Who is Myself

Who is Myself
Don't want to repeat itself



Kirani went into the room with a troubled heart. His mind was muddled considering all the words Stella said. Just as he wanted to contact Aldo to tell him everything he had just heard, there was something that made him undo his intentions.


What he had in mind right now was, how did Aldo react when he learned of Tania's state?


As a fellow woman he also felt compassion for the state of Tania who was in a position like what she was in nature. Feeling in the corner and being blamed, without being given a chance to give a reason.


None other than Aldo, surely he will also feel guilty if his decision to match Tania with Doctor Indra actually makes Tania hurt.


If that happens, it does not rule out the possibility that Aldo will bring Tania back to this house to make amends. And under such circumstances Kirani would have no power to hurt Tania.


Not wanting to repeat what Kirani once experienced when Tania lived in Aldo's house.


Very confused to think about it, so suddenly he thought of one thing.


"Mommy, that's right. I need to talk to Mami. Mami must have a wise path to this matter", Kirani said in her heart.


Raihan began to fuss with sleepiness, and it made Kirani wake up from her anxiety since then.


He tried to put his son to sleep first, so that later if Mami had come home he could talk freely to Mami.


Didn't wait long for Raihan to fall asleep. Now I'm waiting for Mami to come home. Kirani was impatient to tell me about the incident that afternoon.


Forty-five minutes later, Mami came home. Kirani was very happy to welcome her in-laws. Even without waiting for Mami to change clothes, Kirani immediately approached Mami and invited her into her room to talk about it.


"What's up Kirani? It seems like there is something serious you want to talk about", Mami asked with a hint of confusion.


"Well, quickly say what serious thing you want to say?", as well as Kirani, Mami can't wait to hear the story from her daughter-in-law.


Finally Kirani told a long story about his conversation with Stella last afternoon.And did not forget also Kirani conveyed his concerns if until Aldo found out about this.


Mami was so shocked by the news, they both then similarly thought the steps they should take to choose the best solution.


Mom thought for a moment and began to find a thought gap.


"Family.Yes right.we must contact the Tania family. We need to find out where they are. We give an explanation and hopefully they can accept Tania back" Mami said.


Mami is convinced by Mami's thoughts?", Kirani seems still not completely convinced by her in-laws' thoughts.


"Yes Mami sure. My mother did not have the courage to take this step. Because Mami is afraid that Tania's family will help make things worse if she finds out that Tania has recovered and wants to return to the household with Aldo. But now that Mami was convinced that the best place for Tania was her family", she paused with her words.


Then continue with his words,


"Actually Mami is very concerned about the state of Tania, it cannot be denied that Tania became like this also because of Mami. Mami and Almarhum Papi used to be too hard on Aldo, but at that time Tania was in need of attention after shock with her miscarriage. But we put a mental burden on him until he had a mental breakdown and was not recognized by his family anymore", Mami said in a weak tone and heard her words really coming out from the bottom of her heart.


"Mami's sorry son if Mami's confession makes you uncomfortable, but Mami never blames your presence in Aldo's life. We all meet by God's will. It's just that right now Mami wants to make amends to Tania. That is by bringing Tania back to her family" Mami told Kirani, shedding tears.


Seeing that Kirani was also unable to hold back her tears, she hugged her in-laws tightly.