When You're Gone

Bakri Taste ....Share it with me

Three days after the incident Khairani was allowed to leave the hospital. For three days Bakri was cold towards Khairani. Likewise, when he arrived at home, Bakri remained eager to help memapah Khairani to the room .But not a word was said on his lips.

Khairani confused how to. Wanted to ask but fear haunted her . Obviously she felt guilty for concealing her pregnancy . But she was more afraid that Bakri would not accept her pregnancy.

Khairani does not know what makes Bakri cool to her.

"Didn't you want a son..."He murmured in his heart.

"No.. don't be so bad, there's no way a father would be like that . Don't worry, darling . Dad's just a little angry at you ." He tries to think positively. Her tears flowed down those thin cheeks.

He was a bit easy to cry lately, maybe hormonal changes affect him. While sleeping curled up she hugged her stomach as if she was hugging her child, channeling her heartbreak.

What just happened did not escape the sight of a pair of reddened eyes holding back tears. Bakri could see and hear clearly what Khairani had revealed.

He can feel sadness in the eyes of his wife, but he is also disappointed because Khairani does not believe him. It is not that he does not accept the presence of the fetus in the womb of Khairani, he just feels useless as a husband and father. So that Khairani prefers to bear his own suffering.

After a while Bakri contemplated leaning against the wall near the door of room , he finally entered the room while carrying a tray of food and a glass of milk.

Put the tray on the nightstand with a berahan, then sit himself on the edge of the bed .Staring at his wife's closed round eyes, with a trace of tears that had not dried up in the corner of the eye. Guilt arises for silencing this soulmate.

"Rani.. wake up first, eat !! You ate it little ." Poor little baby." Bakri said as he rubbed Khairani's cheek gently .

Khairani opened her eyes and looked at Bakri with a sad look, and again the clear pearl flowed back saying ...

"I'm sorry...

"Let's talk about it, now eat it ." Bakri said softly as he rubbed the remaining tears on his wife's cheek. Then get some food for Khairani day.

Finished eating and drinking Khairani's milk rests her back on the dashboard of her bed. Bakri brought Khairani's former meal into the kitchen and immediately returned to the room.

There are things that must be cleaned before dissolving. After closing the door of her room Bakri climbed onto the bed, and sat leaning back like Khairani. Bakri could see the anxiety on Khairani's face .While Khairani bowed while squeezing her fingers reduced the nervousness. After breathing out Bakri said

"Yes I know, is brother disappointed because of his presence ." Khairani asked as she held her stomach.

"So that's what you think, so you keep it to yourself . You think brother is that bad, so can't accept my own flesh and blood... ? " Bakri's voice went up without him noticing.

" Mom..no bang, ain't it. I'm just afraid of adding to the burden of brother's mind, I'm just waiting for the right time to say it ." Kalah Khairani .

"Abtain understanding of your concerns Ran . But your actions make your brother feel useless, feel failed and and not considered . "

"Sorry bang, I didn't mean it that way.sorry . " Khairani grabbed her husband's hand and kissed him many times with tears returning.

Then Bakri let go of Khairani's grasp and brought Khairani into his arms and kissed Khairani's head.

" Lately my brother was too busy, a lot of thought, and went home tired . Brother is more silent, scares me to talk. " Next Khairani interrupted his sobbing.

"I'm sorry. Brother is not a good husband for you Rani, insensitive brother . Brother please share with me, whatever problems we face together .Let brother feel useful to you even though brother has not been able to make you happy , Rani ." Bakri Pinta

Khairani can only cuddle his head in the Bakri's arms .

"Bag love you, though rarely my brother revealed, but believe me my world is only you. You and our son ! "

Bakri understands very well the nature of Khairani, who has a high sense of empathy, is more sensitive to the feelings of others, and does not like to bother anyone. He prefers to hold back rather than hurt others, is too independent and rarely complains.

Bakri was discouraged when Khairani did not want to involve him in any business .Feeling unneeded, making his pride hurt as a man. Sometimes Bakri forgets that Khairani is like that because of him. Its rigid, indifferent, and cold nature makes Khairani bother him.

Actually Bakri is also worried about the same economic conditions that have not been stable, but he did not show Khairani, because he was afraid to make Khairani more stressed in a two-bodied state. Bakri can only hope that this storm passes soon .

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