When the Orange Tassbih

CHAPTER 8 - delete

My marriage has now entered fourteen months. I'm not pregnant yet. But I think it's good for me.

So because of that I also often walk to the mall, to the cafe and to the city park. Just like I'm doing right now.

Of course that way, I can slightly get rid of my inflamed feelings. Eliminate the saturation of my heart.

"Orang....!" The voice calls from a distance.

Oh, who is calling me. But I feel like I know that voice.

Yes, I looked to the right and the left. And to my left, I saw a woman running towards me waving her right hand.

Ehh. Him, Nadia! Yep. I was so excited too. I met my best friend again. Actually it's only been three months. We did not meet. But it felt like a year or so. Because of course I expected if I could, I often met or always together with, Nadia.

Yes, only Nadia is where I complain. And together nadia made it look like my longing for High School, my teenage years, was a little treated.

"Nadia..., where have you been? Kangen know...!"

"Yeah, just last night vidiocall too."

"Dong different,"

"Sorrys. It's busy, you know. Uh, what are you doing here?"

"Come on,"

"From earlier?"

"Old lumayan."

"Your husband?"

"Exit the area."

"Why? Suddenly pouting like that?"

"Don't ask, she!" I said a little upset.

"Good yeah...! I'm coming, but you're still chating?!"

"Oh, sorry, Nad! Gi this responsibility. Bentar, yes!"

"What who's chat, anyway?"

"New introduction at IG(instagram)."

"So you have a husband!"

"Just a prank, Nad. Only in this way, I can be a little free from my turmoil."

And I raised my face, looking, Nadia. I told him to understand me this time.

"Nad, please don't misunderstand me. I understand what you mean. Just this prank."

"alright. But remember don't be silly, don't drop your dignity. Choose the path you should!"

"meaning?"

"Yes, I'm just an ingetin, or maybe a suggestion."

"What's that?"

"If you are unable to live out your current status. Make the right decision. But if you still want to survive. Yes, it's your decision yes or no. Don't do things that are not meant for a wife. Someone who is still married. Remember the orange, you are a wife. I say this, because you are my best friend. I love you. I want my best friend to always be good, good in the eyes of everyone, especially to, Allah Subhana Wataala."

"Yes, Nad, I understand."

"Thank God."

"So what am I supposed to do?"

"Sorry orange. All I can emphasize is on you. That is, do not first behave like a woman who is not married. For example, you often chat every guy you know, then make a meeting."

"Have you seen me?"

"Yes, at the mall a while ago. It's just that time, I didn't have a chance to samperin you."

"It was just a coincidence, Nad. Just a friend, too."

"Well, I hope that you apply properly, if you are chatting with men or you are acquainted," he said, Nadia, holding my hand.

Of course I understand the point, Nadia, although impressed as if I was a child who was given understanding. But that's what friends mean and that's the character, nadia, that I know.

"Yes, Orange!" say again, Nadia, stressing.

"Yes, Nad. I'm just trying to get rid of the anger in my heart."

"Orang. Actually that's not the way to escape your gala feelings. That's not how you run away from the pressure on your soul!" said, Nadia, looking at me sharply.

And I can only bow.

I know what that means, Nadia. Maybe I was impressed. But somehow, I can't get away from this unstable soul of mine. Yes, my mind is still childish.

"So what do you think, Nad, if I had chosen to split with him?"

"Once again I apologize, orange! I can't respond to that. I feel I am not worthy of a response. Yeah, I think it's a decision that only you can determine. How should you