When the Orange Tassbih

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Oh my...! Forgive all my caliphs, all my sins that have denied my nature as a weak servant.

Yes, I am completely new to realizing the nature of life in this mortal world.

And reaching for that simple hope, it was not as easy as I believed it to be. Yes, until this moment, I have not yet got a bright spot to be able to meet the person who is my humble hope.

No, I can't be discouraged. And I can't lose to my current situation, I have to be strong. Yes, strong...!

Humm, of course this is all a lesson to me. Yes, including to always be a good human being for others. Just like the good humans I met in my area.

Humm..gimana, yes, if if my life in this region does not find and befriend good people such as, qanita, fadil brothers, obet and also raihan.

They were really sincere about taking care of me and willing to spend their personal money for my needs all this time.

"Well, daydream again!"

"Yes?"

"Udah told you, don't daydream. Still daydreaming. Is it healing or not, right?"

"You, Nit. I have to get to work fast. Let me replace the hospital fees that you are studying. Must be savings for your college expenses, right?"

"Oh, that's what you think?"

"Yes, Nit. I'm not feeling good about you. I'm so troubling you. I'm so burdening you."

"Ok, tell you what. Brother, don't look for work anywhere else. But, Brother is working with me alone, to rebuild, Q'Production House. How's it?"

"You sure, I can? Kan, I'm just a high school graduate, and that's taking the package c exam, too. Because I got married in third grade."

"good. Yes, I agree! Thank you, Nit!"

"But not for the next few days, big brother, get to work!"

"Loh, why?"

"I want, Brother orange, to start work. If the health condition, brother orange, really fit. Okay!"

"But, Qanita-Kun

"Stop, don't talk about it anymore, yeah!" qanita interrupted me.

"I'd be uncomfortable if I kept burdening you, auntie, and also, um. I want to work to help you quickly. So that I am not just taken care of. The time I was serving, in-

"Already, brother orange," again Qanita cut off my statement.

Yes, it seems that Qanita is furious. The look on his face I see no longer looks decorated with a smile.

"If, Brother, consider me a brother, assume we in this family are your family. Then please, don't reveal it again! Brother, don't think about what we're doing. It is our happiness, our relief can help, brother orange. Helping others. Moreover, both of my parents already consider you his biological son. And one more! What we did, what we gave you still doesn't match what you did to me, to my sister and to the other children of that time. Your life you risked to help me, to help my sister. Just imagine what I and my sister would be like right now, if not for your help!"

Such is the account of his statement, Qanita, about him and his entire extended family towards me. I was also made dumbfounded. And also whipped my soul the umpteenth time.

They really helped me. Helping others is a joy. Yeah, immeasurable.

I re-thought of myself when my family life was still at the top