When You're Gone

Heart to heart

How do you know... ?

" Here is your HP ! Farhan immediately reached into his pants pocket and took the HP out of his pocket and handed it to Khairani.

Khairani asked HP to search Jeany's social media. After finding him Khairani immediately showed Farhan.

At once Farhan's eyes fiddled watching Jeany's post. He really doesn't know all this because he rarely opens and uses his social media.

Although Farhan knew when Jeany took their photos, Farhan did not expect that all the photos and videos together they had social media posts.

"Do you know what this all means ? This proves that your satisfied woman thinks you are special. He has labeled you his. No other posts, just about Jeany and Farhan. " In a moment the voice of Khairani who was in flames began to weaken.

Farhan was just speechless unable to refute. The truth is so. Jeany did not want to be decided from the mutually beneficial relationship, a few years ago .But Farhan didn't care.

Several times Jeany teased him, Farhan ignored him until finally Jeany could only resign. Especially when Jeany finds out that Farhan has married the woman he loves, Jeany is unable to accept her and cries hysterically.

"Abang knows, a week ago I called Abang many times but did not pick up, but Jeany's last call picked him up. He sounded awake .The woman said that you're still sleeping can't be bothered because you're tired ."

"We've been exhausted overtime all night Khai, not that weird. Believe !" Farhan spoke softly.

"That question in my heart, why do you sleep in one room. You said you took care of your body and heart, right ! Then why do you trust him so much that he is so free to hold your HP when it is your privacy. And again what right did you give her that she arbitrarily forbade me from speaking to you, as if she would be more entitled to me. "Khairani's voice rose again and trembled.

Farhan grabs Khairani for him to hug, but is quickly rejected by Khairani.

"One you don't realize Bang, you're used to being together, there are no boundaries between you. You're used to depending on her, and she's used to being with you."

" It may be that all this time there has actually been love, and now you just saturate it . You are related like a husband and wife for a long time, there is no sense in it. One day you will miss her again Bang. " This time the vibrations of Khairani's voice had mixed with a clear liquid that was scattering.

"Don't say that, there's no love. My love is only for you. I never lost time not seeing him for months. Unlike you, it feels like I can't do it for a week. "

"Khi, don't hurt your heart with prejudice. Ilove you. There's nothing else. I admit my mistakes that are not good at taking care of my body and my personal belongings, but not with my heart. "

Farhan again clutched his trembling body, shedding his tears . He pecked the top of his wife's head repeatedly while rubbing Khairani's back to calm down.

"Honey, I beg you to stop this until here. The doctor said your condition is not good in this pregnancy. There are some risky problems .I'm worried about you two. "

"You want him to talk. For the sake of our son, the fruit of my first love stopped thinking strangely. I'll prove to you my sincerity. And again for what I sold the company that I painstakingly built. All because you want to be with you always. "

Khairani was a little jolted at hearing the problem of her womb. Of course he wants his son to survive. Maybe it's true said Farhan, now the most important thing is the safety of his son. Toh Farhan has sold the company. Especially what he was worried about.

Honestly Khairani's heart still hurts and it's not easy for him to forget the pain. But now Khairani must calm her own heart. However, his son is more important.

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Three days hospitalized, Khairani was treated very spoiled by Farhan. Eating was fed to the bathroom in a bin, and many more Farhan's treatment was excessive.

Farhan is currently cutting Khairani's toenails. Although Khairani had rejected it, Farhan still kekeh did it. Farhan always tried to get Khairani to talk as much as usual. Even if you have a small argument with him. It was better he thought, than Khairani was silent.

Since yesterday's problems made Khairani so quiet. It seems like there is still a disturbance to his mind. Perhaps Khairani has not been able to accept and forgive Farhan. Farhan himself felt Khairani was somewhat keeping his distance from him.

" It's over, now my wife's nails are clean. " Said Farhan sumringah.

"My feet weren't dirty either. " Answer Khairani a little. Well, that's how Khairani talks to Farhan now. It still sounds soft but a little firm. People who are accustomed to it, must know that Khairani is not in a good heart condition.

Moreover Farhan, he felt that there was an eyeless barrier between him and his wife. Farhan realizes Khairani's heart wound has not been treated . Farhan was trying to melt Khairani's heart, but it was very difficult.

" Dear, we can go home tomorrow. What do you want as a gift, 'hemm. "

"Can't be this afternoon, I'm bored. I miss the kids. " Khairani said without answering Farhan's question.

"Let me ask the doctor first yes, you wait here for a moment. " After peeping Khairani's forehead, Farhan went straight to see the Doctor. Khairani did not respond to anything.

Fifteen minutes later Farhan came with a smile on his lips.

" Dear, you can go home today. The doctor allows you to keep the intake and should not be too tired. Too much thinking .How are you happy now. "

" It depends on you Bang, the only thing that hurts my feelings is you. " Khairani's calm words were able to make the smile on Farhan's face disappear instantly.

Earlier he had forced the Doctor to allow his wife to go home, hoping Khairani would be happy. But his hope was Sirna after seeing Khairani's flat reaction and her words that nudged him.

Farhan just fell silent and walked towards the window, just looking for some fresh air. Her chest tightened as Khairani recalled her mistake. His wife was so hurt. But everything has happened, Farhan can what now.

While Khairani still difficult to accept, although sometimes feel sorry for Farhan. Her husband always tries to make her happy with a little attention. But somehow her heart still feels pain when she remembers the woman her husband's former bedmate.

In the afternoon they returned home. Farhan continued to treat Khairani like a queen. And Khairani is still with her flat face. No one realized what was going on between them .

So did Irul and Nisa .They do not realize Khairani and Farhan are in trouble. Khairani's cold attitude they think because of the influence of young pregnant. Farhan was still as warm as ever.

Khairani's pregnancy this time felt different from previous pregnancies. Khairani is usually so drunk that she cannot get out of bed .This time he only vomited in the morning and evening.

A week after his discharge from the hospital, Khairani was still cold towards Farhan. She continues to serve her husband as usual. But no matter the bed, Farhan never asked because he was afraid Khairani and his son why napa.

This afternoon Khairani vomited as usual. His body was limp and a little dizzy. When he came out of the bathroom to his bed his body was a bit shrewd, so Farhan entered the room. Farhan quickly caught Khairani's body before touching the floor.

"Navig ...! What's the matter, we go to the doctor ? " Say Farhan said as he put Khairani on the bed and helped her lie down.

"No need, brought to bed later either by yourself. "

"But Khai you're so pale, baby." Farhan rubbed Khairani's forehead which was soaked with sweat.

"If you vomit it is so .Could you ask Bik Yum to make some ginger tea ?"

" Wait, I made it ." Farhan kissed Khairani's forehead before leaving.

A few minutes later Farhan returned to his room with a glass of ginger tea in his hand and a few biscuits.

"Sum while it's still warm. " Say Farhan and then help Khairani to sit leaning.

After drinking tea Khairani back lean .His round eyes looked at Farhan who was putting a used glass of tea on the nightstand. Farhan who returned to bed caught the look of those eyes staring at him softly.

He sat on the side of the bed near Khairani. Farhan saw there was still sadness in his wife's eyes. Somehow he was able to restore that joy.

Farhan could not bear to look at those eyes for long. There was regret and guilt in his heart. Khairani is his love, and he has promised only to give happiness not tears.

Farhan suddenly hugged Khairani tightly, and kissed the head of his wife. He breathed in the scent he so longed for.

"Is it very heavy and torturous ?" farhan.

"No, I'm used to this when I'm pregnant. " Khairani closed her eyes, permeating her husband's warm embrace. Honestly he misses this hug every time.

"I'm sorry, Khai, at a time like this we should be happy, but I give you pain and tears. " Farhan felt he had to speak from heart to heart with Khairani.

"It's okay, maybe it's my fate ."

" It's my fault, which is too trivial things that I'm small, but has a big effect. "

"Mhm, you should have thrown it into place, don't bagged .Otherwise the trash can dirty you. Unless you intend to recycle it. "

"I threw it away, baby ."

"If it has been thrown away do not approach it again, fearing that you regret or feel affection to be thrown away. "

"Not anymore, I don't keep any taste for him, just a coworker for two years. "

" Look at me believing in you, but I don't trust him. He did intend to make us hurt each other and end up. "

"Yes, I know that. What do you think I should do now. " Farhan tries to find out his wife's wishes.

"Ask him why he erased my call history and also my message to you. And give him boundaries that he cannot break. Let him know where he is now. "

"Alright I I'll do it later. "

"Why not now, here. I want to hear it myself. "

Farhan loosened his embrace then looked at his wife. There was doubt in Farhan's heart. Afraid of hurting lkhairani's heart again later.

"Are you sure ? "

"Very sure. " Reply Khairani without a doubt.

"Okay, let's ask. " Say Farhan grabbed his cell phone and searched Jeany's number. After contacting it did not take long Jeany immediately picked up Farhan's call.

"Hello Honey ...You are, oh I miss you baby .You must miss me...

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