Who is Myself

Wanted to end

Slowly Aldo's feet climbed into the room where Tania was being cared for, his heart really rumbled. Her steps were so heavy, but she tried to keep going.

Once on Tania's side, Aldo's tears could no longer be contained. From tonight on he's really gonna leave his beloved wife to stay at the Mental Hospital. Their dream when starting the household ark is now completely gone.

Slowly Aldo's hand stroked Tania's hair, then kissed her forehead. Her chest was getting claustrophobic, hoping all this was just a nightmare in her sleep. But it turned out that all this was indeed a reality that he had to face.

It was getting dark, the patient's clock was over. Now Aldo wants to go home with his ART who had earlier accompanied Aldo to the Mental Hospital.

Meanwhile, Kirani still can not understand the real situation, in his mind struggling with good prejudice and also bad prejudice. Want to try to contact Aldo but there is a feeling of fear, fear if Aldo does not care so much about him. Because no matter what the circumstances were Aldo was still a lawful husband and wife with Tania.

But Kirani was also unable to keep silent continuously. Because the question that continues to arise in his mind it will always disturb his mind if he has not received a definite answer from Aldo about what really happened.

That night Kirani's heart was really upset, she hoped Aldo would contact her first. So he can ask freely.

But unlike what Kirani hopes, Aldo actually really did not pay attention to Kirani at all. His soul was shaken, even now Aldo was a little beginning to understand what kind of sense of mental disorder Tania had experienced the first time her soul was shaken.

That night she occupied the seat where her usual Tania was wailing towards the window. There is a deep sense of longing and loss in Aldo's heart, although all this time Tania is just like a statue and occasionally makes a sound only if crying and screaming. But by still being able to see Tania by his side, Aldo felt comfortable. That's why Aldo always refused if Tania asked to be treated at the Mental Hospital. It was not that he did not care about Tania's circumstances, but that he was not ready to part with Tania in such a way.

Aldo wants a little atone for his guilt by still keeping Tania well at home and he treats Tania worthy of his normal wife's psyche even though they have never had a husband and wife relationship.

Although all of that will never change the situation, Tania's situation even worsened. But there was a little sense of relief in Aldo's heart for trying to stay afloat by keeping Tania.

The night passed with each other's eg.Kirani's mind was filled with questions about Aldo, while in Aldo's mind just thought about the state of Tania.

Until the morning picks up and the sun begins to shine welcoming the routine of every person in all parts of the world. There you see Aldo who is still not awake.Not yet awakened from a deep sleep, but has not awakened from his daydream.

Until the time was appointed at eight in the morning, Aldo's workplace still looks empty. Two days he did not enter work, in the description of his permission he only attached a statement not to enter work because of family interests.

That reason really made Kirani unable to calm down. At that time he really felt who is not who for Aldo. All the love that has bloomed, all the time that has been passed together as if it just disappeared. Even in his heart he intends to want to end all of it. He did not want to get hurt any deeper.

On one side of his heart, Kirani said to want to end everything immediately because it was his reality until now Aldo did not give any news to make Kirani's heart calm. That's his mark Aldo is still not serious about his feelings for Kirani. What's on defense, right?

But the other side of Kirani's heart said something different, what if Aldo is in trouble right now? Or maybe what happened to Tania to make Aldo never had time to contact himself? kemaren Aldo also had time to say to go to the Doctor, lali how his continuation? if it really happens to Aldo is not it should Kirani can help ease the burden of his mind? it's not about ending a relationship unilaterally just because there's no communication. "So self-centered of me", Kirani was rightly confused at the thought of her.

Maybe it is a love for two human beings that always gives instinct and can feel each other. Because at the same time, when Kirani was really trapped in all his doubts, there Aldo suddenly thought of Kirani's existence. It was as if there was a whisper that made him have to rush to tell Kirani. Contact him and tell all to Kirani so that all doubts of Kirani's heart can be answered.

Kriiiiing..

Kirani's eyes sparkled after knowing what name was written on the call, rushing him to answer the call..

"Halooo's.. "

"Halooo darling, I'm sorry I didn't call you yesterday"

Hearing just one word from Aldo, Kirani like to throw away his thoughts that were about to end his relationship with Aldo. One word from Aldo seemed to have answered his doubts even though Kirani's mouth had not had time to ask Aldo.

"Well, what's going on until you don't go to work today? "

"I can't tell you everything on the phone, I'll be home from work waiting for you at the boarding house"

"Well, but you're healthy, right? "

"I'm healthy"

"You've eaten what yet"

"I don't have appetite anymore, I haven't eaten since last night"

"Gosh you don't like that, what if you get sick later? you should still eat even if you have no taste. If you are sick who will take care of you? and who will take care of Tania? "

Hearing Tania's name made Aldo's chest tight again, until Aldo ended his conversation with Kirani.

"Yes later I will eat soon, you heart and spirit ya work. See you later in the afternoon"

" Yes already, the heart is also there huh. I'm so worried about your situation".

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