When the Orange Tassbih

CHAPTER 41 - delete

"Kak Orange. I'm sorry, because I was being cornered, brother."

"It's okay. Ohya, Nit. So you think I was wrong to wish I could be with Adelio again?"

"Come, Brother. Maybe it's best to make that hope, not just at one point. Because not necessarily one point we can reach completely or maybe the point is not intended for us. Not only tomorrow, we don't know what's happening. Whether tomorrow, we can breathe or not. And certainly not certain. Isn't that right, brother?"

"Yes, anyway," I answered briefly confirming his interpretation, Qanita.

"But if you are very confident at one point you can achieve. Then also convince your soul to be ready, if it turns out that the point is wrong for you," explained Qanita again

"Humm, so the expression that anything can be achieved if we are sure. That wrong?"

"I guess it's just an expression of motivation, sister. Still ambiguous in my opinion, anyway. According to my personal assumptions, yes! So no need to be accepted. Hihihi.."

"Well, why is it so ambiguous for you?"

"Because for me, not everything can be achieved and not everyone can achieve all the things they want. Or, depending on what the first goal is to be achieved, who the perpetrator is, how much readiness the perpetrator. If only the capital is reckless and without consideration, I think it will fail. Except hockey, yeah!"

"That, huh?"

"I think."

"There is an additional basis of your opinion, so that I can better understand it and can believe?"

"Hihi..what is it? Yes, everything needs consideration, it needs to measure how strong or how well we can do it. Can you reach the moon up there? Or you want to go somewhere but do not consider how long it will take to arrive, if there will be a ravine, there is a river, or later there is no motorized vehicle path to get to that place. Then, Brother just went to that place and did not prepare everything including mental Brother to bear whatever happened later.

"Yes, Nit. Thank you for the enlightenment," I said, emphasizing my appreciation for Qanita's opinion, although it was not entirely clear to me.

"Not enlightenment, Brother. Just my opinion as it is! And about why I seem to corner, brother. It's because I want to, Brother not to drag on your anger and disappointment, on Adelio and Nadia."

"Yes, Nit. I understand and I'm the one who should be apologizing to you. Because I was talking to you, Nit."

"No problem with that, brother. I understand, if your sister's soul is depressed. Yes, I hope that big brother can cultivate it so that it does not become a suffering on the mind and soul, Big Brother.

I'm not a wise man either, brother. But, I don't think there's any harm if I tell you that the real woman is a wise man. Because women are more sensitive to their feelings, they are better able to think well. And it could be that someone is unpretentious, not because of his intelligence. But because of a wise attitude."

"Thank you, Nit. Hopefully I can quickly let go of my disappointment towards Adelio and Nadia."

"Remember, Brother! Brother should not be stressed. Your health is more important."

"Make it all the more, I kept trying to survive the pain that would also take my life. Moreover, my hope that has always made me want to be healthy and stay alive. is now gone, Qanita! So, what else to do." I said in a soft voice.

"Gosh, Brother. I thought, Brother, I thought well. Uh, apparently not. What's orange, anyway?!"

"I'm tired of holding on, Nit."

"Silent because, Adelio? Oh, really this big brother is a loss-making human. Just because hope in a person is not achieved to the point of doubting the Greatness of God. There are many people who have cancer