep."

"Iye, I'm going first."

The moon passed in front of the stars. His feet continued to climb the hospital floor. A little confused as to why no one was in sight. Even though the clock is past midnight, there are usually always nurses or doctors who roam one or two.

The moon hastened its pace. Not because he was afraid of ghosts, but there was an unpleasant feeling in his mind. Like someone was following him from behind.

His breathing was relieved after closing the door of the room. Sitting back beside Arghi's gurney, clasping those cold, burly hands. His mind again remembered the words of the Star in the garden earlier.

"I'm sorry I didn't think of my sister. I even want to die."

"FUCKING BRINGER!"

"UNUSEFUL!"

"YOU'RE BECAUSE OUR PARENTS DIED!"

"YOU ARGHI ARE SUFFERING!"

"DO WHAT YOU LIVE IF YOU ONLY BECOME RIGHTEOUS!"

"I feel like I'd really like to kill you, but then I have no more vaults, and Arghi will be angry with me."

Again that voice. The moon shut both of her ears tightly. But still the voice was ringing in the head.

"Go" the Moon.

His head seems to be breaking. The sound was like pulling his hair from the roots, making his head buzz painfully.

The hand then led her into a warm embrace. From the scent of his body, the Moon knew who it was.

"Well you go?" The moon nodded slowly.

The moon felt very calm as the big hand rubbed her hair gently.

"Thank you for being a strong woman."

Their hugs are released. The man cupped the Moon's head upwards until the gazes of the two met.

"I'm here's. You can come to me any time, anywhere, and whenever you want. I'm not leaving you."

"Thank you, Star."

...~~~...

The morning wind pierced the skin. Arghi leaned his body against the back of the bench, enjoying the cold with his eyes closed quietly.

"Can you sit here?" Arghi opened his eyes. His brown iris catches a foreigner.

Arghi nodded and smiled slightly.

"I know, I'm Jidan."

Arghi then welcomed the hand. "Arghi."

"Gue often sees you." Jidan began the conversation.

"Seriously?" Tanya Arghi couldn't believe it.

"Because this hospital is like my second home. So I memorized the faces of people who come here often." Evidently.

"What pain does it hurt?" Ask Jidan.

"My heart is broken."

Jidan nodded in understanding. "Liver cancer."

"Stadium?"

"Two paths to three."

Arghi's eyes immediately broke.

"Say you're a hospital resident, you're not on medication?"

"Well, whose life knows. Even if you've been on medication as often as ever if it's time, how else?"

Arghi. He often thinks about it. No matter how tight he guarded his body, if death had picked up all the struggles it would have melted down.

"Gue is actually resigned if I die, besides I am tired. But it feels so heavy for me. He's alone." Jidan turned to Arghi. "You must think that too, right?"

Arghi surprised. How did Jidan know?

"Gue often see lo, automatically I also see adek lo. From the way you perlakuin adek lo tuh, kasa really if you love him."

"Lo psychic huh? Or stalker?" Arghi looked at Jidan horror.

"Yes no! I'm not that old, why am I a stalker?"

"Hus, mouth. Age no one knows. I could have died first."

"Lo can heal. I'll donate my heart to you."

"Come on, where's the bus-"

"Oh, he's dead, taken away." The Star suddenly came from behind.

"When are you here?" Ask Arghi sewot.

"Since the Moon was born to the earth." Answer the original star and sit next to Arghi.

"Oh yeah, know me the most handsome star in the sky." The star extended its hand to Jidan.

"Jidan."

"SISTER!" The three immediately turned to the origin of the extremely deafening cry of the foreskin.

"Geez, deck, why come here? Could it be in the room, right? Demem again too, still like worms get detergent!" Omel Jidan's.

The woman thawed. "Why are you going to the park? Worried to know when I woke up, my sister wasn't in bed. I walked around the building, he said in the park. Just tell me if you want to go, I'll go. If there's anything? Don't you fucking like that anymore. Let's go!" Jidan diomeli is no less long.

The brother just sighed.

"Yes, not anymore. Yes, you go to the room first. The wind is cold, it hurts more." Jidan's voice softened.

"Sister?"

"Sister will follow, seriously." The woman pressed her lips.

"Well, if not." After that run away from Jidan.

"DEK DON'T LAR-"

BRACKET

"Dad!" Arghi and Jidan together.

Both of them immediately approached the origin of the sound. It was fortunate that they still remembered their infusion pole.

Arghi helped the Moon to stand up. "Gapapa's grandfather?" arghi asked while examining the Moon's body.

"What the hell is that."

"Kan, I told you not to run, jatoh will be!"

Jihan, Jidan's younger sister, doesn't care about her brother's nagging. He approached the Moon with a guilty look.

"You gapapa? Sorry yes," jihan said.

Moon smiling sweetly. "Whoa, I was also wrong earlier the way was spit-cheek."

"Emm, yaudah, that's it. We go back, sorry again." Said Jidan then pulled Jihan away from there.

After the two brothers disappeared from sight Arghi opened his voice. "I'm sorry I missed out on Semalem."

Moon shaking. "Somebody apologized for talking recklessly."

Arghi embraces the Moon and takes her to the bench she left behind.

The stars are still there. He actually wanted to leave because he was embarrassed. Many people looked towards them at the time of the collision. But he abandoned his intentions. When else to watch a live fraternity drama.

"Lo sleeps at four in the morning." The Star Stove after Arghi and the Moon sat. He still wants to see a drama.

The eyes of the two brothers were breaking simultaneously.

Arghi stared at the Moon of horror. "Tell?"

The moon is the star in the heart.

"Anu, that's." The moon cannot answer. His mouth stiffened instantly.

"No panic, no panic? Panic, time no!" The stars are becoming.

"Sorry." The girl was at a loss for words.

Arghi took a long breath. "Jude, we're back in the room. How did you wake up? Nightmare?" Ask softly Arghi.

"Sister also why wake-up directly say? Adek was shocked. Where to wake up already on the bed, must be the brother of the culprit." Sergey Moon defended himself.

"Father, just join me." Arghi origin. "Oh yeah, what are you doing here? What pain do you have?" The question that had been stored in my mind was finally revealed.

"Gue joined the house, so he slept here." Arghi immediately pinned the head of the Star making the owner of the head grimace.

"The real anjir!"

"Didn't know me! I've been mending lo back, bring the leak to sleep." Tukas Stars.

Arghi stared at the Star for a while with a hard-to-understand look, then left while pulling the Moon's hand. Leaving the Star that immediately laid his body on the park bench after the departure of Moon and Arghi.

His breath was blown, relieved that Arghi had not questioned him further.