When the Orange Tassbih

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Two more years passed with the new life I was living. Yes, you could say so.

My feelings, my soul, I poured out everything in building the survival of my household. It's hard, but I'm trying to focus. Trying to keep dismissing the thoughts that lead me to run or avoid the pressure that exists. Be patient and patient.

Oh, what's up with, him? Kok, he's getting weird. Yes, my husband seems very strange this time. I noticed, he. Been this week, she, acting weird.

Yeah, he, so considerate of me. She was suddenly gentle and romantic.

Oh, what's wrong with her? Has he changed?!

Oh my God, is he in this week a manifestation of my hope all this time?!

Yep. Hope so!

And tonight I see him looking confused. However, I did not dare to ask him what he thought.

I just pretended to sleep while occasionally squinting my eyes watching, she, pacing beside my bed.

"So you can get up for a minute!" he said slowly trying to wake me up.

After two times he woke me up. I woke up as if I were awake from a deep sleep.

"What, Bang?" much

"There's something important I want to talk to you about!" slow-sounding

"What's that?"

"I want to get married again!"

"Yes." Yeah."

Inevitably. I was also stunned by his delivery. In my mind, is this a bad thing happening to me, because I have tried hard to accompany him with all my heart. But what I did to him wasn't enough. Until he'll torture me.

On the other side of my mind. Akh, it might be good for me. Yep. Maybe this is the right reason for me to get out of my life right now. And the right moment was shown by, Lord, to end His trials on me all this time.

That was my silly thought at the time

I also encouraged myself to talk to him. To convey my heart or my feelings. I'm scared too, he'll be furious and probably be rude back to me. But I have to do it and accept whatever risk I get.

"Bao. All this time I tried hard to be like a wife. And I'm trying so well to be your wife. If you want to marry again. Please..!"

"So you agree?"

"Yes. But divorce, me!"

"Hoo.no will! You will stay with me, remain my wife. Camden, it....!"

"Hey, can you use your conscience as a human being! You need to know, I'm like a bird you're shackled with sadists. I know you're not a good husband. But on behalf of God, Kurela suffers inwardly, kurela sacrifices my feelings, my soul, for the sake of being a wife. Yes, I hope that someday I will get inner beauty and happiness, from you. But now you want to get married again!?"

"Stop, your babbling....!" he scolded me and his eyes turned red on me.

Yeah, I don't know what got into me. I took out some expressions of my heart's turmoil on him without any more hesitation or fear.

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