Who is Myself

Who is Myself
Move on



Aldo still doesn't believe Kirani will resign. Just now he felt that there was a new spirit in his life with the presence of Kirani, but now that spirit will disappear again.


"You're confident in your decision, what would you like to make you resign from this job? ", Aldo was still very curious about Kirani's reason. But Kirani just fell silent not giving any answer.


Until the break came Aldo did not get any answers from Kirani. Aldo tried to find out on the internet about what if a husband was in a relationship with another woman while his wife was having a mental breakdown, would that include an affair? and Aldo's eyes were surprised to find out that it was not an affair. Since the wife is already unable to fulfill the duty of inner birth to the husband, then it is not an affair.


Aldo could not deny that he also had the same feelings that Kirani felt. It's just that their feelings are hindered because Aldo does not want to betray Tania and Kirani also does not want to be present in the household Aldo and Tania as a third party.


But after hearing the answer of his search on the internet Aldo was relieved, he was about to express his feelings to Kirani before Kirani really would resign. Aldo didn't want to waste the opportunity.


Time has shown at 15:30 and soon all the workers are packing home, as well as Aldo and Kirani. Just as Kirani was about to get away from work, Aldo's voice called out to her,


"Kirani.. ".


Kirani turned towards Aldo and stopped her steps.


" Please don't go. Don't leave me. You mean so much to me, what if you leave? I have no spirit anymore. Nothing will be my outpouring" Aldo begged Kirani to stay.


Kirani's heart feels a bit of happiness as it turns out she's become someone meaningful in Aldo's life, but second only to Tania. That made Kirani not want to continue her wishful thinking.


"I beg Kirani, say something. Why do you keep silent? What is the reason you suddenly want to resign from this job? ", aldo repeated his question.


Kirani starts to open her mouth, "I just want to be close to my family, that's all".


His sense of reason was so awkward for Aldo, hadn't Kirani been used to working and living away from her family? it feels strange that when he arrives he wants to be close to his family.


"You're not honest Kirani, why don't you look at me? That must not be your reason", Aldo still doubted Kirani's answer.


" What does it have to do with you I'm honest or not? Who you are" Kirani tries to end the question from Aldo.


"But. i.. " Aldo was about to say something but first on the sidelines with the words of Kirani,


After throwing words he said to Aldo, Kirani continued his steps regardless of Aldo's response.


Until the end of his steps Kirani stopped because one sentence "Kirani I love you, I want to stay with you. That's why I want you to never leave me".Kirani was surprised to hear the sentence, never thought Aldo would reveal it to her even though Kirani really hoped the phrase was thrown from Aldo's mouth.


"Why are you silent Kirani, if indeed you will still go, just go, but let me hear your answer. Do you love me too? " Aldo asked very firmly while looking intently at Kirani's eyes. "Are you aware of what you're telling me? Do you want to leave your wife to be with me? or do you want to make me second? tell me your reason first", Kirani turned to ask Aldo.


" I love you, I didn't leave my wife, nor did I make you second" Aldo replied, leaving Kirani frowning. "Then.. ? I still don't understand what you mean..." Kirani looked confused.


Aldo explained to Kirani what he had read on the internet, and it really makes Kirani feel in disbelief that he and Aldo there is a gap to be united without being said as a cheating partner.


Aldo again asked Kirani if Kirani also put the same taste to him or not? Aldo has always closed his heart to all women, but this time he really moved on. He hopes Kirani will repay his love.


A few minutes they were silent until then the sound of doors that began to close and in the lock in some parts of the room. The guards began to clean the room and began to close the office, because the time had already shown at 16:15 pm and all workers had left their workplaces. Aldo pulled Kirani by the hand and took her to leave their workplace.


Kirani could only be silent as Aldo clasped his hand tightly, not knowing what he would say if Aldo returned to ask for answers to his love.


Arriving outside Aldo's office took Kirani to a park not far from his office, just by foot they had arrived. During the trip Kirani pounded her heart thinking about what she would answer later.


Arriving in the garden Aldo chose an empty chair under a tree that is only enough to be sat by two people. They sit close together, Aldo's hand grabs Kirani's hand and returns to express his feelings. This time Kirani could not avoid that he also had the same feelings for Aldo.


"I am. I love you too", while bowing Kirani's head expressing her feelings. She looks shy, Aldo is her first love and this is the first time Kirani expresses her feelings to a man.


Aldo was very happy to hear Kirani's answer, he quickly hugged Kirani's body when he knew that Kirani also loved him. But Kirani still misbehaved, he really still very awkward bearing the status of "events".


Time passed until darkness began to come. Kirani revealed everything she had felt all along to Aldo. It felt like all the burden of feeling he felt could be released. Since then Aldo and Kirani try to step together, living all like a flowing flow that follows where the current will carry it.


"What about Tania? will Tania ever be healed? What if one day Tania recovered and returned to Aldo as husband and wife? " that question kept popping up in Kirani's mind even though she was currently enjoying her sweet honey of love.


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