When You're Gone

Alfarezel

The day that was waiting finally came .All preparations have been made since yesterday. This afternoon Khairani and Farhan will leave for the hospital due to the scheduled operation later tonight.

Khairani was nervous even though this was her fourth time. But her nervousness was not so obvious because Khairani shifted her concentration to her three toddlers.

Unlike Farhan who has more than five times in and out of the bathroom because of heartburn. Farhan was nervous. Any recollection of Khairani being dissected in his stomach, Farhan immediately began to heartburn.

All the preparations have been completed Khairani has been sitting in the car quietly, while Farhan is stuffing the suitcase and the luggage of Khairani and her baby into the trunk. They are just alone, considering Mr. Endriko who is in recovery and the babies who are impossible to carry.

The car is running at medium speed. Farhan seemed to wipe the sweat that poured out on his face many times. Khairani so smiled amusedly at the behavior of her husband.

" Why.. Why smile smile ? " Tanya Farhan was astonished.

" You are funny Bang, who wants to cut it my stomach, why are you who mules and reminisce like this. " Khairani said gigglingly .

" I may have MP syndrome. " Seloroh Farhan's.

" What's the syndrome, never heard of ?! "

" The Syndrome of Being Papi. "

" Ha. ha... There's only you Bang, he's kidding." Khairani broke down to tears. While Farhan is still not distracted from anxiety.

" It's just mules again, Yang. " Farhan said, grimacing .

" Try calm bang, take a deep breath and then throw it out of the mouth slowly. Repeat many times. " Farhan followed Khairani's instructions .

Arriving at Khairani and Farhan hospital directly to the room that has been booked before. Soon several sisters entered to help Khairani to prepare for childbirth SC.

By wearing sterile clothing and infusion and undergoing several preoperative procedures now comes the time Khairani enters the most stressful room of his life .

Repeatedly entering the room did not make Khairani accustomed. Still tense and thrilling.

Farhan still clasped Khairani's fingers with both hands. Occasionally a warm kiss lands on Khairani's cold fingers.

" Bang, I'm sorry if anything went wrong. Please ridhoi me to be free from sins against you. Let my steps light later. And pray for me. " Pinta Khairani with pleading gaze.

" There is nothing you do to me that bears sin, my dear. I grieved you the world of the Hereafter. Come back to me safely with the fruit of our love. Promise me you'll be fine. "

" God willing I will return safely with God's permission. "

The atmosphere of the haru was also accompanied by tears. Both Khairani and Farhan looked at each other and expressed feelings. Their clasps became increasingly tight as some officers would push the Brankar Khairani to sleep.

" Dear, I love you and come back to my side ." Farhan said on the doorstep of the operating room. Kiss after kiss landed pretty on every corner of Khairani's face.

Khairani only resigned when Farhan was not ashamed even though there were many people . Until the heartwarming parting scene comes to a halt when Sister says her time has come.

The time went on for Farhan. Every second was extremely stressful for Farhan. There was nothing more frightening to him when he imagined how the sharp knife would slice through Khairani's stomach.

The fear of loss poisoned Farhan's mind. The events of Sikembar's birth are again present in his memory. Where she lost the mother of her twins. Although the current condition of Khairani is different from the condition of Citra at that time.

But still both are in a place that traumatized Farhan. The first time Farhan also lost his Mama in the operating room afterwards it was Citra .

That is why from this morning Farhan has been urinating and anxious excessively. He is not ready to face it, but what to say .Khairani must undergo this process because giving birth normally is more dangerous for the mother and baby.

The silence was gripping for Farhan. The cold sweat had now drenched the expensive t-shirt he was wearing. Forty minutes was slow.

From then his mouth did not stop b kamit. I don't know what he read until occasionally seen removing the corner of the watery eyes.

Consider Farhan too weak as a grown man. And a CEO of a leading Construction Company in Asia . Which has a very wide range. But it is so fragile when the person he loves bets his life to bring the baby to the world.

" Mr Farhan Jonhson ? "

" Yes, i. " Farhan jumped up and went straight over.

" Your son has been born safely. With a weight of three kilograms, a length of fifty centimeters . Can you come with us to the baby room for a while, is there anything to sign ? " Say the Doctor.

"How is my wife's condition Doctor ?" Farhan asked worriedly.

" The condition is good even though there was a little tension, but overall good. Now again the surgeon handled to close the scar. " Answer the Doctor.

" Okay Doctor. " They also stepped into the special room of the baby.

Farhan looked at the tiny baby squirming in the cot. It feels good to be able to look at his work full of love. That happy smile did not disappear from the handsome face of the adult man.

Satisfied looking at his tiny baby boy Farhan returned to the recovery room to see his wife's condition. It turned out that Khairani had been transferred to the treatment room. A luxurious room like a Hotel President suite.

Khairani operated on in a conscious state .He was given only local anesthesia. So she had seen and heard the cry of the baby shortly after it was removed from her body.

" Czech "

Khairani's door opened from the outside and Farhan emerged from behind the door.

" Dear, you're okay, right ? " Farhan immediately scooped up Khairani's head and clenched tightly. A gentle sobbing was heard as Farhan dyed the top of his wife's head.

" Why crying, me and our baby are fine. Don'worry. " Khairani.

" I'm so scared ! But now I'm relieved and very happy. Thank you for giving birth to a beautiful baby for me. " Farhan said on the sidelines of a small sob.

" But this is the last one, I can no longer bear children for you. The doctor has tied him up in here. " Wrapping his stomach slowly.

" I know, it's with my consent because it's risky for you to get pregnant again. But I feel perfect because I have three heroes and three princes. At least I have one that is in love with you. I'm happy, baby. Thank you for perfecting my life. "

Khairani only responded with a smile. Looking into her husband's red eyes. Her hand also reflexively wiped away the tears that fell on her husband's cheek.

" Have you prepared his name ? " Tanya Khairani's.

"Alfarezel Jonhson ! " Said Farhan loudly.

" Good, what does it mean ? " Farhan nodded.

" Good and perfection. "

" What a good name. May he bring goodness and perfect our happiness. " Khairani smiles full of haru.

" Aamiin" A warm kiss landed on Khairani's chubby cheek and ended on her lips.

" What good call is Bang ?"

" You think ? Alpha or Ezel ?"

"Ezel alone, sounds more unique. " Reply Khairani .

The two hugged each other with happy smiles.

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