When You're Gone

Mental trust issues?

Khairani who actually sleeps because of tranquilizers is of course unaware when Farhan hugs her. While Farhan was trying to stay conscious so as not to waste the moment .

"I'm sorry baby, sorry, I didn't intend to betray you. But that woman tricked me. Sorry, because I can't resist it. I'm sorry I ignored you. Sorry if I've dirtyed my body. "

" I beg you not to stay away from me, I cannot do that if you do. If I may be greedy, keep loving me, stay by my side, and forgive all the mistakes I have made. "

Farhan hugged Khairani tightly, expressing his disobedience. Funneling his love and reducing his guilt. But Khairani just kept silent without realizing anything Farhan said or did.

Two hours passed so quickly. Farhan was not satisfied to hold his wife's warm body. But he had to get up soon, not wanting his wife to go back hysterical when he saw her.

"Darling, I gotta go, I'm gonna find proof of that. Although it is unlikely that I will still look for. Not to clean myself up. Just reduce this guilt. "

"My hero, quickly recover for the sake of my dear child, do not get sick just because of my stupidity. Don't cry out for your weak husband. I love you, until whenever "Farhan's words get smoother with a warm kiss on Khairani's forehead.

Then Farhan stroked Khairani's protruding belly. The content has entered the sixth month makes Khairani's stomach look rounded.

"Darling papi, forgive Papi who has hurt Mother yes, son. Help Papi take care of Mother, Papi dear to you. So very... " Farhan kissed Khairani's stomach many times. With teardrops finally Farhan stepped away from Khairani.

Farhan had to do some tests but previously he asked a Sister to accompany Khairani. After Farhan disappeared behind the door, Khairani opened her eyes.

Khairani had woken up while Farhan was still holding her. He was silent and did not forgive. It was just that he had touched on what kind of reaction it was.

Wanting to push the body that the other woman had touched, but his body felt comfortable. He wanted to curse, but his mouth was locked. He wanted to be angry but Khairani could not even open her eyes.

Khairani also heard clearly what Farhan said. But he didn't want to think what. Khairani is busy with her pain. He just wanted to cry alone at this moment, to reduce the burden on his heart.

Not long after a Sister entered to guard Khairani temporarily. With a tray of lunch for Khairani. This afternoon Khairani will be scheduled to meet with a psychiatrist to help stabilize her emotions.

While Farhan was undergoing check-ups by doing some tests, Jack Luo returned to the hospital empty-handed. His friend who helped him had tried to get into the system of the Hotel where Farhan was staying as well as the location of the Club. But it didn't produce results.

All CCTV footage in the hour of the incident has been removed. It seems Jeany had anticipated the incident. Maybe someone helped him too. Although the hotel belongs to his family, but it must have easily eliminated his footprint there.

From the beginning Jack was pessimistic, but he kept trying. There is no harm in trying before deciding on the next step.

After Farhan heard the report from Jack, he only let out a rough sigh. The road is back dead-end. While the results of laboratory tests are still waiting twice twenty-four hours. It was a long time according to Farhan.

" How now, what are you going to do ? " Said Jack breaking the silence. Seeing Farhan getting frustrated makes Jack pity.

"Let's go, I can't think. I just want to be on Khairani's side, Jack. He needs a hand at the moment. " Say Farhan closed his eyes.

"Just try to approach and explain, if not try how you know the reaction. At least we know what he wants. " Suggestions from Jack.

"Somehow I'm so afraid of it. I'm not ready yet. "

"Well, you're so scared. Do you think Khairani was ready to watch you play on Jeany's body. Face Han, don't avoid him. There he hates you even more." Jack starts to get annoyed with Farhan's gentelman nature .

" You're right, Jack. I should have taken care of him, not left him. I'll go there first, will you come ? " Farhan stood up from the hospital's garden bench and stepped towards Khairani's nursery. Jack followed behind.

When only a few more steps came to the door of the VIP room, the door opened. A person in a doctor's uniform comes out of Khairani's room along with a Sister .

"How's my wife developing, Doctor ? " Say Farhan

"You mean Mrs Khairani ?" Ask the Doctor.

"Yes, is there a serious problem ?"

" Let's talk in my room. I have something to say. "

The doctor and the Sister walked away from Khairani's room. Jack Luo went inside.

"Formerly introduce me Karenina, the psychiatrist who handled your wife. "They shake hands too.

"I'm Farhan Jonhson. " Farhan introduced himself.

"Alright Mr. Jonhson, according to the results of the counseling, it seems your wife has just experienced a very heavy pressure. Which causes the patient to experience depression. Is that right, sir ?"

Farhan only nodded, as each recall made Farhan a pain in his heart.

"And this condition is the cause ? Farhan could not answer.

"Sir, your wife has a mental disorder commonly called Mental Trust Issues ." The doctor said firmly.

"Well, is that dangerous, Doc?" Farhan was shocked to hear the doctor's words.

" It's very dangerous for a case like your wife because it's not her first. " Answer the Doctor.

" What do you mean, Doctor ."

" Mental trust Issues are traumas a person experiences due to too deep a disappointment towards the person he loves .So that he experienced a crisis of confidence in someone or several people who are considered the same. "

" It may be due to sexual violence, KDRT, treason, and others. And your wife seems to have experienced one before, and you exacerbate that trauma. "The Doctor took a deep breath, regretting what happened to his patient.

While Farhan pulled his hair, while scooping his face full of regret.

"Is my wife curable ?"

"Of course, but it takes a long time and hard effort and family support. I have not been able to ascertain the level of trauma the patient experienced. I need a medical record of your wife's previous psychiatry. To determine how severe her past trauma was. Can you get it as soon as possible ? "

"I will try as soon as possible, you know that we are from Indonesia. It might take a little time ."

"All right, I'll wait. Meanwhile, let your wife be treated first here, to facilitate monitoring the progress. "

"Doctor what I can meet with my wife. I fear the trauma is getting worse. " Said Farhan lirih.

"I hope you meet him. That way we can figure out how severe the trauma is. Excuse me in advance, may I know what makes a patient experience all this ? Did you commit sexual assault ? " Search the Doctor.

"Not !! Farhan replied quickly. " He saw me with another woman. " She said slowly.

"Oh, infidelity and betrayal are the most common causes for Mental trust issues .But I don't think his past trauma was that. Has the patient ever experienced sexual harassment or violence ?"

"I don't know Doctor, we've only known for a year and only been married eight months. "

"Okay, that means we really need his medical records, and people who know about the trauma of the patient. "

" I'll call his brother, well I want to see my wife first. Excuse me then, 'Dok ." Farhan said as he stood up.

" Please, Sir. "

"Thank you. "

Farhan stepped out of the Doctor's room towards Khairani's ward. The doctor said it was still in his head. A little bit of his carelessness was fatal to Khairani and his household.

What trauma his wife experienced, so that his actions arouse the suffering of his wife. Farhan's guilt is mounting.

"Khairani.. forgive me....... !!!

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