Who is Myself

Disillusioned

That night passed with tears.Dada Aldo, which was usually the most comfortable place for Kirani, now he could not get.

Inside the chest was already growing flames of anger, and not a soothing drop of water.

Kirani is only trying to strengthen herself, and she certainly now has one more source of strength: her son.

Early in the morning as usual Bi Ningsih will deliver food to Kirani's room, but Tania asks for a tray that already contains the food. Tania wants her to take her to Kirani's room. Bi Ningsih also according to her because her work is still a lot, so she got a little lightening when Tania offered her help.

Arriving in front of the room, Tania knocked on the door. He did not enter even though the door was not locked, because he knew that Aldo was still in the room. As much as possible Tania kept her attitude in front of Aldo in order to gain sympathy.

Aldo who heard the sound of knocking on the door immediately replied and told him to come in, because Aldo knew that at such an hour usually Bi Ningsih who came to bring food for Kirani.

Leisurely Tania entered and walked towards Kirani. But the view of Kirani and Aldo still did not lead to Tania until finally Tania said, "Eat, I'm helping Bi Ningsih deliver your food because Bi Ningsih still has many other tasks",

Instantly Aldo immediately searched for the origin of the sound, as well as Kirani who was very surprised by the arrival of Tania again in his room.

" Why is he always looking for a way to get into my room? ", Kirani asked inwardly with a sour face.

" Thank you, you shouldn't bother like this. Kirani can learn to pick up food on her own if Bi Ningsih is still busy", Aldo seems a little closer to Tania while giving her a slight smile.

Kirani is a little disappointed with Aldo's treatment of Tania, because since last night Aldo did not even give a little smile to Kirani. But this morning she gave that smile to Tania.

Tania who saw the irritation on Kirani's face turned back, instead,

"No hassle, Kirani must rest a lot and not much activity let alone up and down stairs to take food. You also have to pay more attention to him so that he does not stress, because Kirani's mood affects Raihan. Although I have never and will never have another child, I have learned a lot about the health of mothers and babies".

The words were gentle, attentive and very hard for Aldo's ears and heart. But it's very piercing for Kirani who knows Tania's true nature.

Feeling that it is enough to melt Aldo's heart with the words he said Tania quickly left the room.

"You see, even the one who was so hurt saw me remarry but was still trying to pay attention to you and our son. What is your reason for being rude to him? let alone hate it, I hope you won't repeat your mistake yesterday. You can be brothers if you know each other".

Aldo passed to go to work after giving advice to his wife.

While Kirani was only fixated on seeing the drama this morning, it wanted to feel like she was screaming her hardest to vent her frustration. But that scream could only be buried in a heart that could only be shed through tears.

Time runs very long for Kirani, especially in every time he is always haunted by the behavior of Tania who is good at manipulating circumstances.

"Some time this is no longer your room, just enjoy the rest of your time in this room.Sisa your time with your husband, and the rest of your time with your son", Tania immediately laughed off after successfully making Kirani growled.

" I'm not going to let go of everything, I'm going to hold on and show you who you really are", Kirani seems to start putting up a fight.

"Just try if you want me to cross my line. You will truly regret your own carelessness", Tania again threatened Kirani, then left her.

Before Tania opened the room door to come out, she left a little message for Kirani, "If you don't want to happen what's wrong with you and your son, you better let the food go. But if you want to taste it, go ahead".

No matter what other plan Tania made with the food, Kirani who heard the threat felt a little hesitant to eat it. Although his stomach feels very hungry because Raihan does not stop breastfeeding, but Kirani still does not dare to eat it.Kirani worried if Tania recklessly put something on the food.

The food presented at the table still looks complete without being eaten by Kirani, until when Aldo came home from work to see the food.

At first Aldo did not dispute about the existence of the food. But when Tania comes again to bring dinner for Kirani, Aldo starts to get upset with Kirani who turns out Kirani does not want to eat the food brought by Tania.

Before Tania put the food down, Aldo held her back and asked for the tray in Tania's hand.

"I told you not to bother, this is not your job. You'd better go get some rest and eat soon, let me get things done", Aldo looks so attentive to Tania.

Not enough to get there, Tania still wants to add to Kirani's inner torment.

" Why don't you eat that food? you are breastfeeding so you need a lot of nutrients for your breast milk. Don't you like the food? tell me what you want to eat let me tell Bi Ningsih to change the menu", Tania said as if so attentive to Kirani.

Kirani knew that all the words were fake, so she preferred to be silent not to answer. But who would have thought the words of Aldo even made Kirani more surprised,

"Kirani, didn't you hear that Tania was talking to you? Why are you acting like this? You should thank Tania for bringing you food. Now you eat and you finish all the leftovers" Aldo said with an annoyed look.

"Aldo, don't talk like that to your wife, I would also be upset if you spoke like that to me", Tania said as she glanced at Kirani. A false glare filled with eyes of happiness for having succeeded in making Aldo on his side.

"No matter what, I just want my wife not to be a selfish and ungrateful person" Aldo replied by turning his gaze to Kirani. A look full of anger.

Kirani felt very disappointed with Aldo's attitude this time, Tania was really smart to twist the facts so that Kirani did not know what to do.

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