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Yes, the bully that my mother often receives. Not only people far away, but also from his friends, neighbors and the saddest is the scorn of his own relatives. Not to mention the fines and debts my father owed the reason, he.

Yes, no matter how they sneer at my family's downturn. And I too became his victim.

Honestly at that time I really resisted, I insisted on rejecting his proposal, the doni. And slowly at that time, I could make my mother was no longer too ambitious at that time. Although suppressed ego, suppressed bully, and financial conditions for daily living are thinning. There is still a conscience side, Mother, who should not pressure her child let alone excessively.

But what power. Too late, my mother, has given way to the doni. I heard the story after my wedding. Doni's family was embarrassed, because I rejected him. So maybe, that's why I didn't realize my marriage to him had taken place back then.

Humm, now I'm so grateful for the change, my mother.

In front of me, He expressed regret for his direction and way through his past life.

"The lust of treasure that we once had and then disappeared instantly made me lose my sense of sound mind. Yes, but Alhamdulillah thanks to the prank of following the study in Ramadan yesterday, then the plan makes me think and examine what meaningful life is like. Life that feels good is born and inner like what. Huw...Mother confess, when we have possessions.

Many and enough treasures certainly for some people. But, Mother, it continues to still feel less and as if I do not enjoy.

And again he cried after saying a statement about himself.

"Mother, thank you for being, the mother who made her children, became the role model of the future for the offspring, Mother," I said holding the fingers of both hands, my Mother. I also wiped my tears, my mother.

"Yes, Son. For now I still don't deserve to be declared an exemplary mother. But, I promise by name, Allah Subhana Wataala, will be even better. Son, once again, Mother, apologize for hhh

By notice, nadia. That night I was late in my mind. Thinking to be sure make the decision go to Jakarta. Of course to meet nadia and adelio. As it turns out, Nadia studied in Jakarta as well as adelio. Indeed nadia and Adelio are not one University.

Unfortunately, Nadia lost contact with adelio. Because the phone and laptop that store adelio data, damaged in the water when Jakarta was flooded.

I was convinced that I had to go to Jakarta. For the sake of my hope in Adelio while trying there to find work so that I can go to college.

Yes, I want to try myself to be able to achieve my goals that ever existed. Although people say, finding work in Jakarta is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand. But, there is no harm in trying. Itung-itung looking for a new atmosphere, looking for new experiences, and can also be in the Capital of the Country before moving.