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I slowly opened my bedroom door, then peeked out. Yeah, my mom's in the middle room, watching TV.

I also met, my Mother, to discuss my intentions, and of course to hope for her permission with a sense of degdegan.

Although I was sure of my decision to go to Jakarta. But my degdegan this, whether to make a decision, my mother. Whether he is licensed or not.

"Eh, son. Kirain is asleep?" tanyanya, my mother when I was near her.

"Can't sleep yet, Mother," I said as I sat beside my Mother.

"Bun, there is an orange, want to convey!"

"Yes, tell me, son! How's it gonna be, then?"

"Mother, I want to go to Jakarta," I said slowly impressed barely heard.

My mother who was beside me was watching tv, glancing at me quickly. Maybe he heard my words clearly.

"Tournaments?"

"Yes, Mother. I want to go to Jakarta," I said again but this time with a head down.

My mother was silent, I don't know what she was thinking at the time. I saw him looking stunned.

"You're serious, son?"

"Yes, Mother,"

"For what, son?" ask my mother again.

For a moment I was silent, because somehow it felt heavy to answer. Yes I am confused by what kind of good answer I have to say.

"Mother, I will work there to reach my expectations. Yep. There's hope I'm gonna pursue, right there?"

"Son, are you sure? No kidding, right?"

My mother asked him to look weak. My two round eyeballs, starting to look teary.

"When, Mommy is relieved to be with you again. Mommy, I want to be close to you again, son. But instead you want to go far again!"

"I'm sorry, Mother. I was actually expecting that too. Always together, Mother," I said, then I wiped my tears.

After that, I hugged, my mother, while saying". I'm so happy, Mother. Loving our family. So of course I want to be together."

"But it has to be that way, my son?"

"Maybe in that way. I can reach for it, and I can be calmer if I do. Whatever the outcome, it will."

"It's not that I disagree, son. But, Mother is worried about you. Mother, fear you why-why."

"God willing, Mother. The orange will always be careful, and continue to take care of itself."

"Son, you're so reckless."

"Please allow me to work towards my hope, Mother!"

"Honestly, I'm hard to take you off, son. Mother, confused also want to give a statement what. Because on the other hand, Mother has promised you to always bless you in reaching your expectations and supporting you."

"Please, Mother!"

"Son, are you going to Jakarta to meet, adelio?" tanya, my mother with a sharp look at me.

And I stared back, my mother. Just sec. Yeah, I don't think he asked, that's.

Yeah, I was really surprised. Why, my mother, could know.

"Yes, Mother. Sorry!" lirih.

At that time I felt ashamed. Until, I can only duck to acknowledge my purpose.

Although I will actually say it. But later, if there is a good moment. But I didn't expect, I went first.

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