When You're Gone

Divorced

With a heavy heart Farhan rose and stood beside where Khairani lay. Just his feet reached the floor for a while, suddenly Khairani also rose while smothering his mouth.

Farhan directly held onto Khairani's shoulder when he saw something wrong with his wife. But had not had time to ask Khairani had first turned to the other side of the bed and vomited his stomach contents.

Farhan massaged his nape and rubbed Khairani's back. Farhan had thought that Khairani did not want to get close to him by saying that he was nauseous. It turns out that Khairani really vomited afterwards.

Satisfied with spewing out all his stomach contents, Khairani felt dizzy and was a firefly . Farhan gave a bottle of mineral water that had been opened. Then rub Khairani's lips with tissue, cleaning the remaining liquid on Khairani's lips.

Some of the sisters entered Khairani's room, after Farhan pressed a red button near the bed. Farhan again broke down Khairani's body which looked helpless. While rubbing the forehead of the wife who was wet with sweat.

After Sister Sister was done cleaning the former vomit Khairani earlier and change the blankets they also left the couple. Khairani closed her eyes but did not sleep. While Farhan sat on the side of the hospital bed while staring at the sweet face of his wife who looks pale.

Farhan felt even more guilty for making his wife suffer. Not only physical but also heart and mental Khairani hurt.

"I'm sorry Khai, my carelessness makes you so sick. Sorry... !Although a thousand apologies mean nothing, I will always say them. This guilt can be reduced a little. " Farhan said softly and weakly. But Khairani could listen clearly.

Farhan grabbed his wife's tiny hand that was on her stomach. But suddenly Khairani brushed it off.

"Don't touch it, I'll be nauseous again.You better go, I'll take a break. Don't disturb. " Said Khairani cold and stern.

Farhan realized one thing, Khairani no longer called out her calling as usual. "Abang" The call that Khairani always spoke for her now changed to "You". Farhan's heart was pulsing again. His fear now felt far away from him. It feels painful to be rejected and shunned.

Khairani formed a high wall with him. The cold and taut words that Farhan could hear now. No more soft speech and sounding spoiled. Moreover, that sweet smile and loving gaze. All of this made Farhan really feel pain in the heart.

Realizing Farhan was still at his bedside, Khairani opened her eyes saying...

"Go, there might be someone waiting for you right now. I don't need you here. From last night I was alone too, it was no longer a problem for me. Tomorrow I want to go home, you can stay here. " Khairani paused for a moment when feeling a little claustrophobic. After taking a deep breath he spoke again.

"Not come back, you're here. Let me handle the divorce myself. And please let the children with me, I will take good care of them. And. after this child is born you may come ." The voice grew weaker and louder.

While Farhan stood up while clenching his clutches firmly, restraining the rumbling within his chest. Suppressing the emotions that arrived suddenly attacked him. He was speechless not wanting to talk but he was afraid to say something that would hurt his wife.

Farhan again realizes Khairani is not in a good mental state. " Don't fight it, let him take the pain out. Just listen to ." He murmured in his heart.

" You may take all your property but not the child. I do not need property, enough division of Bang Bakri business as before is enough and home....

Farhan who heard the rambling of his wife became furious and angry. There is no better way to cover this spicy mouth than to kiss it, to be quiet but not to hurt his wife.

Farhan has said*p and ****** the lips that have been nagging him. The scent of vomit was still felt but did not disgust Farhan. While Khairani who was unprepared with this situation just fell silent to accept. Not refusing but not replying.

" There is no divorce or separation. I'll go home with my wife to agree or not. " Say Farhan said after releasing Khairani's lips.

"Wait a few days, I'll prove my innocence. Someone locked me in there after choking me with a high dose of stimulant. Trust me once. I need your love support so I can stay sane. Otherwise I'll kill that guy. Just be patient, honey. Just sec... Rest here a few days until you recover, I want you and my baby to be healthy. Don't think much, I'm still your husband even though this body is too dirty right now but my heart is all yours. Right now that's all I can give . But please don't think about asking for farewell. If that happens you'll find me in jail. Rest... ! I'll be gone for a while, there will be a Sister accompanying you. " Farhan said at length without giving a slight gap for Khairani to interrupt. Then Farhan kissed Khairani's slightly open lips and walked out of the room with wide steps.

After closing the door Farhan leaned his body against the door. His breathing was tight and hunting. His emotions have arrived at ubun ubun. Grateful he could still hold back and not yell at Khairani earlier.

The word divorce spoken by Khairani burned his heart. He could not blame his wife, because it was only natural for one who felt betrayed. What he regretted was his stupidity and negligence.

Seeing Farhan who was silent while closing his eyes holding back anger, Jack just stared let it go. Not wanting to disturb Farhan who was trying to take control of him. Jack who understood the complicated problems Farhan was facing would definitely drain his emotions.

In the room Khairani was still dumbstruck digesting what Farhan said. Although Khairani understood what she heard, her little heart still refused to accept. Perhaps the result of severe shock with what he saw caused his trauma to recur.

Khairani again felt no longer believe in certain people. The long-lost trauma now appears even more powerful. Khairani could only sigh violently. He needs Irul at this time, because only Irul understands his illness.

But Khairani does not want Irul to know about her household problems. Farhan is still her husband. Aib her husband will always Khairani close, because he does not want other people to judge Farhan. Khairani also did not want others to underestimate her husband later.

Let household matters remain his and Farhan's secret. Even if the breakup happens later, other people do not need to know the cause. There are also children that he must take care of his feelings. Farhan was still their father.

That's how Khairani always thinks of others rather than his suffering. He will keep his own problems to himself.

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🌺 Kira guess what kind of trauma did Khairani experience in the past...?? Next chapter of my Readers

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