When You're Gone

Guard them

The day has changed night. Tiredness has worn some people out. Also at Khairani's house. Fariz had entered the room since dinner. While Alma had just left Khairani's room with the two babysitters, after putting the cute baby to sleep.

Khairani tried to lay his body beside Gaza. Khairani mattresses have changed size with larger ones without cots. Worried that the babies who were learning to lie on their stomachs fell too high.

While staring at the sky the room Khairani again remembered Farhan's status this morning. Since seeing that status post somehow Khairani was a little distracted.

"Huuft "heard Khairani take a rough breath. " Why am I thinking about the post. What is my business. " Huh.sorry I saw it. " Said her while closing her eyes with a pillow.

Then Khairani again sat on his back while looking at his HP on the nightstand. Curiously, he looked back at Farhan's status. Who knows there's a new post Khairani thought.

It turned out to be just that post. Thoughtlessly Khairani replied to the post with a flat-face emoticon. Khairani herself was confused as to why she replied to the post. After being sent out, he cursed himself.

" Why did I reply, sent again... " Say her while hitting her forehead . " Delete before reading" Continue while trying to delete sent message .

Just now his finger was about to press the image of the trash can on his HP screen, it turns out that the message has been read by Farhan. " Dead me... " Khairani said as she closed her mouth.

Not until five minutes into a reply message from Farhan. With a sense of was was Khairani opened Farhan's message.

Farhan

📱Hai Khaira.

Khairani

📱Not yet

Farhan

📱Don't get me wrong, he's just my friend

Khairani

📱Not a problem.. want a life friend or bedmate even once ..not my business.

Farhan

📱Kok.. 🤭 How is Bakri news has there been a development

Khairani

📱Bukan sewot but disappointed.. was so cool looking for a mother for the twins, until you forget to ask their news.. and Bang Bakri he is no longer sick and he is happy now.

Khairani exits her room chat with Farhan, then puts her HP on the nightstand. He had been lazy to reply to Farhan's message . I don't know why his emotions are out of control right now.

A few moments later, a notification of incoming messages was heard .But Khairani doesn't care about it. Until finally the sound of the call was heard from his HP. Khairani changed her smartphone settings to silent mode for fear of waking up her child.

Khairani was not wanting to hear anything and explain anything. Khairani knew Farhan must be confused about the meaning of the word Khairani earlier. Let Farhan find out for himself Khairani thought.

Finally Khairani returned to lay her body .After making sure his son slept comfortably, Khairani also tried to close his eyes.

It did not take long Khairani finally fell asleep too. Without knowing how scared Farhan is now. I don't know how many missed calls on his HP and I don't know how many incoming messages are unreadable.

*****

The dawn has come to replace the stars. The voice of the azan has been reverberating signifying that dawn has come. Khairani has woken up from her heart . And immediately to the bathroom cleaned himself to fulfill his duty as a devout being.

Before performing the dawn service, Khairani first awakened Fariz and Alma .Both babysitters were awake from earlier.

Suddenly there was a voice shouting Dwi from the porch of the house. Khairani who was afraid of something happening with Dwi immediately ran to the front of the house. How surprised Khairani when he saw a man who was beside Dwi.

"Astaghfirullah ....Bang Farhan "strangled Khairani when he realized who was in front of him.

" I'm sorry buk, I just wanted a porch, just open the door arrived there was someone standing in front, surprised me" said Dwi while holding his chest that was still pounding.

" It's okay Dwi. continue your work" Khairani said. Then he turned to look at Farhan who was standing with tired and tangled condition.

" When Bang Farhan was here. Why don't you knock on the door. " Tanya Khairani's.

"From four o'clock, I'm afraid to knock on the door to wake the little guy. That's why I waited until I fell asleep in the chair. Mmh.. May I enter "

"Eh.. please enter "Say Khairani who just found from his confusion. Upon reaching Khairani, he turned his body towards Farhan.

"With rest, I'll make you some warm tea. " His speech then walked leaving Farhan in the living room.

Farhan immediately threw himself on the long sofa to straighten his waist, which was sore because he slept on the terrace chair.

It was not long before Khairani came with warm tea and some sponge pieces.

"Diminum Bang let warm his body. "Khairani said as she placed the tea cup and sponge plate on the table.

Farhan woke up and immediately drank the tea until the toilet. Whether because of thirst or indeed the cold weather, very fitting with warm tea.

Khairani just sat across from Farhan staring at Farhan full of question marks. Farhan who was conscious at the pelototti finally spoke.

"Why not pick up my phone, and read my message.Why not tell me that Bakri has gone home. It's been a long time ..Why not contact me." Farhan's voice sounded hoarse and shook withstanding the rumbling in his chest.

" I was deliberately disappointed with you last night. But since Bang Farhan came back to Singapore why never tell. Not even asking about the twins. Why should I tell you first. Do you think I'm in good shape. " Khairani stopped breathing.

" I lost my grip, I was in a mess with my life, half my soul felt uprooted from my body.... Do you think I can think of letting you know "

"I'm sorry. I don't mean to blame you, but I was disappointed not to be next to him at his last moment" complained Farhan with a still trembling voice.

" Don't bang, I'm not there. He left alone without even having a chance to talk to me. Opening his eyes was not at all. " Khairani shed tears again.

" Have not cried, Bakri did not like it .Now that he's calm, pray that he's happy there. " Farhan said trying to calm Khairani down.

Khairani wiped her tears while trying to smile.

"Yes, I can't cry anymore, there are enough tears now that there are children who are my priority. Bang Bakri had calmed down there " said Khairani to suggest himself.

Farhan replied with a nod of his head, while forcing for a smile .

"Take me to his grave ...

"All right, rest first I want to make breakfast ...

Khairani passed, while Farhan returned to lay down his body in his original place. Farhan recalled the words Bakri said at the last moment they spoke.

"I'll take care of them for you and for myself....

*****

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