WHYS

Hope

"Bi Aniiiiii.." greet the Stars.

"Den Star, haven't seen you in a long time." Bi Ani stopped watering her plants and approached the Stars.

"Auntie's getting older, it's getting pretty." Bi Ani laughed. It was common for him to face the words Star crocodile.

"Btw bi, Arghi is there?"

"Den Arghinya went to the hospital two hours ago."

"Relapse again bi?"

Bi Ani nodded. "So the plate suddenly fell unconscious."

"Keep, the moon's at home?" Ask the stars again.

"Well that. Non Moon had just woken up directly nanyain den Arghi to where. Yes aunt replied it was in the hospital. Directly change clothes, it's gone. Again a high fever. Aunty said it later, or not auntie temenin. Uh non Moon is even nolak." Bi Ani.

"Jude, I went to the hospital first. Thanks bi."

The star went into Arghi's room. Looking at the wonder of his best friend who was staring blankly at the ceiling of the hospital. He did not find the Moon there.

"Ar," Arghi flinched then turned his head.

"Is it better?" Arghi nodded slowly.

"Bin, man,"

"What?"

"Gue is useless?"

"Who said?"

"Gue himself."

The star breathed. "Lo is more than useful Ar. You made me stay, which made me realize that I still have someone on my side. You could be my best friend, brother, even my father."

"And lo, who made Moon feel affection when her parents did not even bother her to live. Lo is always by his side, encourage him whatever he does. Appreciation in every achievement. Nemenin he's in a moment of fear. You're the only one who can admit it all."

"Lo is more than useful Ar, you're valuable to us."

Arghi. Little did not believe that who was beside him was his best friend who usually could never be taken seriously.

"Am I that useful?"

"Yes, you're useful."

Arghi opened his eyes. Shocked as the Star suddenly answered the question of his heart. Has Bintang switched jobs from a prospective CEO to a psychic?

Looking at the place where the Bintang sat, his sense of worth changed with horror. The man was now smiling at him.

"Get the dog." Umbat Arghi.

The originally radiant face of the Star instantly turned flat. "Tai can't be invited to melow."

...~~~...

The moon sits under a tree in the hospital garden befriending an infusion pole on her left. Sleeping for six hours can make the heat drop even though his head is still throbbing.

His eyes were focused on the leaves of the tree that had fallen by the strong wind. Spring has come.

Closing both his eyes, enjoying every gust of wind that hit. He likes this atmosphere. Quiet and silent. There was only the sound of leaves and wind and the noise of the people who were also sitting in the garden, not far from where he was sitting.

Opening his eyes, his net rolled to a group of families laughing loosely. So warm. It was as if they were comforting a woman wearing hospital clothes. Judging from the twinkle of the spirit of the woman. Laughter came out of her pale lips. It was able to make the corner of the Moon's lips interested. Showing a sad smile.

Can he feel that? Even once in a lifetime, it's okay. Just a minute is okay. Really, he wanted to feel the warmth of a whole family. Or does he have to be very ill first in order to be treated gently?

Many say that one's happiness will come when the time comes. God will not give such a heavy suffering. And now, the Moon is waiting for when its turn comes.

"Oh my moon, why is it as if I were the one who suffered the most." Wirihnya while shaking strongly to expel his low thoughts.

Directing the net in the other direction. The family view was too painful to see.

And now Moon finds an adult man wearing a patient's shirt with an infusion to his left sitting on a long bench. She is holding a little girl whom Moon believes is her daughter.

"The fine papa cepet cured can antelin Gina to school." The moon smiled faintly hearing the child's slurred words. Very amusing.

The man also stroked his son's head. "Later papa makain healed ya. Gina don't get sick like papa. Papa's son must not be sick, he must be healthy."

The boy nodded.

"Gina, if papa doesn't exist, Gina can't cry."

"Where are you going? Why can't Gina cry?"

"Kalo Gina cried, papa got sick."

The girl shook her head strongly. "Papa can't be sick. Gina will not cry."

The moon looked at both. Is that guy in a lot of pain? If so, the Moon could not imagine how the daughter would feel if her father left her. Moreover, the child was still very small.

Soon a woman approached the father and son.

"You guys here turned out. Mama's been everywhere."

"Well, Gina ate first. Eat a lot, but don't miss." Said the father while giving the little woman's body to the wife.

"Papa is - is there." The woman laughed and invited the Moon to smile.

"Why not come?"

"Later to come, dear."

"Don't forget another hour papa chemo." The woman's sweat.

"Yes. Must've eaten a lot of Gina."

"Cancer huh?" Moon Mumbles.

The moon looked back at the big tree. "May they be healed."

Sighing, the Moon slumped her face on both knees. It was so wonderful to see both sights.

Shaken in surprise, Moon raised her head when a hand touched her shoulder. And even more surprised it turns out that the man who had been watching Moon had been sitting next to him.

He smiled shadyly. "Name of Gavin. What's your name?"

"Om month." Answer's clumsy.

"You alone?"

"No, I'm the same again." Gavin laughed at the Moon's innocent reply.

"Ohh, no. There's another sister being treated here as well."

"Why not her brother? Than on the outside, the wind is so tight."

"You see the view." Gavin nodded in understanding.

"What sick month?"

"Of course it's ordinary."

The moon was petrified when Gavin touched the Moon's forehead. After that he stroked the Moon's hair slowly.

"Usually if the sample is treated high dememnya. Now it's down means. Cepet healed ya."

Unconsciously his eyes glazed along with the pain in the heart. The moon turned her face to the side as her tears fell. Deleting it quickly hopes Gavin doesn't notice.

But Gavin has seen it.

"Kalo Moon needs a backup, the Moon can come when. This hospital is."

Her tears are flowing again. Gavin's voice was so soft that it made the Moon cry profusely. Inwardly grieving himself for just yesterday he was crying. Though his promise was only for that night, but the man beside him again invited overcast.

Removing her tears, Moon smiled. "Om should be healed. Don't stay with Gina's wife."

Gavin smiled gently making Moon's eyes water again. Imagining the figure beside him was Cahyo. He would definitely roll around when it was also so happy.

"Cry as much as you. No one forbids."

The moon lowered her head, wiping away her tears until she was no longer left. He cannot cry in front of others.

"Sorry to you."

"Loh, why apologize? Crying is not a mistake."

Gavin was silent for a moment. He remembered someone he had met on the bridge. "You can't keep everything alone. Mental can't be bought again if it's broken. So as much as possible you, as the owner of the body, keep what God has given."

"Om hope you understand." Gavin's wrecking the Moon's hair. "Om has to go. I'm sorry I couldn't keep you up for long."

The moon looked at Gavin's shady face, then smiled sweetly. "The spirit of the chemo."

Said the Moon as she clenched her hands together.

Gavin rattled the Moon's hair. "Om go first."

The moon stared at the wide back that was getting more and more invisible. His eyes glanced ahead.

"Dad,"

"Mother,"

"The moon is so dear to you."

"When we play yuk. Same with Arghi and Dirga."

"We're going to the beach. Play water, swim, see the sun go down."

"We're going to the park. Chat, eat, play chases, buy ice cream."

"We're in..."

The word of the Moon stopped. His tongue felt mute along with a drop of clear bulir that again pressed out.

He was just a dream. But why does it feel this painful? Can't he hope?

Removing her rough tears, the Moon hit her head strongly. "Don't cry."

The closed eyes were close to stop the tears.

"We watched together in the living room until late. After that fell asleep in the family room. Tomorrow we have breakfast together while bribing. Then play again." Moon smiling miris.

"Definitely exciting without lo Moon."

...~~~...

Cakra entered the Arghi room. A little confused because they did not find a cat-mannered girl there. There were only two teenage boys filling the room.

"Well, the moon isn't here?"

"Well?!" Arghis.

"Well?!" Star.

"Cock on all hah?"

"They weren't here." Answer Arghi. "What do you mean is missing?" Arghi started to panic.

"Barusan om stayin the Moon, just behind him is not there. I thought the moon was here."

The star is holding Arghi's motion. "Let me look for it."

The star rose from its seat. But only three steps of the Star's movement stopped when the door was opened from the outside. The figure of the Moon with its infinity pole stood there, staring at the three men inside innocently.

The moon closed the door, looking at the men with questioning gazes. "Why on diem?" Tanya Moon looked at the three in wonder.

"Where are you from?" Ask Arghi.

"Ohh, from the garden." Answer Month.

"Jeez. om nyariin you! Kirain was kidnapped, she knew it was going to the park."

"Hehe.. sorry om." Moon Grin.

Pulling the infusion close to Arghi's gurney. "Are you in a gap? Still sore?" Asked Moon to Arghi who was still looking at him fixedly.

Exhaling a sigh of relief, Arghi smiled then changed his position to sit down. "Sir gapapa." Arghi's hand raised touched the Moon's forehead. Smiling when he knew his sister's body temperature wasn't as hot as it was this afternoon.

"Why go to the park? The wind is strong again, the wind will catch." Arghi pulled the Moon's wrist and sat down next to her.

"Boss."

The moon hugged Arghi from the side. She spread her head onto the broad shoulders of her brother who was immediately replied by Arghi.

As the Moon expected. The embrace of her brother is always able to dispel the anxiety in the heart.

"Dadk dear sister."

Arghi smiles. Her hand raised stroked gently the beautiful mane of the Moon and then briefly peeked at the warm forehead.

"Sister is more affectionate."