Who is Myself

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Kirani awakens from her daydream, unaware that Aldo has called her three times.

"Kirani. kirani.. "

Aldo stopped his call. Then I asked again ,

" What makes you so pensive that you don't hear my call?".

" I... I. ah it's okay. Please continue your story", Kirani tried to look good even though in his heart struggled a lot of taste.

"I can only wait for miracles and miracles from God" said Aldo who seemed to be nearing his point of despair.

"You have to keep the spirit up", Kirani tries to strengthen Aldo even though he is himself fragile.

"My family has kicked me out, if they know how I am now they'll just blame me" Aldo seems to be getting lethargic.

" I was right Kirani, you were the first to hear my complaint", Aldo really felt bad. Kirani doesn't know what to answer. He was only able to listen to all of Aldo's outpouring of heart.At least let his heart and feelings be relieved.

If Aldo was a woman may have been sobbing, but Aldo is indeed a strong man his soul is also his heart. Even if she wanted she could choose whichever woman would be her wife.

In addition to his good looks, he is also the sole heir to his parents' fortune. But Aldo chose to stay with his mentally ill wife and locked his life from the outside world, from his parents, his brother and even his friend who had also excommunicated him because of his circumstances. The wheel of his life is currently only revolving about working and after work caring for his wife lovingly like a normal woman.By helping ART who takes care of his home when Aldo works.

"What can I do for you? " Kirani tries to offer herself to ease Aldo's burden.

"Nothing, I just want to share. I just need a friend to talk to. I was tired, very tired.But I loved my wife Tania very much", Aldo lowered his head while closing his eyes.

Kirani's heart trembled slightly as Aldo expressed his deep love for his wife. " Will I be if I still expect love from Aldo? "in his heart Kirani asked herself.

An hour passed until finally there was a scream from the corner of the room that made Kirani and Aldo wake up from their respective daydreams.

" Thyarose....... "

A very loud voice sounded from the direction of Tania's room. Aldo rushed into the room and accompanied Kirani behind him. It appears that Tania is crying hysterically, making Aldo panic, then immediately hugged Tania's body and calmed her down.

" Relax baby, calm down .I'm here with you." said Aldo to appease Tania. And slowly Tania started to calm down and stopped crying.

Instantly Aldo took water and a medicine from the drawer and drank it to Tania until finally Tania fell asleep in Aldo's arms. Then Aldo carried Tania to the bed and covered his body.Tania actually had to be treated at RSJ but Aldo refused. He prefers to take care of his wife at home and opts for street medicine every month.

The two of them returned to the living room, Aldo exhaling heavily while putting his head on the back of the chair.

No words were spoken between them until Kirani finally went to say goodbye. It was getting dark and Kirani finally came home from Aldo's house. Aldo offers to drive Kirani but Kirani refuses. Arriving at Kirani's boarding house was still stunned by the incident earlier, he was still not out of thought with Aldo's real life. Now he started to stop hoping because he knew he was going to get hurt.

The mentari starts to shine and brings Kirani to her usual routine. Get up early, take a shower, have breakfast bread and get ready to go to work.

Arriving at work Aldo seemed to have arrived earlier and greeted Kirani with a smile. This time Aldo looks more excited like the day before Kirani finds out about his life.

"Good morning Kirani, you must be tired from last night coming home? "

aldo asked, starting a conversation.

"Not really, really" Kirani answered only briefly. The time has been shown at 07.55 and they want to start their respective work at exactly 08.00 am. When they were about to step, it turned out that their bodies collided and made Kirani almost fall but immediately held back by Aldo so that eventually both their faces almost attached to each other. Kirani felt Aldo's breath in such a close distance, while Aldo's hand held Kirani's waist tight so that his body would not fall.

Their eyes glared at each other sharply to make Kirani's heart not careless. It was also the first time Kirani had experienced something that was spreading close to men. Because previously Kirani was the type who was indifferent to men. Aldo is his first love.

Aldo had felt something in his heart but suddenly crossed Tania's face in his eyes and made him immediately remove his hand from Kirani's waist while saying ,

"I'm sorry I didn't mean it".Kirani can only bow her head, she doesn't know what to think. Happy, thumping but also disappointed.

When the break came, Aldo invited Kirani to lunch together and they stepped into the cafeteria. At the dinner table they did not talk to each other, especially Kirani, until Aldo finally started a conversation.

"Kirani, I'm very grateful to you. I am thankful that God sent you to me when I was down. If I'm with you I feel the burden of my life is a little less" Aldo said, holding Kirani's hand.

"Honestly I'm very comfortable with this warm hand, but... " Kirani said in her heart but realized what she expected would never be real.

"May you find a good man who truly loves you with all your heart" Aldo continued his words without taking his hand.

Kirani grew silent at Aldo's last words. Now Kirani's hope is completely dashed because Aldo did not put the slightest taste in him. Aldo's love and loyalty to his wife is great.Kirani felt disappointed but also amazed to Aldo.

He hopes to one day meet a man like Aldo. Kirani is really in love. First love to clap one hand.

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