When You're Gone

Depressions

Jack listened to Farhan's every talk. His sympathy for his best friend who has been known for almost twenty years. Moreover, seeing how Farhan's life is only as an adopted child that is underestimated by his adoptive father's family.

Jack understood how Farhan was feeling at this moment . When his dream of a happy family he had always wanted was shattered instantly. He had just gained happiness, now destroyed by his past mistakes.

Farhan still closed his eyes while leaning his back against the back of the sofa. Her hand still poking at the base of her nose reduced the pain in her head .

The headache caused by the effects of stimulants and lack of sleep is also dizzy thinking about the problems that are now in his presence.

Farhan did not care whether Jeany or Joseph demanded it, which he thought about how to deal with Khairani. Farhan really misses his wife right now. He hugged her to strengthen her. But did Khairani still want to see him after what had happened.

"Jack, what do you think I should do now. I'm really dizzy. " Said Farhan lirih.

" Come to the hospital, don't you want to see Khairani's condition. ?" Said Jack.

"Very, very wanted, Jack. But I'm afraid to see his reaction later if I see me. "

" Don't be too quick to conclude, just face it first. There's no way you'd ignore him in the hospital alone . He's got more angry at you. We also do not know his condition now. Pray that all these incidents do not affect the fetus. "

"You're right Jack, let's not waste any more time. " Farhan immediately stood up to the nightstand. Take the clothes that were originally worn to return to Pekanbaru. Then change his clothes quickly, then approach Jack who is still on the sofa.

The two men eventually left the hotel for the hospital. On the way to the hospital Ilyas called saying that he had to leave because there was work that could not be delayed. And left Khairani with a Sister in the hospital.

Jack drove his car a little faster, reminding his best friend's wife alone in the hospital. Jack remembered something.

"Han, when you get to the hospital, do a medical check-up ."

"For what ?"

"Just do it, who knows later the results can be useful for you. Check what can find out the composition of the drug, the type or dose that enters your body. "

"You're right, why don't you think about it. I hope we can figure out where we can get that cure so we can prove who's been feeding me with that damn drug. " Anger Farhan.

" At least when you explained to Khairani, you had evidence that you were under the influence of drugs. " Connect Jack.

"Well, you're right .Though I doubt he will accept this filthy me. Khairani and his family are just simple people but his life is straight .Not like I'm covered in sins. " Farhan was really desperate and not confident.

"Here you go, there's nothing you need to regret. Everything has happened, just face the consequences and effects. " Sobbing Jack.

"Oh yeah, have you got anyone who can help me get those CCTV footage ? " Tanya Farhan's.

" Already, but I haven't contacted him. After arriving at the hospital. He's a hacker, I don't know if he's reliable or not. But he has a network that helps him. And prepare your money, the pay is expensive. " Seloroh Jack who deliberately made Farhan a little relaxed.

"If the sale of the Company is over I'm sincere as long as my wife will forgive me, Jack. " So Farhan said.

Jack no longer responded because they had arrived at the hospital parking lot. By rushing the two into the elevator near the parking lot directly to the nursery room Khairani.

Khairani had just opened her eyes. Amidst his confusion came the greeting of someone beside him. Khairani realizes that she is in the hospital room.

" Good day, Madam, you're awake. What do you feel ? A Sister speaking English.

"Water.., drinking water. " Khairani said weakly. His throat was dry and a little sore.

Understanding what Khairani was saying, the Sister took a bottle of mineral water that had been available at the nightstand. Raise the bed in a half-sitting position .Then, throw a bottle of mineral water that has been opened.

" You must eat mistress, for you have passed your breakfast time. " This time the Sister spoke Indonesian, after she found out her patient was Indonesian .

The sister pushed an Overbed table in front of Khairani, on which were available a wide variety of dishes.

" Let me help Madam ." Khairani immediately shook his head not to be fed.

"I'm alone, Sus ." Khairani.

"Alright Madam, please spend pity your baby has not been able to intake from last night. " Next the Sister.

Finally Khairani ate in silence. His mind was recalling events after events. His appetite was instantly gone even though his stomach was very hungry. Trouble Khairani swallow his food, besides bland also he was busy holding back tears.

Khairani left half her food. He can't swallow it anymore.

" It's still half, why don't the madam spend it. " Task the Sister.

"I'm full already ." Answer Khairani.

"Well, is there anything else you need ?" Khairani only shook her head after gulping down the mineral water in front of her.

" I'm sorry, I beg for permission to exit. Soon there will be a replacement Doctor and Sister .If you need anything, press the red button. "Chap Sister while pointing at the button near Khairani's bed.

After cleaning up the rest of Khairani's meal, the Sister came out while carrying the used utensils earlier.

Eventually the defense collapsed instantly. Her new husband last night revealed how much he loved her, in a matter of hours having roamed on another woman's body. And all of that was witnessed by his own eyes.

Khairani, who used to cry in silence, is now no longer able to hold back. He let go of his groan with a heartbreaking groan. Occasionally I heard her little screams while hitting her chest. Hoping to unravel the tightness that squeezes him.

His heart was wounded in. His soul has no grip. The love he had just felt instantly crashed into the deepest depths of grief.

"Is this a punishment for me, for forgetting you too soon !! Are you mad at me bang ? I'm sorry I changed you too soon. " Khairani said as she was shocked . He remembered Bakri.

" It hurts. I couldn't help it. Why did I fall in love with that man so quickly. It turned out that I just dreamed of having a husband who loved me so warmly, who adored me, who spoiled me. "Khairani wailed heartbreakingly, until her voice sounded stingy.

" It turns out he's just a con man who bought me luxury. He. he. he "After Khairani chuckles, but still sounds sad. The laughter sounded so deep and deep.

"I'm wrong, too easy. Cheaply ! I easily fell into seduction. You're so naive Khairani. You're stupid .Look Khairani you even got hit here by yourself while he... " Khairani beat her head while shouting hysterically.

A few moments later two sisters entered in a hurry. They try to correct the position of Khairani who almost fell from his bed. Also allow the blanket while calming Khairani who is still hysterical.

Not long after the doctor came and injected something in Khairani's arm related to the infection had been revoked.

Now the hysterical cry grew quieter, turning into a heartbreaking lament. And finally stop leaving clear liquid that is still dripping. Like a poignant gesture and the depth of that wound.

The door of the room was opened again . Farhan appeared with Jack Luo. Farhan's eyes looked red and wet .The face of frustration looks chaotic. It turned out that Farhan had been standing behind the door when Khairani had eaten earlier.

Farhan clearly heard every word and groan of his beloved wife. Farhan saw how fragile and depraved the poor woman was. Farhan could not say a word, the tears alone that represented his pain witnessed the destruction of the most unfortunate person in the world.

Moreover, hearing his wife no longer trust him and watching his wife blame herself. Saw Khairani beating her own head.

I wanted Farhan to come and hold her. But the fear of his wife's rejection was greater. Make him stop to do that. Farhan is really losing his confidence right now.

Thank goodness Jack who was still sane at that time acted quickly by calling the Doctor. While Farhan dissolved in his regretful sorrow.

Now the poor woman is asleep due to the safe influence of tranquilizers for her. The pale face was soaked with tears. Farhan looked at the face he had missed so much since waking up this morning.

One Sister was busy changing the infusion on Khairani's hand and the other measured her tension while the Doctor checked her heartbeat using a Stethoscope.

Conversations in english

"How's my wife doing, Doc ? "

" It looks like your wife has just experienced a very bad incident. " Farhan just nodded.

" This is very disturbing his psychic. We need a psychiatrist . Especially your wife is pregnant. "

"Do what is best for her, Doctor. "

"Well sir, I'll call the best psychiatrist in this hospital. Please don't make him depressed. She desperately needs the support of her closest family. Especially as her husband. "

"Okay Doc, I understand. How long will he sleep Doctor ?"

"About two to three hours, according to the condition of the patient's body. "

"What about the content, Doc ? My son is in good condition. "

"So far it's still safe, sir .While the intake is still enough. But of course the mother's psyche also affects the development of the fetus. So we must nourish the mother physically and psychically so that the fetus is also healthy. "

"Okay Doctor, please do your best for my wife. "

"Sure ! Sorry I had to go, to check on another patient. "

" Please Doctor, Thank you ."

The doctor along with the two Sisters came out of Khairani's room. Farhan and Jack stand beside the Khairani bed.

"Jack, do it right away. I don't want to wait anymore. The longer Khairani gets depressed. I'm afraid his condition is getting worse. "

"OK I go first . Don't worry about the evidence, I'll help you. Now just think about your wife and her womb. But medical check-up ." Jack said before stepping out of the room.

After the death of Jack Farhan stepped closer to Khairani and then lie down next to his wife. Farhan clutched Khairani tightly as if afraid of his wife leaving. Smoothed the head of his wife many times accompanied by the roar of tears that flowed.

This was the second time Farhan had cried over someone. The first time her foster mother died. The first woman to raise him in love. The second is Khairani. The first woman he loved.

The decision is getting closer .Maybe tomorrow he can't do it anymore.

Maybe..... !!!!

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