Who is Myself

Alone first

Kirani rushes to get out of her workplace and immediately wants to get to the boarding house because there Aldo must have been waiting.

Like they had talked on the phone that this afternoon Aldo will come to the boarding house after his Kirani from work.

And right, once Kirani's at the boarding house she sees Aldo waiting for her.

"It's been a while since I've been waiting, I'm sorry I've been around so long about her getting stuck in the street" Kirani started her conversation.

" Not too long ago, you took a shower to go" replied Aldo.

"OK", Kirani quickly entered and immediately took a shower. He did not want to make Aldo wait too long, because he himself was also impatient to hear the story Aldo.

Finish her shower Kirani comes out of the bathroom then sits next to Aldo while combing his hair.

"I'm ready to hear your story, what really happened? ", Kirani unceremoniously immediately asked her curiosity which she had been craving since two days ago.

Aldo smiled slightly and started his story to Kirani, "Tania is gone".

Hearing that Kirani instantly stopped the movement of her hand that was combing her hair. His face immediately turned towards Aldo with slightly widened eyes.

"What's the point of you going, Tania going where? "

"Tania is now being treated at the Mental Hospital, her condition is getting worse" Aldo explained all of her with a soft look.

Kirani can interpret the view and can understand what Aldo is feeling.

" then? ", kirani wants Aldo to tell her everything.

" I don't know, I can't reveal it. Sadness, loss and guilt mixed into one in my mind" Aldo told me as he grabbed his own hair with both hands in the position of his head down.

Kirani can only stroke Aldo's shoulder, she doesn't know what to say.

What Kirani knows is that Aldo's love for Tania is very big and sincere, and again Kirani feels guilty and unworthy to be between the two of them.

For a few minutes they were silent, until Aldo began to raise his head and turn towards Kirani.

Aldo saw Kirani silent in daydream, not knowing what was on Kirani's mind. Aldo couldn't even guess.

Too long my daydreams made Kirani unaware that Aldo was looking at her.

Until the end of his hand Aldo grabbed Kirani's hand and it made Kirani shocked.

"Kirani what are you thinking, baby? " Aldo tried to ask Kirani's thoughts.

"Somehow, I sometimes feel very guilty in this position. Among you", Kirani replied in a weak tone while looking down at her.

Not yet Kirani answered a word Aldo again expressed his thoughts, "This is not your fault, it is not our fault let alone wrong on our destiny. If you think your destiny is wrong it is the same thing you are wrong God's message on your life".

Kirani is still unable to open her mouth to answer Aldo's words, she instead leaned on Aldo's shoulder by occasionally wiping tears that had fallen on his cheek.

Aldo gently stroked Kirani's hair, trying to give her peace of mind. But there was Kirani even sobbing in Aldo's chest.

Now the two people can only mutually evaporate their respective baldness.

"Never try to go away if your reason is only because of feelings of guilt", Aldo raised Kirani's chin so that she could look at her face. Kirani could only nod her head without being able to utter any words. Though in his heart full of words that he wants to say, even he wants to shout as loud as his so that the burden does not suck his chest again.

"It's lucky I met a guy like Aldo. Thank God, but why is Aldo present in my life when Aldo is no longer alone. When his heart was filled with love, although Aldo admitted that he loved me very much", really wanted him to shout all his heart so that he felt relieved. But the only tears that come out represent all her feelings.

"Kirani, why are you still silent. After Tania left do you also intend to leave me as well? ", Aldo asked in a slightly desperate tone.

Hearing all that, Kirani felt very unbearable and would convince Aldo if he did not want to leave her.

" No, I'm not leaving you. I'm not that selfish" Kirani clasped Aldo's hand.

"What can I do to calm you down? " hopefully the offer Kirani gave could reduce the burden on Aldo's mind.

"You don't have to do anything, just stay here and don't leave, but... "Aldo restrains his utterance.

" But what...? "

"But right now I just want to be alone for a while" Aldo replied with a feeling of worry if his speech was misinterpreted by Kirani. Until the end before Kirani gave an answer Aldo again continued his speech.

" You don't get me wrong, I don't want to stay away from you. I just want to calm myself down. Try to think more positively and take steps wisely. I hope you can understand, if I think my situation is better I'll go straight to you".

Kirani smiled as she nodded, "I completely understand Aldo. The truth that makes me fall in love with you is your attitude of maturity and your very wise way of thinking".

" Thank you Kirani, I don't want to meet you when my mind is not calm thinking about Tania's situation because I don't want to hurt your heart" Aldo explained to further convince Kirani.

The two of them hugged, within their chests equally enduring the incredible tightness. Blaming the situation is also free, all they can do is try to pass each temple of the destiny that they have.

Time is getting late, until their embrace is released because of the sound of worms in the stomach.

Well since last afternoon the same two have not filled their stomachs.

"Let's go get some food, you'll be sick", Kirani pulls Aldo's hand and then the two of them come out of the boarding room to find dinner.

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