When the Orange Tassbih

CHAPTER 38 is removed

Huuft, what happened to me this?!

Haduu...! Why is it that in this moment of my arms, feeling stubborn in my heart as well?!

Yep. My heart should have been loose.

Humm.....!

For a moment I breathe. Then I spoke again in my heart." Hopefully, not like I'm worried about."

Yes, there is a little bit of worry. When the feeling, Adelio, is not what it used to be. Or now, he, has a lover.

I'm still confused.

And then, I heard the rebuke, Adelio, to me.

"Yes?" I also asked as if. For not hearing clearly what was said, Adelio, to me.

And, it was. I was getting late in my anxiety. So I didn't hear clearly what Adelio said to me. Either ask or what.

Because I didn't hear that clearly, so I looked up. And just take out the whole damn thing.

Adelio, back to voice repeating what was said earlier.

And, he, apparently, was asking, what was wrong with me. Why do I look so upset.

Yes, my anxiety seems to be noticed, Adelio.

"Oh, it's okay, brother," I said a little misbehaved.

Back I was silent for a moment, to catch my breath so that my heart would calm down again.

"Sister, today I'm happy. Because you can be together, brother, again. And my feelings are now so relieved," I said later.

"Yes, I did too, Dek. Back to the past."

"meaning?" tanya, Adelio, turn. Who just pretended not to understand.

"Yes, still single, that's it.." I said a little pleasantries.

"O. Still, Deck. Ohya, I want to hear the story from the beginning, how did you get here!"

"The whole story, brother."

"Tell me a little bit first! I wonder what it is!"

I told you a little bit of my story that I started from the last time I met him, then when I made the decision to hang on with my ex-husband. I told you a little bit about the pressure I was under at the time, until I got divorced.

"Sir, I'm really concerned about you. But why, didn't you get away from him immediately?"

"Son, I thought that time was, The Power of God. And, His will, directs me to live it. Yes, of course I no longer want to doubt, the will of God, against me. I want to be a sincere human being. And because it has to do with my sense of responsibility to my parents. Besides, if I choose to divorce at that time. I thought, Big Brother, it's not necessarily ready to marry me for that moment."

"So you didn't believe me that time, Dek?" his ideal, Adelio, asked with a fixed look at me.

"Not to believe, brother. Just the times, brother, that make me unsure."

"meaning?"

"That time, brother, just finished High School. I also know that, Brother, is so eager to continue education. And have high hopes to achieve dreams, Brother. So, I don't want to be a hopeless inhibitor, Brother. It's still early for us to get married, brother." I said again clarify my reasons at that time.

Yes, even if the truth was then, I was so hopeful. Adelio, you can free me from the shackles of that abstract marriage.

But on my mind on the other side. The wise side, maybe! That, I feel unfair to, Adelio.

Yes, I might even backfire for his time to succeed in his education.

"But you don't have to get married, do you, Dek?" yamaha, Adelio.

"Yes, maybe I can. But at that time, my mind was different from, for example,