Who is Myself

Tried

The day began and all the workers began to prepare to go home from work. Kirani works somewhere in the city to abroad. This time Kirani did not go straight home to her boarding house, she chose to take a short walk to the park not far from her workplace.

There Kirani sits alone with a spotlight that begins to shine on a dark day. Around him there are many young women who are joking, mixing love and chatting warmly.

Suddenly Kirani misses him. He misses his friends, those who usually spend time together are now separated because Kirani is moving to work.

Kirani wants to call Kayla so that she is not so lonely sitting alone in the park, but her cell phone battery lives 7℅ and makes Kirani stop her intention to call Kayla

l la's. At first he wanted to tell stories and convey everything he experienced and he felt at this time, but he was forced to delay his desire to tell stories because his cellphone was lowbat. Kayla was like a brother to Kirani, Kayla knew all about Kirani. And vice versa.

Seen by the clock in Kirani's hand leads to the number 8, Kirani's stomach feels hungry and her body already feels a bit uncomfortable because after work earlier she went straight to the park and had not taken a shower. Kirani leaves the garden and leads to a meatball at the garden door. He ordered one portion and wrapped it up for later dining when he arrived at the boarding room.

It felt like the night had passed so quickly that the morning had come back to pick up Kirani's daily routine. But today she is off work due to a red date, Kirani just wants to spend her time in the room.She holds her cell phone and is about to call Kayla, but there is a knock on the door.

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"Unusual guests at this hour, who is it? " Kirani asked inwardly in astonishment but she still stepped towards the door and opened it.

"Aldo? " Kirani is shocked by Aldo's arrival. Aldo does know the address of Kirani boarding but never accidentally came to visit, especially on holidays like this.

"What's the matter, how unusual are you to visit my place? There must be something important" asked Kirani without further ado.

"Do you not want to let me in first? " Aldo asked

."Oh sorry, let's go in, the place is a bit messy and narrow. I'm a mager again", Kirani felt a bit awkward about Aldo's arrival because he was not used to having male guests.

"What do you need?" ask Kirani.

"It's okay that I just want to play, maybe it won't be long" Aldo replied trying to explain his arrival to Kirani.

" Oh, tumben you go play on holiday. Tania how? ", kirani asked Aldo another question.

"It's okay, actually a holiday or not it's no different for Tania. The day was only pensive when I was next to him or not. It's just that I myself prefer to always accompany him when not working", Aldo recounted his circumstances.

"Why aren't you accompanying her today? ", Kirani still continued her question.

" I want to meet you, somehow I feel comfortable when near you", Aldo innocently conveyed his feelings.

Kirani is actually very happy to hear that sentence, but there is Tania in Aldo's life who makes him have to stop his hopes.

Two hours already Aldo was in the boarding room with Kirani, a very warm atmosphere but disappointing for Kirani if given the status of Aldo.

"Al, have you been visiting for too long have you not worried about Tania? " Kirani asked Aldo.

"You didn't like me long here? " Aldo asked back.

"No, that's not what I meant. I'm glad you came to my place. All this time I was also lonely, because I did not know so well the boarding boy here. At least one or two children who have played to my boarding room at least once a week ", Kirani gave a long answer to Aldo. He could not deny if indeed the arrival of Aldo in his boarding room made him feel comfortable.

They looked at each other, even within a few minutes, and their noses almost touched. But as usual, the shadow of Tania's face appeared in Aldo's mind which then made Aldo lower his gaze from Kirani.

Kirani also understood the reason Aldo lowered his gaze even though Aldo did not say directly to Kirani.

Tania, it must be Aldo's reason that made him lower his gaze. A very reasonable reason for a husband to keep his loyalty to his wife. Kirani also feels inappropriate if she feels disappointed or angry. He tried to give Aldo a smile and always gave him encouragement.

It was noon and Aldo said goodbye to Kirani. After Aldo's return from his boarding house, Kirani is about to call his best friend Kayla. He could not bear to hold all his feelings alone. He wanted to devote everything to Kayla.

Tuuut.. tuuut.. tuuuut phone started to connect to Kayla's phone but still no answer, until the end a few seconds later Kayla's voice answered her phone.

"Halooo Kirani how are you, long time ago, didn't you call me? at least send a message and it was a long time ago you reply", Kayla was seen protesting because rarely in contact with Kirani.

"Sorry Kay, I'm just busy. How are you there and friends? " Kirani asked about her friend.

"We are all healthy, how are you? Since you moved to work there you changed Kirani, you became more quiet and talk about it. It was also in a gentle tone and it was very different from the previous Kirani", Kayla asked the changes that happened to Kirani.

"Kay, I want to resign from this job", Kirani answered briefly and for sure it made Kayla very confused.

" Why Kirani? is there anything evil with you. Or is the boss fierce, or is your salary lacking? ", Kayla tries to guess what happened to Kirani.

" Not Kay, the coworkers here are all good including the boss, the salary is even often able to overtime and bonus money to eat" replied Kirani who still makes Kayla confused.

"Well for what reason do you want to resign from your current job? " Kayla still kept asking Kirani.

Until the end Kirani told me everything especially about Aldo. Aldo is the reason why Kirani wanted to resign. Kirani feels unable to continue in this state.He wants to run from this state, wants to go far from Aldo's life.

Kayla also understands how her best friend feels and supports whatever is her decision.

Tomorrow, Aldo appears to be arriving earlier than Kirani. Aldo does not know that today may be the last day he meets Kirani, because Kirani intends to resign today.

Kirani has also arrived. Arriving at work he went straight to his boss' room but there was no one in the room because his boss was on leave today. Kirani had to postpone his resignation. Kirani returns to her workplace, and Aldo approaches her.

"Why are you late? ", Aldo asked, starting the conversation.

" I was still going to the boss's room" replied Kirani.

"What happened, was there a complaint until you were called to the boss room? ", aldo tried to find out.

"It wasn't the boss who called me, but I was looking for him. I want to resign from this job", Kirani answered to the shock of Aldo.

" Whataa..? you want to resign? " Aldo was not expecting.

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